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Noel Gerardo Poem
I'm so confused.. I have no idea what to do, what way to go, and when? I hate that feeling
when you see everything moving to fast, like all the bad stuff in your life is happening
to quick, and you wanna grab it so you can control it, but you cant!!!!!! Its like you
want to make sure everyone around you is happy even though your the one sitting in the
dark crying or even holding it all in so that no one knows! Some times when you see
something in your life going wrong, you tend to tell yourself every things going to be ok
when you know damn right its not and you want to hold on to that even when everyone around
you notices it and tells you what you don't what to hear! I'm tired of failure, I am tired
of hurting. I look back at my life and the things I've done and ask myself that maybe if i
would of done this than this wouldn't of happened or its like if you knew it would of
turned out this way you wish you would of never done that. But hey its how life is right!?
I have to really find out whats going on cause i don't what it to bit me in the ass.......
I have to keep telling myself that im not alone and there are a lot of other people out
there feeling the same way or even worse. i hate not know whats going to happen next cause
then im not prepared for what ever it is! Have you ever wanted something so much and then
in the end you cant have it or even you think your going to have it for a long period of
time and it stuck in you head like you carved in to a tree but really your mind and then
it cant happen and ever where were you go you see that tree and it hurts so much to see
that and know that it is not going to happen! One of the feelings i hate the most is
regret, that hurts the most! I even feel like im in a crowded room and no one notices me
and it just makes me drift away more and more to where your mind plays tricks on you.
Really this all makes you think who really cares about you or even if your friends really
are your true friends! well the pages of life have turned and its time to read on in the
story cause theres is no story if you really spend time in that one part of it cause
you'll never know what happens next if you don't go ahead............................
Copyright © Noel Gerardo | Year Posted 2008
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Noel Gerardo Poem
Why does it hurt so much to have to let someone go? When you put all your love and care
into one person you tend to think you’ll be together forever, but that sometimes is just a
imaginary dream in your head that makes its stories bigger and bigger the more you love
them. The saying love hurts is true because it does! It’s like you would think cant love
someone too much, but it sometimes can happen to where your biggest fear becomes losing
the one you truly love! It messes with your mind like a movie that has those weird twists
and things you didn’t see coming, even then worse you didn’t like the ending. Love can
sometimes turn to hate. It sucks when you later find out it’s mainly your fault why you
broke up. What hurts the most is when you really don’t have a clue why or what was wrong.
Then you start to ask yourself what’s wrong with you or even if you’re not good enough.
Sometimes they even tell you its not you its them, truly you know there just saying it to
not hurt you, but it still hurts bad cause you know there not yours anymore. Some
situations where when you need a person to comfort you and they were the only one you let
get close, but when they do it only makes you want them back more and more. In the end of
it all you tell yourself you’ll never love again... Well to tell you the truth, you will
and find out again and again love hurts!
Copyright © Noel Gerardo | Year Posted 2006
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