|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
An old man went
Out deer hunting
And shot a horse
When the neighbor
Realized that his
Horse was dead
He went to the man
And asked him
Why he shot his horse
The old man fell into his yard chair
And stared ahead
“I shot your horse John”
“You shot my horse
Frank and now he’s laying over there
In a pile of cow dung!”
He took off his glasses
and rubbed his eyes
and began to weep
The neighbor shook his head
And walked to his dead horse
He took off his cap and began to weep
Soon the old man came over
And saw that he was weeping
They looked at the horse and wept together
He wasn’t just a horse
He was my friend
He was my family
After a while frank
Came back with a shovel
And looked at his neighbor
He began to dig
But soon fell over.
And laid in the dirt
He left Frank where fell
next to the dead horse
And returned with a tractor
When it was all over
He hoisted the horse into the hole
And covered him up.
He shut off the tractor
And came to look
At his buried horse
They stood in silence
And stared at the earth
And Soon they wept
Frank looked
At his neighbor
And sobbed
He told him
to go home and frank
Slowly walked away
John picked up his shovel
and shouted his name
and held it out for him
He walked back
And took the shovel
“I’m sorry about your horse John”
John watched him walk away
And looked at the cows in the field
after while he started the tractor and drove away
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
Did you ever wonder
Why we say the devil
And never the god
And imagine god and devil
Working together to
Create this dream
To think our minds
Worry about good and evil
And if she is right
And he’s right and
You believe your way
And I believe mine
Do you believe
Devil can take my soul
And take away
The light
That makes my existence
Into reality
You kill me many times
And I kill you back
A million times
And do you think
That because I am dead I will
Never again be in your consciousness
Can such power
Really exist to have a
Beginning and end
And to think
That someday
This will all be over
And that I may never
Know that the devil
Was my friend
Because my heart
Was too full of
Hate
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
I saw Jesus the other night
And stood over him until
The earth changed color
And the leaves turned brown
I left that evening and returned
To the night where the songbirds
Sing songs they could not
Sing the day before.
I was told nothing dies
In the universe
That has a purpose
And you can never kill it
Words shot
Through me like a
Remorseful fallen angel
And my heart grew heavy
Images of songs and
The open road
Came to my mind
And I wanted to be free
I ran to the park
And jumped high,
I called my friend
To see if he was okay
My spirit was alive and
My mind raced
Like the wind
Of a moody demon
A woman bobbed
In the water
And said my name
Over and over
She was not real
But her friend was
I thought of what I need
And what I want
Like a mother who has
Her own life to live
And a lost love that
You still dream about
I believe that Jesus
Would have said
Live your life
Like the dream that it is
Jesus and his entourage
Came into city hall and
Took a number.
They sat down like everyone else
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
The man was shot in the head
The man stood up and talked about ethics and morality
They shot him and ripped him apart
and said it was his fault
The study said he didn’t fit in
So they had to kill him
And took him down to the river and let him go
Nobody was really happy about it
But nobody cried either
They said he was born this way
Risking death for life
Knowing many ways to die
And hoping his friend still loved him
Watching the sun go down
Waiting for the morning to come
Seeing the night as a dream
And knowing when it’s over
Someone told him to dance
And truth ripped through him
And he couldn’t go back
And he was alone
Like the power they gave him
And the love they didn’t have
He called himself intense
Nobody knew how to help him
The man was shot in the head
On a Friday afternoon at the government center
The air was still and the sun was shining
Someone called out his name
And said safety is his friend
The truth was on his side
He hoped his friend still loved him
He turned around and they shot him in the head
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
My love
Hello my love
It is nice to see you once more
I couldn’t help to notice
That my new roommate
Has an overactive bladder
We tried to help him but could not
He died this morning around 11 oclock
Some force took him away
And some would call it god
But I call it love
And I try to find it every day
Even though I cannot see it
An illusion in my mind
I still feel his love
He loved the earth
And everything it offered
Like the sun and air
But he was a selfish son of a *****
And sometimes I hated him
But Ihis eyes looked around with fear
And he put his pants on like everyone else
So my love
it is nice to see you once more
In a world so far from love
The journey we call time
The moment your head hurts
Because matter hurts matter
We tried to help him but could not
He died this morning around 11 oclock
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
The morning sun hits me
Dead in the eye
And I find no relief in existence
And for this moment
I believe that
I cannot go on
And I decide to kill
My awareness
Slowly and methodically
The pain in my heart
Makes me want to tell her
That it’s alright
Nothing happened
But it’s a lie
Because the sunlight
Is strong
And I realize that
it’s the morning after
So what happened
To the idea that we do
Whatever we want
Whenever we want to do it
And live to the spirit
Of freedom like the
Horse that runs
In the field
Without a fence
I stand up like
The rooster cock
Who walks up and down the boulevard
Like some drug dealer
Wondering if my
Mother can see me
From her little space
In heaven or some
World like it
I am the man
They come to
And return favors
For favors and
Seek out shelter
From the cold winds
In the night
When the prey
Are weak
And I feel dead inside
Because there is nothing
More to give
Than this illusion
That I am strong
And in control
Of this day while on my knees
Crying and realizing again it’s
The morning after
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
Nuclear Rebellion
Dam up the river, control the world
Mankind speaks, vengeance hurled
Carnage, blood deceit, and such
They want kill, those who know too much
Desperation, shame and fear
All have meaning here
It’s a hostile world
Forgive me If I want to leave
Nuclear rebellion
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
someone stole
my soul while
I look for
another one
He all ready
got one
but wants
mine to
I give him
my gun and
try to send him
on his way
but he fights
like a mercenaries
with no place
to go
he thinks
nothing of death
and wants to
blow himself up
protector of anything
full of himself
eyes afraid
and empty
stands in the
middle of the
road and watches
cars go by
tells me I’m
worth nothing
unless I
worship myself
He’s my brother
but he steals
my soul
all the time
meanwhile she
calls my name
and I wait for
the sky to open
i see her
smile and
think how
alone I am
she sings
songs
but not
mine
I give
her my soul
but she won't
take it
I say a prayer
and shake
myself
out of it
I dance
but not
cause
I want to
I dance
because
the wind
blows hard
dying every
day because
someone tries
to steal my soul
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2015
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
I saw the picture of you
With Mom and dad
And you were smiling
And bells were ringing
And dad was holding you
He called your name
The night he died
And was scared
He would never
See you again.
And now he comes
In your dreams
When your soul
Needs you the most
And you wonder if the dead can talk
And if souls get lonely
And believe they are okay
And love other souls
Like they want to be loved
Even when they can’t love back
Can you blame him
For wanting to give comfort
When your soul is not free
And your own death
Means nothing to you.
And now he sits by the door
And waits for you to cry in your sleep
And tries to understand why
He didn’t hold you
When he could.
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Todd Borstad Poem
The thrill of Death
Your days are over, thrill of death,
Never understanding, the gift of self
Your innocence is lost, and a gun to your head,
I’ve always loved you , even though your dead
You sit on rocks on a nice still day,
Examine your life for another way
Like simplicity of truth and the singing birds,
Swaying trees and buffalo herds
You apologize to me one more time
But the emptiness crosses the line
Amazing how little we have to say
When truth is told in this way
Your days are over, thrill of death
Never understanding, gift of self
Copyright © Todd Borstad | Year Posted 2013
|
|