Mixed Emotions

I'm stuck and tired, i don't know what to do keeping my thoughts inside, until i can share them with you bored and alone with nothing but bad intentions sick and scared of all the same reflections so afraid, anxious of what been boxed up to say frustrated to get them out, worried, i need you to stay I'm sorry and disappointed of what i've done shocked and forced to think of whats begun I'm exhausted and shy, I'm hiding behind my wall but i know that you'll be there when i need you when i give in to fall