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Monica Payne Poem
The new year has started, let the promises begin
It happens every year, you make me think you really care
But by the end it is very clear, that all you've done is lie again
I don't know why I put up with the lies
I should have said more than a hundred goodbyes
My time has come, my courage is here
I will forget these feelings and have no fear
I need to help myself, I need to get free
I need to leave you, I need to be me
My eyes have been opened and my heart unglued
I am moving on now, my spirit is renewed
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Until your gone, I’ll never know the pain of not having you around.
I know the day will come, but I don’t really want to admit it too often.
I think about your death and the effects of your passing.
I know deep inside I’ll live through it, but I haven’t figured out how.
I can’t imagine my life without you.
The only thing that would get me through; my family and friends.
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....being happy to see them if they are late coming home.
….not baking goodies if they are on a diet.
….kissing them before they leave for work
….Waiting up to see them come home safely.
….not being able to leave the airport until their plane takes off.
….feeling that they are indispensable.
….knowing what they are going to say before they say it.
….letting your hair grow because they like it long.
….giving him a chest rub when he has a cold.
….planting flowers in the garden for them.
….taking turns saying grace.
….giving him a photo of Sophie Lauren to moon over.
….going to a movie they have not seen even though you have seen it twice.
….being able to confide in each other.
….gently squeezing their hand.
….accepting each other as you really are.
….a gentle pair of arms.
….the tender kiss they plant on your nose.
….getting a knot in your stomach thinking about them.
….telling each other with your eyes.
….paying attention to everything they say.
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I don't know why I am always being questioned
My decisions and actions are never protected
No matter what I have said or what I do
People seem to tell untruths to you
I am just a human by no means perfect
But all you on-seers need not interject
You may roll your eyes and shake your head
That may be because you have never listened to what I have said
I am who I am, no one will ever change me
Ignore the rumors and just let me be me!
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Monica Payne Poem
3 steps forward, 2 steps back
Why do I feel as I am under attack
Why don’t they understand my point of view
They sit there with their opinions so skewed
Harder and harder to push through the gate
Do you not understand that this is my fate
I try and I try to make it all work
But get nowhere because “they” are a jerk
I will move forward to get to where I need/want to be
Than all you skeptics will get to see
I am stronger and will get there no matter what
And then all the haters can kiss my butt !
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Monica Payne Poem
Have you ever felt defeated, alone, or mistreated?
Have you ever asked “Why was I deleted”?
I feel as if I am going to explode,
I am carrying such an enormous load.
My fears and worries are very concerning,
But most people think that I am not learning.
What to do when I feel I am being held down,
Running doesn’t help as it is only another town.
Staying strong will help me get through,
All I ask is that you are with me too.
I finally realize our future can be bright,
The switch went on and I now see the light.
Take me in and hold me tight,
We are off on our journey on this the greatest night.
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