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Snowbunny Lynn Poem
She sits on the ground, head against the wall
Wondering when everything went wrong
The first punch was the worst
The first kick was strong
The first bruised never showed
She listens at night for his loud footsteps ascending the stairs
Waiting for the pain she can hardly bare
Her friends see her terror, they see her pain
They ignore it, wishing it away
She sits on the couch quietly, not saying a word
Keeping his secret by lying to the world
She sits in the classroom, eye closed tight
Hiding from the world, a secret of lies
She can't remember ever being loved
She can't remember ever being missed
She remembers the pain when her mom left
She remembers the hurt from her dad
But she doesn't understand why
She wished for it to all go away
She wished for death
She wished for forgiveness, she even begged
She was to blame when her mother left
Her eyes are empty, no emotion left
She knows its time, Time to say goodbye
She didn't expect to die like this
She didn't think her life would turn out to be this
She was alone, broken, she needed help
Her eyes pleaded, begged
Now were are too late...
She cant be saved.
Copyright © Snowbunny Lynn | Year Posted 2013
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Snowbunny Lynn Poem
She clutches her head sliding to the floor
Begging for the voices to leave
She's on her knees but all she can do is cry
She's up all night too scared to sleep
Shirt pulled down hiding scars
Eyes closed tight, hiding from the world
The voices getting louder
The despair is getting stronger
The willing to live has disappeared
She's tired of living like this
She's tired of feeling insane
She can't escape
She's all alone
The voice's get louder
Arms wrapped around her waist
As she tries to grab a hold of reality
She begs, pleads, needing release
Her hands shake as she watches the girl she use to know in the mirror
She sees a girl, a broken girl
A girl with no intent of living another night
Eyes dark, no spark left
She picks up a gun, smiling to herself
Smiling one last time, the first time in months
She says her final goodbye
She falls to the ground with a THUD
Her mom throws open the door too late
She falls to her knees and weeps
Crying for her only daughter
Her daughter who is now gone
The girl laying in the casket, cold and dead
She lost the battle, She lost the war...
She lost to insanity
Copyright © Snowbunny Lynn | Year Posted 2013
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