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My Birthday Is a Curse

I hate my birthday.
It's more of a depressing time,
feeling that same hurt,
that i try to so hard to not exert.

I used to love my birthday.
Until the tragedy of my dad.
Forced me as a child, to feel nothing but sad.
Each year is brings back a painful memory you see,
which is something that seems to always find a way to come back and haunt me.

The memories that should be happy,
are the ones that turn into the worst to remember.
My birthday forces me to feel that pain,
a day consisting of late night crying pouring down like rain.

Staring at the same old picture,
singing the same old sad song,
trying to sob myself to sleep,
but only managing to stay up all night long.

My birthday makes me angry,
for it to dare come around,
making me feel the way i do,
putting me in a state of blue.

You bring his smile to my thoughts,
causing tears down my eyes,
talking to that picture,
with slow and sobbing sighs.

My birthday likes my pain,
i know it must feed on it,
wondering how much longer i will stay sane.

One day feels like so many years,
somehow making life worse,
my birthday is a curse.

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Bleed Just To Know I'M Alive

Emptiness inside is all i seem to ever feel,
things around me are starting to become less real.
Living in my own world all the time,
to hide from lies that seem to become as bad as war-crime.

Sometimes i feel like i have to bleed just to know i'm alive,
waiting for someone that understands to arrive.
It's like my heart beats once every hour,
out of breath no strength, no power.

No strive or interest to carry on,
wouldn't make much of a difference if i was even gone.
The world would still be spinning,
and thing's would eventually again be the same,
already walking dead, my heart is aflame.

Burning with anger
for no reason at all.
My eyes sting with tears,
that i wipe before they get the chance to fall.

Does my heart have the courage to look within myself to find a light? 
For now I have to bleed just to know i'm alive,
So i wonder if my heart bleeds to prove i'll survive.

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Cancer-You Are a Thief

You take lives,
Won't let us have our goodbyes,
Slowly watching loved one's die,
Killing the joy in so many eyes,
Barely getting out slow small sighs.

You are A thief of so many things,
Creating unseen scars, and everlasting pains.
A thief of memories, Oh so many that were yet to be made,
You go around forcing others to be afraid.

The hurt in our hearts,
is misled with a smile,
Just when you think there is no way for things to get worse,
We find out there is no cure for this curse.

And just when you go back to visit, hoping she's not worse,
You try to walk in the room,but you are being blocked by a nurse.
She says you can't go in, That's when you know this is no game you can win.
You see doctor's rushing in. 
So many thoughts going through your head,
You look over and see her not moving in her hospital bed.

They shut the door to the room,
and close the door to your heart,
Who knew one thing could tear your world apart.

You see, no one likes a sad story,
No one finds it at all amusing,
while you lay back and find the next victim your choosing.

What you do is not fair,
Take more lives if you dare,
but much longer you will be gone,
and no longer have your killing sprees,
One day, so many worries will be set free.

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For You I'Ll Stay

Wanting something to take the pain away,
Waiting for someone to find the right words to say,
I can think of so many things that could easily take it all away,
But i would prefer to stay on this planet another day.
Only for one special person, that I know is counting on me,
As much as i miss you, I will stay daddy. 

I know you are counting on me to stay strong,
But sometimes I look at everything wrong.
Feeling like no one cares, and I do nothing right,
I just want to fly up into that bright light.
I hear it's beautiful, I wish to see,
But i guess I shall wait, & let it be.

Because the decision is not mine to make,
But when I get home, oh how happy i'll be,
For no one to overpower or control me.
Please forgive me daddy for I know defeat wasn't how I was taught,
But sometimes it's hard to block out all of these negative thoughts.

So one day, I shall hear that laugh, and see that smile,
That I haven't seen in such A long while.
I won't forget so many things that you taught me,
Like that you will love the person that i want to be.
I hope you are proud, I try my best,
Thank you for watching over me daddy, I know I am truly blessed.

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Abortion Doesn'T Make You 'Un-Pregnant' It Makes the Parent of a Dead Child

Abortion is not okay,
A life is not worth taking your responsibilities away.
That poor un-born child has done nothing wrong,
All they know is there's something painful on them, A needle, pointy and long.

There is this thing called 'adoption' you know,
you can just leave the infant there and go.
It's your fault if your not ready for a child,
you should have thought about that for a little while.
But you went ahead and did some things,
now you have responsibilities to obtain.

Being raped is A different story,
I still don't believe it's okay,
Just have the baby and give it away.
I know how hard that must be,
although this has never happened to me,
It is not that hard to see.
But you have to find the strength and do what is right,
because this little toddler is not ready to see the light.

Abortion doesn't make you 'un-pregnant' it makes you the parent of a dead child.
Don't forget that, because it is the truth,
You should think next time before you want to be a little to wild and end up with a child.

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I'M Already Dead, So Why Cant I Die

I have prayed before,
for God to take me away,
away from the pain and agony on earth,
the awful dread of waking to it's chaos.

I suffer getting up each day. But yet i still pray to be taken away.
Thinking maybe today my prayer will be answered.
But each day brings more agony as i just sit and wait.
Waiting for the end. The end of what? me.

I'm already dead, so why can't i die?
the inside of me feels hollow and weak,
i miss daddy's kisses on my cheek.
Memories flow to me everyday non-stop.
Trying to avoid them with every teardrop.

I feel like there is no more reality for me,
not sure how it could be,
turning my head every which way, but all that i can see,
is everything feeling like a fantasy gone bad. A fake world i'm living in.

Fake people surround me,
smothering me.
I'm already dead, so why can't i die?
I know why,
because i know that God has a plan for me,
so i will just have to wait around and see.

Maybe my prayer won't get answered someday soon,
but i have hope and faith in God, & he is always right.
So i'll wake up another day with a fake smile that used to be bright.

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Another Day

Another day in this shell,
Who i am, is hard to tell.
I might be able to describe in  words to you,
You may find you feel these ways too.
 
 
Sometimes, i feel like a crab.
Wanting to hide from the  world,
Sinking deep into my shell.
Wanting to just crawl away,
and never go back, never look back, never turn back.
 
Sometimes, i feel like a bird.
Wanting to fly away for the  winter.
Explore new places, care-free.
Having no destination as i fly up into the clouds.
Keep going with no direction, no distraction.
 
Sometimes, i feel like a ant.
So small and invisible.
Wondering if someone will see me,
or just step on me.
Wanting to be heard, but  my  words are unspoken and unheard.
 
Sometimes, i feel like an airplane.
Always carrying people with me.
Giving things to others, but nothing for myself.
No complaints, just keep going on and on.
But one day, i  will hit that runway hard,
and  when i do, it  will be me,myself, and I. Just once.
 
Sometimes, i feel like fiberglass.
I am strong, because i know i have to be.
People depend on me to be strong, 
knowing i won't just fall apart.
Being dropped so many times,
but never being broken.
But scars you can't see are there,
from the drops and falls.
But you can only hold on so much,
until you break.

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Hospital Gray

I see you laying there in this hospital gray,
tracing my mind to find the right words to say.
I feel tears start coming along,
but i wipe them away and try to stay strong.

I have tried to convince myself that things are going to be okay,
but more and more in this hospital gray,
seems to feel like everything is beginning to fade away.

You bring color to this gray room,
and make things seem alright,
whenever i see that smile,
my world feels so warm and bright.

And i know that one day,
exquisite and flawless angels,
will have to take you away.

But i refuse to give a goodbye,
because this isn't the ending.
This is the start of a new beginning,
so i'll say a simple 'see you later'
we'll meet again in a kingdom much better.

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Bullies Words Hurt

Words can't express the deep pain inside,
no matter where you go, there's no place to hide.
Because the truth comes out,
and there's no doubt,
that you believe their lies are true.

But they don't know you, or how you are,
bullies never imagine you to take it that far.
Cuts so deep, then their life is gone,
now look who all the attention is on.
It's sad that that's the only way to make them understand, 
that the names and jokes can hold victim's lives with a strand.


Think about other's not your 'school fame'
it doesn't make you cool, it makes you a dick and lame.
It's not funny, it's rude,
If you were ever on the other side of the words, you would change your whole attitude.

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I Say

I say to be yourself,
but I am i trying to be someone else?

I say to be A leader not A follower,
but am i following?

I say everyone is unique in their own way,
but do i believe I am unique?

I say i am a confident person,
but am I really inside?

I say i'm not scared to speak my mind,
but do i always say what I feel?

I say sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me,
but do words really get to me on the inside?

I say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,
but do i feel stronger or weaker from pain?

I say everyone is beautiful in their own way,
but do i believe i am too?

Just because that's what they say,
doesn't mean that's how they feel.

What about you? your answers?