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Sibling Love

don't let me see you on my street 
or creepin through my window 
I immensely want your head hanging 
on my living room wall 

I plan to hunt you down very  soon 
So don't go making my chase easy 
I wish you were not a sibling of mine
I wish you weren't in my mind 

But your spying and childish games 
are grounds for me to go insane 
You must learn the hard way 
I really wish you would escape.

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Standing There

Yesterday I saw you standing there at the curb  

With her , The woman you chose to invade our world 

Breaking every single promise you vowed to me in pride 

Every word I held close within my heart all your lies

 

The vital lies you used to confuse were used to woo 

 drawing  me closer to you you scensed my uncertainty 

got me to drop my guards for you  giving no resistance 

Only you have taken me to vulnerability that every inch of my 

body always feared 

 

And as I watch the two of you holding hands on the curb 

You showing her the love that I alone should have endured

Let her steal my love without a care in the world all out in  public 

I almost vomit in  my mouth Unable to swallow im lovesick

 

I am truly disgusted at you sharing what i valued more than myself

With this scantily clad I dont know what std's she may have had 

trashier worthless trampier version of what I look like on my worst day 

How  could you trade my unconditional love for a 2$ Whore you've picked

a golddigger that looks so thirstay

 

I daydream thoughts of her looking that happy with her lip busted 

Her Holding her fattened lip while you stand in horror as her blood gushes 

Will you still stand by her side with that smirk? Or cure your amnesia ? 

Realize the horrible mistake and fix us ? Im the one that can please ya  

 

If you were apologetic I would take you back , Promising to earn back the broken trust 

Helping to mend Back my broken heart , Together we can superglue the pieces 

 together again , after you have jumped back inside as i smooth out the final creases 

Catering to every want and need you have. Your Cook , your maid , your seamstress

 

*Beep*Beep* The horn of the Cars behind me  Shocks me back into Reality 

Back into Hurt Back to Pain and My Sorrow , Back to agony the Jealousy ,

 then Rage of fantasies Seasing  And being stuck back in the Present ,

I thought we finally had the second chance we need for reconnection 

 

As I drive past I leave alongside My shattered heart on the curb

To stay close to you and miss thang just in case the lust fades 

if you ever need a place to stay it will be your shelter in the rain 

I  drive now  no heart ,im  empty within ,now merely a void 

promise to myself The curb again i must  always avoid

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Whats Next

some lessons that must be learned 
makes me wish i could beg not 
this pain that im going through 
i idioticly brought 
my thoughts at the time 
share the gift of peace of mind 
only later to find
that some people unfortunately 
are just glutton for pain 
the shame of being the one 
who should of complained 
and laughed at that past 
of your greed stealing my 
change and your envy 
slandered my name 
when just like i did then 

and unlike you Never 
changed  i will make 
sure to refrain from 
helping the jealous 
Greedy Entity
that has brought 
me self blame

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Broken Dreams

Standing in the place I once called
Once was a shelter now seems like a cage 
I can not escape and all the memories, 
securities , and familiarities have been 
transformed into broken dreams,  
 home 
I never knew that child you wanted me be
other than the beauty you passed to me 
there was no other similiarities. 
 you are the one who can achieve anything .
 you aim to please. I couldnt curve sensitivities 

that were only tantrums and not a part of me . 
get over it mask my past just put on a pretty face 
im told to mask my past and put on a pretty smile 
silencing inner turmoil looking like a happy child 
No acceptance for the little girl you knew was different 
you found contentment in my silence still no resentment
I still cant let em see a tear I keep my commitment 

all these broken dreams Lost in a confused mentality
 the diagnosis was rather hopeless in my lifes analogy 
 my father an incredible actor I was not a factor 
support was  mere rehearsals while preparing a speech 
and after the curtains last call I couldn't pay him to call 
which never made me feel small cause in my 
 broken dreams im dADDYS lil angel his one and all

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Sweet Bitterness

It has been months that have passed 
Yet rage I still keep enclosed  within 
it embodies my morals , my happiness 
and fears. 

I haven't been able to escape it
I look in a mirror and see me trapped
frosty glass this Bitterness is my new 
reasons to laugh 

Why do they  have to add additional salts to 
 scarred tissue. Arent I already hideous enough 
what kind of ridiculous intervention would make 
me more brutal and relentless

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Real Friends :: You Jump I Jump

A Real Friend gives a damn if they see there friends 
suffering at the hands of fecal matter
When I see your pain I relate cant you see 
I am  being weakened as I try to make you feel better 
and you choose  to be loyal to your terrorist 
You became  my fair weather friend 
I should have just let you fall off the cliff and worried  
about my sanity instead our souls both suffered as I try 
to hold up your head but who is there to uplift me and to
 hear you ask me not to say unkind things
 about her still really sickens me

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Gods Road Map

I know the road is bumpy I will go on 
Only he can show me  my rest stop  
Some people wander a lifetime never 
admitting that they are lost. 
when the destination of our journey 
has always been part of an infinite plot 
where the goal is to get us past everything 
we've been previously taught 
and to trust in him no matter the cost 
as precious the gift that can never be bought 
don't allow ignorance and pride to keep you caught 
in a trance or comatosed from what matters the most
he reveals the comforting guidance after our trust 
he will be your protection through lifes storm   
his rain cleanses all your pains away 
He washes us like brand new babies 
taking  away all the  shame

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Good Morning

WHEN YOU START TO ENJOY COUNTRY LIVING
 THE HOUSE GETS FULL OF TICKS

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2 Broken Halfs Dont Always Make a Heart

I am one of the most loyal chicks in the game 
who could of showed you all woman aren't the same 
you refrained from giving me a chance 
my beauty within and not use to enchant
My  reserves caused you to become unnerved
You never wanted to wait so I gave in to heartbreak 
I wanted a mate and deep within your eyes 
I thought you did too .. ..........Oh my god !
 what you men put the good women through !!
 I gave in to your temptations only to become 
another past scab that treated you soo bad  
You already were  infected from a no good dame 
who claimed fame by savagely slaying  whatever soul 
you had in there caged now im actually understanding
of her jabs due to our recent exchange if only I filled 
your needs that are ours we both could of healed 
but now your too hardened to notice a real ladies appeal

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Kaotik Night

I GASP FOR AIR AS MY LUNGS START TO CAVE IN 
AM I THE ONLY ONE AROUND ME WHO CAN SEE 
AN UNINVITED PERSONA THAT NEVER GIVES IN 
MY INNER DESIRES ARE QUICKLY PULVERIZED 
INTO NERVOUS TENSION. 
GRAVITY PUSHES  WHAT OXYGEN  REFUSES 
TO SEEP IN 
NIGHT IS OFFICIALLY PRESENT I BEGIN CHATTERING 
MY TEETH , BITING DOWN ON MY LIP 
BEAUTY REST OR IS THIS ANOTHER TEST 
OF WHAT I FEAR THE MOST 
HIS DESIRED CHOICE TO MY GRIEVANCE 
THEN AS IF ITS IN A SEQUENCE IT STARTS 
I RELAX RIGHT BEFORE THE ATTACK

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Book: Shattered Sighs