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Georgina Loera Poem
My eyes linger instantly when you enter my world
They light up bright, like a new lightbulb has been replaced
I blink my heavy eyelashes, and you slowly dissolve into my uncertainty
Your look tortures every fiber of my body
I stay put, hoping to obtain a partial smile
I feel a painful stab from your quick stare, your blade is dull cutting my feelings, making me fragile
I feel the blood of my passion, dripping down my spine
I have so much to tell you, I can count the ways
Yet nothing is said on my behalf
My tongue is heavy and swollen, scalded from his thing called love
I tremble at your majestic presence, and you remain so cool and calm, chilly cold as ice
No aftershock is felt, no a single vibration, or comfort
You are dry as earth soil can be
The ground doesn't break, not even a crack
My hands remain blistered, and yet no response
I look in the little mirror, the one hanging on the wall
My hair is perfect, my lips red, my body small
You don't notice my effort, I spray a nice scent
Your nose is up in the air,but you don't look again
I see you walk quickly, you seem to want to get away...you hide in your room
I only hear your sour voice the rest the day
Nothing i have done, nothing I said has moved you toward my way
You seem cemented down steady to your world
I feel your indifference, I want to shrink down and just fall
How do I replace you, you seem so wonderful
I Want to feel this way no more
How to tell my heart to stop beating for you?
I feel a rush of fear, how did it ever get like this
I have concluded this is a thing that needs to be put to rest, it must end
I will look at you no more, your rejection is to much for me to bear.
Copyright © Georgina Loera | Year Posted 2012
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Georgina Loera Poem
Oh how I dwell in this misery
It's inherited by a common curse, it runs through my veins like hot lava
My brain is basked in it's full blown glory
My teeth are worn, chipped
your snores haunt me in my sleep
I wake up to a cold reality
your cruelty dresses me ,my small frame
yet I look so elegant, tall in such shame
My eyes are lined so well, big and wide, almond shaped, filled with anger, still I look so pretty and harmless
My heart holds a harness full of old ashes
It consumes my soul, leaving it halfway dead!
I smile like this is a fairytale, I'm waiting on the happy ending to come...anytime now please!
There's no happy ending to this, I taste the poisoned sweet apple
I bite it and it's rotten midway, so bitter yet crisp
It's hard to swallow and then I shoved it down my closed up throat
I choke but I survive, my body protects me, but my belly is bloated with pain
This is something I can't explain or justify
The whole world would judge me, "off with your head" I hear them scream,ungrateful foe
One minute, one second , just one instant in my shoes, would blister the feet of the brave one that might take up the challenge
It's hard to run, it's even worse if I walk, the pain is slow
I crawl on my bony knees, they bleed from such abuse
No one can hear my prayers, my screams are silent chants
She glances at me with a puzzling look, like there's no answer to this
My wings are being ripped out slowly, piece by piece day by day, all these years
My body is sore, my limbs feel weak
I wonder when this feeling will burn down? I feel like my heart is on fire
Yet I feel numb from the cold splash of the icy water on my face, even in July
I have been robbed, cheated out of happiness
I carry a burden that doesn't belong to me
It's heavy, rubbing slowly against my bare back
I bleed inside, internally i'am damaged...thanks to you, my misery.
Copyright © Georgina Loera | Year Posted 2012
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