The Best Kid

I know I haven't showed much apperciation lately I realize I've kinda shut you out of my life too I realize I haven't showed you much respect leately But I do still love you I know I haven't been the best kid I could be I also know you deserve more than I give See the truth is is I've always looked up to you You have been the biggest part of my life for awhile I keep thinking back on all the things you've done for me over the years And how I've always thought of you as my best friend And how much I always wanted to grow up and be like you And how often I thought of you as everything to me I know I haven't been the best kid a parent could ask for I also know your not even my real mother I guess sometimes I get so wrapped up on being my own person And I have the tendency to forget I owe so much to you Because I wouldn't be were I was today if it hadn't been for you And thats why I think so much of you I'm sorry I haven't been the best kid And I do the things I do I'm sorry we've had our disagreements But that don't mean I don't still care about you And I hope you know no matter what I will always love you Because to me your my mother Even if you didn't give birth to me