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Christina Beeler Poem
Every day you see the same
Patients needing love,care and someone to listen to them
Helping in every way possible you can
Makeing rounds and doing a lot of careing work
Being a C.N.A is a stressful job
You spend half your life with the patients and residents you care for
You watch them die
You watch them live
You watch them cry
You watch them laugh
You worry about them
They worry if you can help
You become apart of their lives
They become apart of yours
You learn to help them
You learn to love them
You learn to be hurt when their in a bad mood
But no matter what the situation is
Being a C.N.A is truely a wonderful thing
Because being a C.N.A gives you so many joys
Just knowing you made a persons life better before they got better and got to go
home
Or before they passed away
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2006
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Christina Beeler Poem
Liveing as a bipolar isn't always easy
I know I need help
But I don't know were to turn
I've tried to get professional
But they all turned their backs
Noone understands
I didn' ask to be this way
It just happened to turn out that way
I'm not a bad person
I just need a little help
I'm not any different then you
I just have mood swings
Bipolar isn't a contagious disease
You wont catch it if you talk to me
I just need some help
Some medication to take
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2006
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Christina Beeler Poem
Life is a card game
Your dealt the hand
Now you most chose
How to play if you wantta win
Only you can make the choice
Cause everyone else is playing too
Your gonna make mistakes
Your gonna be worng
You need to listen close
But you need to talk to
You'll soon know the differences
But it takes time to learn
It's not all something you'll know
Right from the get go
Take a friends hand
Walk with them
Listen to their advice
Think the hand over
Don't just rush in to it
You gotta move slow
But you'll only be dished so much at a time
So relax besides
You'll never walk alone
Sometimes you have to take a risk
Other times just fold your hand
And walk away the better person
Cause you wont always win
But just remember
You gotta make the call
Do you fold or do you draw??
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2007
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Christina Beeler Poem
I'm trying to figure my life out
It's like a combination lock
That I don't have the code to
With every turn I gain a little hope
But every time I pull to open
It's still shut
And my hope is lost
I'll stay untill I get it right
I wont give up hope on this lock
This is crazy my chance is slim
There's so many combinations
And I haven't a clue were to begin
My patients is shorting
Is it worth the struggle
Am I wasting my time
On this life of mine
Would someone please help
Figure out the combination to this lock
On this life of mine
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2008
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Christina Beeler Poem
If I could turn time back i would go back to the good times we had
I would go back to win we first meet and got along so great
I would go back to the times you hugged me and told me it would be okay
I would go back and think twice about the things I've said
I would go back and erase the hurt I've caused you all because you tried to help
I'd go back and thank you and love you and hug you for all you did
I'd go back and take your advice instead of being stupid and learning the hard way
I'd go back and just tell you all I ever wanted was someone to be proud of me for
all I did and accomplished
I'd go back and show you all I wanted was you to love me and treat me like your
own
I'd go back and erase the fact I took you for granted instead of apprecateing what
you did for me
If I could turn back time things would be so different
Cause I'd make sure I told you every day just how much I really loved you
And how much you meant to me
I'd take back the terrible things I did
Because you mean more than anything in my life
I know your not my biological mother but you just as well be
I'd le you know how all the times you worried meant alot even though I got mad
I'd tell you how I was glad you butted in even though I seemed upset
I'd open up instead of locking you out
Oh how I wish I could turn back time
But I can't so I ask for you to forgive
All I can do is try to do better and make sure you know how much I love you Sue
Cause your the greatest mother any kid could have
I love you so much
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2006
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Christina Beeler Poem
I
Don't care
About my life
Now I am scared
Dead
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2009
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Christina Beeler Poem
It's time to decorate the house for Christmas see
I got 12 strands of lights
1 Angel for the top
2 Christmas trees
1 inside and 1 outside
1 wreath to hang on the door
0 staples to hang stuff with
12 blinking lights
10 sore fingers
20 presents under the tree
1 santa clause
10 tiny reindeer
and 1 big headache comeing on
time for 4 asprins
Merry Christmas Everyone
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2009
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Christina Beeler Poem
I know I haven't showed much apperciation lately
I realize I've kinda shut you out of my life too
I realize I haven't showed you much respect leately
But I do still love you
I know I haven't been the best kid I could be
I also know you deserve more than I give
See the truth is is I've always looked up to you
You have been the biggest part of my life for awhile
I keep thinking back on all the things you've done for me over the years
And how I've always thought of you as my best friend
And how much I always wanted to grow up and be like you
And how often I thought of you as everything to me
I know I haven't been the best kid a parent could ask for
I also know your not even my real mother
I guess sometimes I get so wrapped up on being my own person
And I have the tendency to forget I owe so much to you
Because I wouldn't be were I was today if it hadn't been for you
And thats why I think so much of you
I'm sorry I haven't been the best kid
And I do the things I do
I'm sorry we've had our disagreements
But that don't mean I don't still care about you
And I hope you know no matter what
I will always love you
Because to me your my mother
Even if you didn't give birth to me
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2006
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Christina Beeler Poem
Life may not be as hard as it seems
So just always keep your head up high
And never look back on the past
Cause it is done and said
Just walk on forward
And keep tring hard
Never give up
Just try
Hard
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2009
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Christina Beeler Poem
Theres a road in my mind that I want to travel down
But if I chose the road my mind wants to take
I'll never be heard from or seen again
I'm standing at the crossroad trying to decided
Do I walk the path my mind wants me to take
Or do I travel the one I know my heart wants me to travel
Its so hard anymore with so many thoughts raceing a mile a minute
The road I want to take leads to one result
Saddness and hurt to many others that knew me
But Im sorting through all the thoughts trying to gather whats right from wrong
I'm so hurt and scared anymore
I always feel alone
I know I'll make the right choice
But theres still a road I want to take
The road I want to travel leads to a dead end path
It don't go any where, and I couldn't come back
I'll stand here for awhile
Sorting through my options untill I decide
Which road I will take
Copyright © Christina Beeler | Year Posted 2006
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