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Chelsy Gonzales Poem
Your touches are subtle enough to make my heart race
They draw me closer to you, I get lost in your embrace
An eternal fire is burning way down deep inside
If only in your arms, I could crawl into and hide
To hear your heart beat deep inside your chest
You are my safe foundation of happiness and rest
The joy you bring me when your sweet face is near
Allowing all my fear, worries, and troubles to disappear
Worth more to me than anything, my most precious desire
When I'm with you, nothing can get me any higher
Your touches are welcome, they're all that I need
When you're not near me, my heart so does bleed
Leaving me hopeless, my world turns upside down
I'm heartbroken and lonely when you aren't around
Co-Written with Tim Smith
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2014
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Alone in my room thinking of you
And all the hell that we've been through
And all this time I couldn't see
That this isn't how it was meant to be
We were fools to think that we could make it right
When all we ever did was always fight
Neither of us would ever take the blame
Because to admit our faults would be a tragic shame
Because we live in a life based off pride
So we build up our walls so we can hide
We strive in never letting our feelings show
If we don't air our pain, no one will ever know
And we would never have to face the rejection
Of never being the type the other will mention
So dumb in love and drowning in bliss
We almost always keep things mysterious
because you can't love someone you don't know
it would be so much easier to let them go
and you can't hurt someone that you don't love
a pointless sorry would be enough
when we're slow to think and fast to do
live it like it's just us two
tell me how can we ever be
when we're living in today's reality?
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2013
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Chelsy Gonzales Poem
I don't know how to feel when you aren't here, my heart is so ready to burst
It's hard to picture anyone else though when you're written in there so deep
My thoughts are racing a mile a minute and my brain won't let me sleep
I don't know what this is, but you've made my heart thirst
For you, and you've got it set in it's ways, but I don't want to get out
It's not quite love but none the less, I'm stuck on you
And I don't know what any of this is about
But I'm thinking that we can make it through
Because there is nowhere else I'd rather be
Then in your heart and tucked away
Inside of you, I'd be set free
And happier than ever because just the thought of you makes me okay
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2014
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Chelsy Gonzales Poem
Here I am, So stuck in my heart
I tried to leave but you won't let me out
And I've tried even harder to strive for more
Without your hope, I don't know what I'm fighting for
Because you give me all your love and then you take some away
I'm losing more every single day
So tell me what to do
When I feel like I can't live without you
Like there's no one else, because that would be the biggest mistake
To go my whole life not knowing you, No matter how long that could take
But I don't want to think like that, I know right where you're supposed to be
Right here in my heart, You'll forever be a part of me
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2014
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Chelsy Gonzales Poem
It's funny how most guys are set to seek, kill and destroy your heart
They've got nothing but one intention from the start
Have no clue how to love but force themselves on you
They lie all the time to let you hear what you want to
Tell you they love you until the end, your the one they want
Try to act all innocent until they get caught
And they look for someone else to play with like their favorite toy
He's quick and doesn't care, he's just that kind of boy
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2012
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Your so naive, You act like your so great
But you've got nothing of you to love when you point out everything you hate
When you criticize my every move and you make me feel so down
Like you get a prize every time you shove me to the ground
You make me hurt with every word, why's it so hard for you to think
Purposely frustrate me, You make me feel like such a freak
I don't have to say one word to you, You just throw in your two cents
You talk like you can tell me anything you want, Life bears you no consequence
So even when I don't ask for it, tell me the first thing that comes to mind
Leave everything unfiltered, even though its not close to kind
Talk about me behind my back, Better yet right in front of my face
Shout out my faults to the world, Doesn't matter the time or place
Embarrass me in front of your friends, Give it your best shot
It doesn't matter how much it kills me, Because you're going to stab me with every knife you got
You can punch me in my ribs, Laugh at me when you make me cry
Tell the world my secrets, leave me in the sun to fry
Get me so mad, I hide around the corner to slit my wrist
When I die I bet I'll be the last person you ever miss
When everyone shoves me around, eventually you'll get in line for it too
Get on my nerves, Better make it your favorite thing to do
Your my sister but what's it matter?
According to you we're from two separate worlds so my broken hearts what your after
You want nothing more than to run me to my grave
You can get away with everything you do, so what if you misbehave
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2012
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You've got me trapped inside your well
I have only these fake smiles that I can't sell
Everyone knows I've got no way out
You've stuck me where you wanted and I've got no doubt
That your sitting up there, I can hear you laughing
You can tell you've won from all this trouble that I'm having
With wiping you out of my life and getting my slate clean
This is so much more than I bargained for, when forgetting you seems so obscene
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2012
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my terrible thoughts have me split in two
so alone and missing you
all by myself, with nothing to say
I'm needing you more each and every day
How would things change if only you knew
that my walls are up like fences and i cant get through
i can't see, and i have nowhere to go
I'm scared to death that my tears will begin to show
i need you to come and knock it all down down
but until then i'll sit and pray that i can find my way around
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2012
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He's lost and confused and hides behind his smile
He's afraid and sorry, has felt like this for a while
The pain he feels is because he never got to say goodbye
She's gone and wont be back, he wonders why
what's supposed to be the best day of his life is now his worst
No one understands why he runs from it, he tries not to burst
Most can't see but a few can tell
He used to feel on top of the world and within a few seconds he fell
it came and went so fast, it's just a blur
he can't let go, spends his days missing her
He's trapped in his head, can't find his way out
a couple people know what it's about
He doesn't and will never understand, to him its a curse
day after day, the pain gets worse
he holds his head up high
deep inside he's so frustrated, tries not to cry
all i can do is be the best niece that i can be
and stand in the sidelines and wait for the day when my uncle breaks down and really needs me
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2012
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I feel like I'm locked in this room full of people, but there's no one here to talk
And I feel so completely alone, with everyone there to mock
And it kills me to know that the people that I thought I knew
Have torn me down so fast, So I refuse to let them through
And they can't even notice me, I'm like a forgotten joke
I'm screaming my lungs out, They feel like they've filled up with smoke
It's like I've been backed up into a corner and this has all stripped me of my voice
I'll try to speak up again but I'm blocked out by all this noise
So woe is me, shattered, feeling like a disgruntled mess
Yet there's absolutely no one here to know it, but I've tried my very best
Here they are, all making conversations, so filled with question and response
I want so badly to join in, but my heart is filled with too much loss
Copyright © Chelsy Gonzales | Year Posted 2015
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