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Amber Rose Poem
Her eyes are full of secrets no one will know
She wears long sleeves so the scars won't show
at first it was by choice but now I can't take control
scars on my wrist as well on on my soul
They had even made their way to my forearm
Not any drug is as addicting as self-harm
The only time I can actually think
Is when I watch my blood go down the sink
though the power to stop is not guaranteed
Doing this is my one chance to feel free
It may seem like I just want to die
But that is the opposite to what this implies
I did my best to prove to you that I exist
I even painted pretty cuts on my wrist
So go ahead,laugh and be mean
Your voices haunt me as I bleed
I smile as if I'm just so amused
So no one suspects me of my abuse
Funny thing is that no one defines
I'm lying every time I say I'm fine
The problem has reach to the extreme
Can't any hear or notice my screams
I never knew the thing that's keeping me alive
Has been secretly killing me this entire time
Please take my razors,the whole pack
And promise you will never give them back
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2012
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Amber Rose Poem
You left me with my broken heart unaided
In your thoughts love is overrated
one word to describe you would be hostile
though no one could forget your beautiful smile
And when I get lost in your lovely blue eyes
I forget all of your terrible lies
You could be my angel sent from above
It's a shame you can't possibly feel love
Every time you're nice it's for your own selfish reasons
Sometimes I even believe you are a demon
You always manage to make my heart ache
Loving you is my favorite mistake
Im in love with someone so mean,obnoxious,and vain
I hate you so much it drives me insane
happiness runs through you as if it was never there
still I can't help thinking we could be a perfect pair
As much as I may hate you, I love you even more
The more I fall the more I deplore
Is there anyway that we could be?
to feel love in our world of misery?
I guess my true fairytale has already past
With you being the reason it didn't last
I don't see how I could love someone who only feels hate
Then again, who am I to choose my own fate
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2012
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A wall of bricks between us
Almost Impossible to take apart
every time we try,it breaks both our hearts
Even though we are meant to be
The whole world always disagrees
We could never love another
Like we love each other
But no one now can take the blame
The feelings will still be the same
Fight after fight
You can never be my knight
All the hurt you put me through
Yet still our love is always true
Love just may truly be blind
And has been before our time
Just close our eyes and pretend
That this moment will never end
Is there anything else left to mend
We were meant to be more then friends
It is funny how things can change in time
And how you will never be again be mine
So maybe if we were in another life
I wouldn't have to use this knife
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2012
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Amber Rose Poem
The only thing I want to feel right now is pain
Crying as I watch my blood go down the drain
The razor I have is as sharp as a knife
And hopefully will take my life
Losing nearly all of my blood
It surrounds me in a hopeless flood
Why did life have to push me this far?
What I'm doing will cause more than just a scar
The world would be better off without me
And doing this is the one and only key
It is pain that I'm looking for
Because I feel nothing else anymore
When I saw him with her it begun
I know for a fact he was the one
I still don't know why he had to cheat
Now I go down the road instead of across the street
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2012
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All I want to do is run away
Something keeps pulling me to stay
That something always was you
But now you're with someone new
With nothing left, I am done
Just pull the trigger on this gun
The way you used to hold my hand
Without you, I can no longer stand
The love I thought I saw in your eyes
It turns out everything was just a lie
I was fooled with what I thought was love
This life I want to get rid of
The pain now it worst then before
I threw away the life I used to adore
Running through me is the feeling of dread
I never really wanted to be dead
I pulled the trigger too late to see
That there's more to life then you and me
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2012
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I'm the bad guy in this situation, I get it. You're scared of me. Why? Because I don't fit into your fantasy world that everyone tries to protect themselves in. I'm reality and that terrifies you. You want to stay in your shield of beautiful lies and I'm the deadly truth of reality. You'd think that humans would be smart enough to figure that out already. Villains are always reality and the hero is an illusion. Everyone is mean, cruel, and ruthless. This is the world I was born in. Nowadays everything is an illusion and you know it's true. That's why you fear me so much. I am the reality you hide yourself from everyday. Humans are always the same. Always scared of the unknown. Everything I do is unpredictable and you hate it. Welcome to reality. Enjoy your stay.
Copyright © Amber Rose | Year Posted 2013
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