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Angela White Poem
Why is it after all these years, the pain is still there
I've tried to forgive, but I know I haven't
Why is it easier to hate you than to care
This had a bigger effect on my life than I knew
I never wanted to admit it was destroying my life
I know I shouldn't, but I still blame you
All I wanted was for you to love me
Treat me like I was your real daughter
You did so many bad things to me
All I wanted was to get away, to be set free
You hurt me so bad inside
I was so young, I didn't understand
When you would come home, I just wanted to hide
Yout abuse caused me to have this huge void
A void I would never be able to fill
I hope you're happy, for my life you have destroyed
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Angela White Poem
All my life I've done nothing
but fail
I screwed up my life
completely
I look in the mirror and what
do I see
But this awful monster looking
back at me
I stare into the mirror and I
start to cry
Why am I so full of depression
and pain
I'm out of control, I'm starting
to fall
I need to leave this domain
I need to break these chains
that bind me
The drugs have taken control
How do I stop the pain inside
Please tell me how to break
free
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Angela White Poem
My Daddy's mad at me again
The beating are about to begin
He has that evil look in his eye
He grabs me up and throws me against the wall
It hurt so bad I begin to cry
I try to run, but I slip and fall
He tells me I'm stupid and I'm not his kid
He hits me so hard I hit the floor
I wish I knew what I did
Please daddy, please no more
Daddy please, can't you see you're hurting me
I'm sorry I made you so mad
Please daddy, please let me be
I promise I'll try not to be bad
He's finally done and I go to bed
My body hurts and I start to cry
I can feel the bumps on my head
Please God take me away from here
Please God just let me die
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Angela White Poem
Goodbye sweet baby
I'm sorry for what I have to do
I'm not thinking of myself
Instead I'm thinking of you
This is so very hard for me
I want you to know
But I feel it's best if I let you go
God, what am I supposed to do
I keep telling myself I have no choice
I know I have to see this through
Dear God I hope you can forgive me
I don't know what else to do
So please take care of my precious baby
For this is my only plea
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Angela White Poem
You were so young, only 34
But the time has come
And your knocking on
Heavens door
They say it happened
so fast
They said you didn't
feel a thing
You had a rough couple
of years
You cheated death in
the past
You were a terrific father
And a good friend
You lived life to the fullest
Even up to the very end
You will be remembered
every day
For all the good things
you did
Your memory will live on
And even though we will
miss you
We try and understand
Why God felt it was time
to take you away
Fly with the Angels Larry
Watch over us from above
I will remember you always
From Angie, with love
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Angela White Poem
Goodbye sweet baby
I'm sorry for what I have
to do
But I'm not thinking of
myself
Instead I'm thinking of
you
This is so hard for me
I want you to know
But I feel it's best if I
let you go
God what am I to do
I keep telling myself I
have no choice
I know I have to see this
through
Dear God I hope you will
forgive me
I don't know what else to
do
So please take care of this
beautiful baby
For this is my only plea
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Angela White Poem
You should have never been
taken away so soon
We will all miss you so
But Gods the one that makes
the choice weither we stay or go
You had no fear
You lived life to the fullest
You were always doing crazy
things
But thats what made you so
dear
You'll be missed more than words
can say
And even though our lives will
go on
We will remember you each and
every day
A father, a brother, a friend, a son
You've left us all behind
And even though your life on earth
is over
Your new life in Heaven has just
begun
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