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Crystal Smith Poem
His eyes are amazing so serious and so blue
And when he tells you something you know that its true
He takes my breathe away with the small things that he does
He makes me realize what a mistake the last guy was
He shows me how a woman should be treated with respect
Hes an excellent father he spends time and does not neglect
If he makes a promise he will not break it at all
Even if he is exhausted and about to fall
A hard worker he is for sure,the best guy i've met before
He makes me feel special like i matter to him
He makes me feel like my life has just started to begin
When i feel weak he makes me feel strong
He tells me when im right and tells me when im wrong
Hes a special guy that opened my eyes
And made me realize it worth another try
My heart is free and i can trust again
And its all because i let you in
How could i ask for a better friend
I never want this relationship to end
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2011
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I remember when i couldnt look in the mirror at all
to disgusted to see the bruises from my so called fall
but know i look in that mirror with pride
theres no more bruises i have to hide
i love myself and and the way that i look
those are the only things that u never took
my reflection shows growth and joy
not pain from a bullying boy
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2011
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Crystal Smith Poem
If I was a boy or a man I would be a one woman man
Listen to her and try to understand
Hold her close when we sleep at night
And talk out our problems without a fight
I would cherish the time we spend together
Even through the stormy weather
I would tell her how I feel about her everyday
In my heart is where she would stay
I wouldn't lie or run around and cheat
Or be at the bars or hang on the street
I'd be there for her day and night
She would be the apple of my eye or my morning light
I treat her like she was a queen
And make sure she knows shes everything to me
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2012
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Crystal Smith Poem
How do you tell someone the way you really feel
When its hard to trust anyone exspecially a male
This burden that i have weighs heavy on my heart
I sometimes wonder why did this start
I want to tell you how i feel about you
But if you said no what would i do
I want to see you every minute of the day
And when you smile in my mind it stays
I do not know if this is love or just lust
My mom always said that its your heart that you trust
I wonder if you can see it in my eyes or tell when we kiss
When your not around its your touch that i miss
So do i stay humble and keep this from you
Keeping secrets is not what friends should do
So this is my way of saying how i feel
And letting you know that i am for real
I will never hurt you, you mean so much to me
But i hope you don't say that its friends we will be
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2011
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Crystal Smith Poem
Does anyone have a shovel so i can bury away these nightmares
And keep them stored away so i don't have to live in fear
Does anyone have a magic eraser to go back and erase time
And i wouldn't have to remember all your beatings and lies
Does anyone have a pill that you can take to forget your life
And you could start all over again and live without strife
Does anyone have a book to tell you how to live life right
And maybe i wouldn't feel so weak and be able to stand up and fight
Does anyone have a shot to make a bad dad be good
And stop breaking the kids hearts and do what a dad should
Does anyone have a magic carpet so we can just fly away
And we could leave with nothing to say
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So peaceful and so alive,is how i feel when Im watching the oceans tide
But when Im with you my dreams fade away, from your control and your lies
I can't believe the pain i carry within my heart and mind
Everyone just tells me to give it some time
How do I let go of eight years, the struggles and the awful tears
How do I go on everyday without you there
How do I forget the memories stored in my brain
How do I deal with the love that still remains
How do I walk away after i tried so hard to keep us alive
How do I admit that our relationship has died
I built my world to revolve around you
And its hard to accept that we are through
But now i will live not in fear
And there will be no more painful tears
No more having to cover the bruises you caused
No more police from you breaking the law
So how i move on is painful but good
And ill always remember when my world stop spinning and just stood
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2011
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Crystal Smith Poem
the vibrations of your footsteps makes me go numb
i’m so tired of being scared and beat on like a drum
when the full moon is out your eyes are like ice
your out of control walking around within a knife
your screaming pounds into my mind
your fists bang into my spine
your constant pointing and tapping my head
i don’t even feel safe sleeping in our bed
so every time a full moon arises i only get wiser
and i pray that you will one day know how it feels to burn by a lighter
what comes around goes around
maybe the next full moon you will go down
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2011
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Crystal Smith Poem
I may have told a lie or too
But the love I have for you is strong and true
Everyday we hurt eachother in so many ways
I never wanted to leave I always stayed
The insanity,the games, munipulations and lies
Both of us promising that we would try
I believe that we meant it with all our heat
But, we allowed the drugs to tear us apart
Im sorry for the awful things I said
I never hated you or wanted you dead
You always took care of me high or not
So don't think the good things i forgot
Our journey may be filled with alot of heartache
We even put our children at stake
Now that we are seperated and I have a clear mind
I know my darling valentine my love will never die
I forgive you for everything and im proud of you
For getting yourself clean and coming through
Your a wonderful man and a amazing dad
It was only the drugs that made you bad
my heart honestly belongs to you
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2012
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It's amazing how if you really do wait
The joy and happiness that comes is great
I am so lucky to have this man that is in my life
So sweet and thoughtful no greif no strife
Im so grateful and proud that you are mine
And I just know that everythings going to be fine
The way you look into my eyes
So sincere, loving, honest no lies
The way you touch me and kiss me
Shows me how love is suspose to be
I thank god everyday for you loving me and my kids
And I will always cherish and appreciate the things that u did
I will protect your heart and always be there
Thats what loves about not living with fear
As we walked on the sand listening to the ocean waves
Looking at your beautiful face It's your lips that i crave
Are hands are locked together and tight
Staring at the sky and also the moonlight
The respect and love that you give me everyday
Keeps growing stronger never fading away
I can't wait to look you in your eyes and say I do
My heart honestly belongs to you
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Crystal Smith Poem
I'm standing in the middle of the road
Wondering where my life will go
Will I get married and be happily in love
Or will the guy just be looking for fun
I'm tired of standing in the middle of the road
I want to move forward but what way do I go
I want to have a career not just a job
I hate sitting at home like a lump on a log
There's so much I want in life
I just need the strength to put up the fight
To go after anything I desire and want
And when I achieve it be proud that I fought
So I'm walking forward from the middle of the road
No longer will I be standing there like a toad
Copyright © Crystal Smith | Year Posted 2012
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