Standing There

Yesterday I saw you standing there at the curb With her , The woman you chose to invade our world Breaking every single promise you vowed to me in pride Every word I held close within my heart all your lies The vital lies you used to confuse were used to woo drawing me closer to you you scensed my uncertainty got me to drop my guards for you giving no resistance Only you have taken me to vulnerability that every inch of my body always feared And as I watch the two of you holding hands on the curb You showing her the love that I alone should have endured Let her steal my love without a care in the world all out in public I almost vomit in my mouth Unable to swallow im lovesick I am truly disgusted at you sharing what i valued more than myself With this scantily clad I dont know what std's she may have had trashier worthless trampier version of what I look like on my worst day How could you trade my unconditional love for a 2$ Whore you've picked a golddigger that looks so thirstay I daydream thoughts of her looking that happy with her lip busted Her Holding her fattened lip while you stand in horror as her blood gushes Will you still stand by her side with that smirk? Or cure your amnesia ? Realize the horrible mistake and fix us ? Im the one that can please ya If you were apologetic I would take you back , Promising to earn back the broken trust Helping to mend Back my broken heart , Together we can superglue the pieces together again , after you have jumped back inside as i smooth out the final creases Catering to every want and need you have. Your Cook , your maid , your seamstress *Beep*Beep* The horn of the Cars behind me Shocks me back into Reality Back into Hurt Back to Pain and My Sorrow , Back to agony the Jealousy , then Rage of fantasies Seasing And being stuck back in the Present , I thought we finally had the second chance we need for reconnection As I drive past I leave alongside My shattered heart on the curb To stay close to you and miss thang just in case the lust fades if you ever need a place to stay it will be your shelter in the rain I drive now no heart ,im empty within ,now merely a void promise to myself The curb again i must always avoid