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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
I once was a dreamer
Meaning i once was young
Feeling like the world was in
the palm of my hands
Nothing could ruin my well
thought out plans
I planned to be rich and
have a beautiful wife
Oh how i loved this thing
called life
Then i got to that age where i
started to realise that beauty
is not all that the world shows
See the eye sees what the
brain knows
I did not know the evil this
world beholds
So i started seeing the evil in
peoples souls
Studied hard and got into a
good school
Expected my peers to be
passionate, influential,
outspoken great thinkers
Oh how i was played the fool
Aweful lectures, long hours,
boring people but it was too
late, the seeds were already
laid
So i started to regret the first
big disicion ive ever made
Unfortunately im not any
jollier but i decided to suck it
up
Cant throw a temper tantrum
if i cant drink from a silver cup
Although experience has
thought me not to follow
something i dread
I have to be patient & have
hope, for hope is the reason
we get out of bed
Unrealisticly hopeful dispite
being a pessimist, am i insane
Well we humans were built to
endure agonising pain
On the cycle goes and
another child is born
My question is how do you
expect them to prosper when
the world has always left you
torn
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
I ask myself what love is, never
seem to find an answer
Was plato right to say that love is a
disease like cancer
Is love a myth, an emotion we make
ourselves feel to fill a void
Or is it stored in us and we choose
on who we deploy
Perhaps I am just a cynic and
pessimistic
Thou could it be that I am simply
realistic
Consequently my opinions dont
mirror that of my peers
Even thou we're not differed by
years
I dont amplify everything that i hear
Nor can I imagine ever sheding a
tear
At least not for now, but my future
still unfolds
And I admit my way of thinking has
froze me cold
Regardless of that, I refuse to play a
role
In letting the words I love you
become a cliché
Not everyone means what they say
For that is what i believe
So in conversation I retrieve what I
conceive because I am not naive
Not enough to believe that most
people listen to reason
At the end of the day, who in your
life is truly worth pleasing?
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Why does the heart want when the heart wants?
One of the questions logic cannot explain
So In this state I shall remain and write to numb the pain
Pain that could one day turn into bliss, but who can tell what lies in the abyss
Only God knows my intentions are pure, as pure as the driven snow
What can stop the wind that blows through the gap that no one knows, that remains hollow
We could stay in our separate lanes or we could collide
But know, when I gaze into your eyes, I cannot tell whether seconds or minutes go by
Who knows what the future holds, it could be everything or nothing at all
I am content with both, towards you I can never feel loath
What’s written is written, it unfolds how it unfolds
I accept what destiny beholds, even if the fire inside me is forced to turn cold
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
Why should i change if those
around me won't
Am i arrogant or do i know
something they don't
We might all be sheep but i
choose to walk alone
What doesn't kill me can only
make me stronger ,so solitary
i roam
Whats odd is that i am older
now & Ive grown tall
But now girls don't seem
interesting to me at all
Their faces, walks & smiles do,
so do their thighs
These are the things that
please my eyes
But my mind wants class,
poise & substance
So in my approach i am
always reluctant
Can my eyes & mind ever
come to a unanimous decision
Because someone to love is
exactly what my life has been
missing
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
What makes man love so
blindly
Why does man love so blindly
What makes man love at first
sight
Why does the sight of her fill
man with delight
What can man do to try to
forget
Why does man do things he
will soon regret
What can man do to stop
getting annoyed
Why can't love be something
man can
avoid
What makes this will to love
so strong
Why does man only find
women to which with them it
feels so wrong,
and never right
What is the reason why I
can't find the one for me
Why am I so particular, what
isn't there that I wish I could
see
What makes me complicate
this innate, simple, organic
matter
Why couldn't she be a little
darker, lighter, skinnier, fatter
What makes me think that I'd
be settling for less than I
wanted
Why did I only decide now
that this issue should be
confronted
What is life without love, for
love is essential
Why does the
fact that it's essential drive
me mental
What made me love so blindly
I have no idea
(according to Arthur
Schopenhauer, 'the will to
life' is a primitive and very
superficial force that makes
people create hopefully well
balanced offspring, not the
more complex notion of love,
love is the hoax)
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
What is time?
Sound rhetorical but it isn't
Ill try to explain with sentences that
rhyme
It is something we take for granted,
something divine
But how much better would it be if
you could just press rewind
Time is a part of everything as water
is part of the living
When you have so little you don't
know what to do, when you have
too much you resort to killing
Time is a virtual stock market, how?
How can i compare time to NASDAQ
& DOW
Its simple, you invest in life like you
invest in stocks
Risks and reward is the name of the
game, but this market is regulated
by the clock
Goals and achievements make life
worth enduring
Spending it searching for wealth is
not a life worth alluring
Time can only be controlled by god
that's why i called it divine
Trying to find the way to paradise
with no metaphorical finishing line.
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Some days I sit alone, misery
doesn't always love company
I think about things I will never
touch and will never see
Life & death love & hate
These are the things my mind
debates
Again & again my mind goes
When will it stop, who knows?
Some days I sit with people but I
can't stand
When they do or say things they
haven't planned
Haven't thought of, minds at their
minimal function
They don't see much in
conversation with a fruitful end
It's all how's your weekend & how
much I like to spend
Not that I'm the deep minded,
serious type
But how is what they're talking
about worth the hype
Some days when it's sunny I want it
to rain
For some reason I will always find a
reason to complain
Nothing is ever good enough,
passive self destruction
Feel like I could be happier without
this self obstruction
I know this all too well but...
I cannot explain, so in this state I
shall forever remain
Some days I start to see
Why there is no place in this world
for a person like me
I am rigid but mellow, brave but
yellow
I go through phases where I feel
like I am in mazes
Just like other people
But I am not like other people
I believe this world could be better
but there's no future for mankind
Truth is it cannot be better; this is
the way the world was designed
A design of paradox & contradiction
No wonder there will always be war
& affliction
Someday I will get peace of mind
And put all the stress of this world
behind
But not today.
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You plot and scheme but things
don't always fall into plan,
I know now what most men might
learn in a life span,
but all my knowledge of philosophy
cannot spare,
the rare yet paralyzing storm of
despair,
my life of mediocrity was traded in,
for a life full of agonizing doubt yet
one free of sin,
I often wonder how people get
moved by sayings so plain,
and how do you find the meaning of
life when life is so mundane,
Nietzsche was supposed to teach
me how to deal with pain,
Aristotle was supposed to cleanse
my soul and brain,
how could the pursuit of simplicity
drive me insane,
perhaps I overestimated what I
stood to gain,
So I adopted the infamous
Schopenhauerian concept of love,
claiming conspiracy over something
so rosy as the above,
a life based on rhetoric, a life devoid
of all romance,
the possibility of which I passed
when I had my chance,
we the blessed modern beasts claim
that instincts are for men of the
past,
"except when it comes to love", a
paradox my head cannot grasp,
I spent my time of recreation in
elation
admiring intellectual creation,
which lead to hesitation, stagnation
and later self-condemnation,
but I stopped fearing the
unfathomed,
gratefully, profound discontempt
gracefully unraveled,
I don't promise that you will find
bliss in midst of the abyss,
but if somehow it's my point that
you've managed to miss,
its simply the unexamined life isn’t
worth a drop of piss.
(From Apology (by Plato) 360 B.C.
"The unexamined life is not worth
living" said Socrates before his
execution.)
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
"Every generation has its flaws" is
my opening quotation
Among them is love and its absurd
expectations
Unjustly women are labeled
materialistic with imperialistic views
And guys don't give a s*** about
the type of your lip stick we're not
unrealistic tools
Not always but increasingly the case
So I respect anyone with ambition
but still knows their place
So who's to blame for making the
middle class act bourgeoisie
And why does no one find this
disturbing but me
Why do people find concepts like
the American dream a goal to aspire
That's what the elite say to keep
people chasing ghosts to get what
they desire
You can call me a cynic for not
believing that all people are
essentially good
Then why are we manipulated into
getting what we should instead of
what we could
I wanted to talk about love so the
above was to prove my point
What ever happened to the days
when love was not just a commodity
We're the product of the TV. era
So what happens when life and
romantic movies don't mirror
Love is not for the mentally
aristocratic its for the conceptionaly
pragmatic
What I am simply trying to say is
Genuine love seems like a myth to
me nowadays
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Abubaker M.Zain Poem
I often think what it would be like
living the life of an aristocrat
And I wonder what life would be
like
if I was handicapped
I think a lot because even thou
ignorance is bliss
Life is too short to not give a piss,
I am the product of destiny and will,
my outcome is contradiction
Both try to dominate inside me
causing friction
So sparks fly, I try to extinguish the
fire
But I’m only human, hardwired,
misguided by instinct and desire,
Man is nothing but a soul, with
little to no control
Trying to avoid a fall into the
wormhole
You wake up in the morning then
sleep again
Breathing machines increasing
tolerance to pain
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