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Best Poems Written by Heaven Lorenz

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The Promise That Remains

“The Promise that Remains”

It doesn’t matter that we have yet to met,
I know that you and I have something special
There’s a promise that will always remain,
You have my word to be there for you.

Always.
You keep from my dark past
With the kindest words I’ve ever heard
No matter what, our promise remains.

Even though, I don’t understand how you
Can so willingly put trust in God. 
Thank you for treating me no
Different than those who do.

With every question, you always
Have an understandable answer.
I thank God that we somehow 
Met. Without you, I’d be crazy.

Miles separate our bodies
But we always understand each
Other. When you write of heartbreak
And pain, your words ring true.

Whenever you need someone to
Talk to about issues you face or
Someone to just joke around with,
I will always listen.

This is a written promise to you
That can’t be broken by anyone. 
As years go by and lives change,
This promise will remain.

It’s been a year but this feels 
Like forever. Within this short amount
Of time, our friendship has blossomed.
And, my promise still remains.

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Killer Clown

Tear that have  fallen down my face
Gather in a pool around my feet.
My fears are coming true. 
You don't love me anymore.
I can see the hate fill your eyes.

You say that I'm just a useless
Screw Up.
I can't do anything right anymore
If you won't love me anymore then
I will hate you with such passion.

Don't you see what you've done to me?
I can't breathe anymore.
My heart's stopped beating
My soul's been devoured,
I am evil.

My friend stares at me from across the room
Waiting for me to lose my cool
To use him on my wrist.
Will I?
You caused this mess now finish it.

Don't stop hating,
Don't stop killing me slowly
Lock me up
Throw away my key,
Just keep him away from me.

It's all too late.
You can't stop him anymore
No more will I listen to you,
Instead of my wrist,
Should it be my neck?

So you wish that you had never met me?
Wish that all the damage I had caused vanished?
Like a cloud of smoke in the wind?
If I end both of our misery,
Would they understand?

Would they understand if 
My life ends today?
Would they laugh at me?
Spit on my grave?
Does this make sense to you?

Does the fact that I refuse to
Cower before you cause anger?
Do I cause the insanity to flare?
Am I the reason why you yell?
Did I kill you too?

Am I just crying for nothing?
Was there anything between us?
Am I just a fool?
Tricked by love,
That emotion that causes pain.

It started out okay.
Why couldn't I see that
You weren't feeling
The same that I was?
(He's calling out to me).

I'm scared, I can't see 
The light at the end of my tunnel.
Is it true that I'm the Devil's daughter,
Damned to Hell
From the day I was born?

Is this the way my light's supposed to go out?
Am i going to be the one who
Makes everyone laugh?
Am I just 
The Killer Clown?

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Ode To Music

A steady heartbeat thumping in my ears,
Lost in my thoughts, the world around me a blur.
No longer do I feel the pain of living, no more tears.
But, when the music's gone, horrid things start to occur.
With no beat, no voice, no bass, my world collapses.
Cold and trembling, I find it hard to breathe.
Desperate to hear melodies again, wanting to be safe.
Gone is my confidence, struggling to live, happiness lapses.
Gone is my shield to protect me from the comments of seethe;
Their words cold and cutting have me under strafe.

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The Jabberwocky's Hunt

Beware the Jabberwocky my dear…
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
He hunts the innocently late White Rabbit.
And now the Jabberwocky’s searching for little Alice…
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
He craves fresh flesh and lusts for steaming blood.
And now the Jabberwocky’s searching for little Alice…
Will there be a champion to fight him?
He craves fresh flesh and lusts for steaming blood.
The Jabberwocky came through the tulgey wood
Will there be a champion to fight him?
All those in his path have died.
The Jabberwocky came through the tulgey wood
His actions, the Red Queen’s biddings..
All those in his path have died…
Beware the Jabberwocky, my dear...

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Cheat

And like a ghost in the silence, I disappear
But my heart will stay with you
I know I shouldn’t look, but I can’t look away.
I watch you like I’m gonna rip you limb from limb.

But my heart will stay with you.
Salt my wounds, but I can’t heal how I feel about you
I watch you like I’m gonna rip you limb from limb
Can we simply starve this sin?

Salt my wounds, but I can’t heal how I feel about you
Eye like a car crash, body like a whip lash
Can we simply starve this sin?
The tides will bring me back to you.

Eyes like a carcrash, body like a whiplash.
Don’t fight the storm, I’ll tumble overboard.
The tides will bring me back to you.
And like a ghost in the silence, I disappear

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Duct Tape Love

No matter how many tears I've shed,
You'll always haunt me.
There's nothing that will stop you
From torturing me.

Every promise you ever whispered
Was spoiled when it passed your lips.
Every lie I always believed.
I held my soul together with duct tape.

When you violated me, when you beat me
I'd just add another layer of it
Hoping that it'll keep me together,
Keep me from crumbling to your touch.

You took what was most important,
You took it and cackled,
I lay broken on the floor crying
As I desperately try to keep my self together.

The bruises left by your fists decorate
My face. I tried to scream but nothing came out.
The more I tried to make you happy, the more it hurt.
Add another layer. Keep my (in)sanity in check.

Even after everything you've done to me,
It still hurt when you left. 
There was a gaping hole
That the duct tape couldn't fill.

Now I stare in the mirror,
Gone are the cuts
Gone are the bruises 
But I don't feel any better.

There's a hole that can't be 
Filled by silence. Only your cruelty 
Can fix me. Only lying to myself
and adding more layers can help.

I never realized how much I needed you,
Never realized that I craved the abuse,
Never wanted you to leave,
Only wanted you to hurt me.

Why can't I get over you?
Why do I still want to live in Hell?
What have you done?
Why won't the duct tape fix it?

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Drugged Wonderland

Looks as if your war's finally over.
You've fallen down the Rabbit Hole
No longer can you pretend to be okay.
Nothing is what it seems anymore.

You've fallen down the Rabbit Hole,
The Mad Hatter's tricked you good
Nothing is what it seems anymore.
Red screams, "Off with your head!"

The Mad Hatter's tricked you good
and now confusion burns your mind,
Red screams, "Off with your head!"
You fall from your drugged high.

and now confusion burns your mind,
No longer can you pretend to be okay.
You fall from your drugged high.
Looks as if your war's finally over.

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Child's Play

Wonderland’s not the same 
Caterpillar’s thugs changed it all,
Madness became sanity while
hostility became kindness

Caterpillar’s thugs changed it all
and lives were lost in the process
hostility became kindness
as promises and traditions were broken

and lives were lost in the process
This is no place to call home.
Promises and traditions were broken
Alice, didn’t you know?

This is no place to call home
Madness became sanity 
Alice, didn’t you know
Wonderland’s not the same

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Daddy Dearest

Nothing is the same anymore,
I have yet to see what good
You're visit really was. The only 
Thing you've caused is pain. 

I don't care if it's your blood
That gave me life, I want nothing 
To do with you, as you claimed
The same in the past years.

I was nothing but an 
Inconvenience to you.
A little girl can stop 
A hard partying man cold.

It wasn't you who taught me
The ways of life, you weren't the
One who showed me what
A true father is.

No, why even bother wasting
My time thinking about you?
You're not worth the fleeting
Seconds that you pass in my mind.

I know of what you did to Mum,
I know about the drugs,
I know about the anger
You've felt towards me for ruining your life.

You can lie to me, say you 
Love me, that I'm your daughter, 
I have to love you. But think, why should
I give up my happiness?

To acknowledge you would simply 
Be the final pin in my heart, I knew
I was messed up before, and
There's nothing you can do to make it any better.

You're not on my list when it 
Comes to family, I don't care that 
You're trying to say you love me,
Where were you when I needed you?

When I needed someone to lean
On, someone to catch my tears? Those
Tears dried long ago. Sorry,
You missed your chance to change.

Karma burns terribly, I hope you 
Can see that now.

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Carousel

Laying here, gasping for air
Praying to God, is this the end?
It seemed to only be a game, now
I'm tortured and broken with no 
mend.

Round and round the carousel 
spins,
Round and round, baby.
Been spinning so long,
Everything you do seems shady

My only pleasures left are
Booze, drugs and a razor's blade.
Hoping to God, begging, pleading,
Let the misery fade.

Round and round it spins,
Round and round baby
Been spinning so long
Everything you do is shady.

Taking another hit I tell myself
You can't tell how I'm disgraced
Taking another drink, seeing
My lastest mistake.

Round and round,
Been spinning so long
Round and round
Hoping it won't be long 

Innocence is out of style
Gone with yesterday
There's now only temptations 
And no God to pray to

My only pleasures left are
Booze, drugs and a razor's blade.
Maybe someday, 
This misery with fade