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don't let me see you on my street
or creepin through my window
I immensely want your head hanging
on my living room wall
I plan to hunt you down very soon
So don't go making my chase easy
I wish you were not a sibling of mine
I wish you weren't in my mind
But your spying and childish games
are grounds for me to go insane
You must learn the hard way
I really wish you would escape.
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Yesterday I saw you standing there at the curb
With her , The woman you chose to invade our world
Breaking every single promise you vowed to me in pride
Every word I held close within my heart all your lies
The vital lies you used to confuse were used to woo
drawing me closer to you you scensed my uncertainty
got me to drop my guards for you giving no resistance
Only you have taken me to vulnerability that every inch of my
body always feared
And as I watch the two of you holding hands on the curb
You showing her the love that I alone should have endured
Let her steal my love without a care in the world all out in public
I almost vomit in my mouth Unable to swallow im lovesick
I am truly disgusted at you sharing what i valued more than myself
With this scantily clad I dont know what std's she may have had
trashier worthless trampier version of what I look like on my worst day
How could you trade my unconditional love for a 2$ Whore you've picked
a golddigger that looks so thirstay
I daydream thoughts of her looking that happy with her lip busted
Her Holding her fattened lip while you stand in horror as her blood gushes
Will you still stand by her side with that smirk? Or cure your amnesia ?
Realize the horrible mistake and fix us ? Im the one that can please ya
If you were apologetic I would take you back , Promising to earn back the broken trust
Helping to mend Back my broken heart , Together we can superglue the pieces
together again , after you have jumped back inside as i smooth out the final creases
Catering to every want and need you have. Your Cook , your maid , your seamstress
*Beep*Beep* The horn of the Cars behind me Shocks me back into Reality
Back into Hurt Back to Pain and My Sorrow , Back to agony the Jealousy ,
then Rage of fantasies Seasing And being stuck back in the Present ,
I thought we finally had the second chance we need for reconnection
As I drive past I leave alongside My shattered heart on the curb
To stay close to you and miss thang just in case the lust fades
if you ever need a place to stay it will be your shelter in the rain
I drive now no heart ,im empty within ,now merely a void
promise to myself The curb again i must always avoid
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some lessons that must be learned
makes me wish i could beg not
this pain that im going through
i idioticly brought
my thoughts at the time
share the gift of peace of mind
only later to find
that some people unfortunately
are just glutton for pain
the shame of being the one
who should of complained
and laughed at that past
of your greed stealing my
change and your envy
slandered my name
when just like i did then
and unlike you Never
changed i will make
sure to refrain from
helping the jealous
Greedy Entity
that has brought
me self blame
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Standing in the place I once called
Once was a shelter now seems like a cage
I can not escape and all the memories,
securities , and familiarities have been
transformed into broken dreams,
home
I never knew that child you wanted me be
other than the beauty you passed to me
there was no other similiarities.
you are the one who can achieve anything .
you aim to please. I couldnt curve sensitivities
that were only tantrums and not a part of me .
get over it mask my past just put on a pretty face
im told to mask my past and put on a pretty smile
silencing inner turmoil looking like a happy child
No acceptance for the little girl you knew was different
you found contentment in my silence still no resentment
I still cant let em see a tear I keep my commitment
all these broken dreams Lost in a confused mentality
the diagnosis was rather hopeless in my lifes analogy
my father an incredible actor I was not a factor
support was mere rehearsals while preparing a speech
and after the curtains last call I couldn't pay him to call
which never made me feel small cause in my
broken dreams im dADDYS lil angel his one and all
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It has been months that have passed
Yet rage I still keep enclosed within
it embodies my morals , my happiness
and fears.
I haven't been able to escape it
I look in a mirror and see me trapped
frosty glass this Bitterness is my new
reasons to laugh
Why do they have to add additional salts to
scarred tissue. Arent I already hideous enough
what kind of ridiculous intervention would make
me more brutal and relentless
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A Real Friend gives a damn if they see there friends
suffering at the hands of fecal matter
When I see your pain I relate cant you see
I am being weakened as I try to make you feel better
and you choose to be loyal to your terrorist
You became my fair weather friend
I should have just let you fall off the cliff and worried
about my sanity instead our souls both suffered as I try
to hold up your head but who is there to uplift me and to
hear you ask me not to say unkind things
about her still really sickens me
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I know the road is bumpy I will go on
Only he can show me my rest stop
Some people wander a lifetime never
admitting that they are lost.
when the destination of our journey
has always been part of an infinite plot
where the goal is to get us past everything
we've been previously taught
and to trust in him no matter the cost
as precious the gift that can never be bought
don't allow ignorance and pride to keep you caught
in a trance or comatosed from what matters the most
he reveals the comforting guidance after our trust
he will be your protection through lifes storm
his rain cleanses all your pains away
He washes us like brand new babies
taking away all the shame
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WHEN YOU START TO ENJOY COUNTRY LIVING
THE HOUSE GETS FULL OF TICKS
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I am one of the most loyal chicks in the game
who could of showed you all woman aren't the same
you refrained from giving me a chance
my beauty within and not use to enchant
My reserves caused you to become unnerved
You never wanted to wait so I gave in to heartbreak
I wanted a mate and deep within your eyes
I thought you did too .. ..........Oh my god !
what you men put the good women through !!
I gave in to your temptations only to become
another past scab that treated you soo bad
You already were infected from a no good dame
who claimed fame by savagely slaying whatever soul
you had in there caged now im actually understanding
of her jabs due to our recent exchange if only I filled
your needs that are ours we both could of healed
but now your too hardened to notice a real ladies appeal
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I GASP FOR AIR AS MY LUNGS START TO CAVE IN
AM I THE ONLY ONE AROUND ME WHO CAN SEE
AN UNINVITED PERSONA THAT NEVER GIVES IN
MY INNER DESIRES ARE QUICKLY PULVERIZED
INTO NERVOUS TENSION.
GRAVITY PUSHES WHAT OXYGEN REFUSES
TO SEEP IN
NIGHT IS OFFICIALLY PRESENT I BEGIN CHATTERING
MY TEETH , BITING DOWN ON MY LIP
BEAUTY REST OR IS THIS ANOTHER TEST
OF WHAT I FEAR THE MOST
HIS DESIRED CHOICE TO MY GRIEVANCE
THEN AS IF ITS IN A SEQUENCE IT STARTS
I RELAX RIGHT BEFORE THE ATTACK
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