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Color my world with your own,
somewhere over these city streets
Take me to a running brook, a stream, a creek
For Christ knows how I prayed so much to be meek
I do not need money to be happy,
maybe a new dress to make every now and then
God, color my world with your own
Let me find a hill too stand on and smell the Spring rain
and watch everything turn green;
somewhere to find rest I need
Though the valley is below, far today
Merciful God With Us,
color my world with what you think is best
Let my God-given name not find fame that would shame
I pray for a man you chose to share my all
Let me look at the sky and know I am alright
Color if you wish, with people who really truly care;
in my heart so near
The suns brightness comes now
and the rain with a bit of chill
Color my world Oh God, if this is all I am to see
I am thankful for the breath you still give to me
~a blessed nib for the glory of our Heavenly Father
Lucinda Lu "Cindy"Cayton
Copyright 2011
note: This has been posted for over 6 monthes with 0 comments because I was black-balled. This style I rarely have written in, I found the courage to leave this place to freely express ourselves with 1 rainbow and 12 therapeutic writes. In honor of "Sunday bloody Sunday". A rainbow is Gods promise to never flood thee earth ever again., 12 was a good number and I am shouting blessed VICTORY to have been born again!!! No matter, let us- let by gones be by gones. Good luck and Gods blessings to each and every writer, sincerely,
With Love,
Lukky Lu (John Mcgrath named me that).
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Most of my family do not accept me, friends want me to be what they want, and I can't seem to be myself only back in those hills. ~its a real good feeling to finally get there, this miraculous healing! but tears streaming now because everyone thinks they can be abusive to me, tell me what a bad person I will always be. Some day or night when Jesus comes and takes my hand I will smile so sweetly when he takes me away,.
I have found that speaking of the gospel, people are so interested with this gentleness from me that I've allowed to surface. I do not hope to die, I want to enjoy life as a Christian and do as much as I can. Heck, I ain't even stressed anymore. I told you, you would be welcome there anytime. I won't be communicating any longer. If we are meant to meet, or have truth in loving as God would want, then it will happen. I will always love you through everything because we were having a very bad chapter. No one can be all bad huh?
I thought you were so mean. I was starving for attention. You wouldn't give it to me! :)~ but i love you more today, because I admire your strength. I just have never met anyone with as much stubborn,.... will to take nothing, make no attempt to reply to her, love everyone else in the world, but no, not that one. I am smiling serenely, because I now, (and I don't really know why) love and respect you more.
So long Casanova brithches,
I feel good, nanananana! I knew that I would! I feel good, so good(it stops there)
(i seriously forgot the rest until I got there but anyway, going to go.)
Take good care, loving you has always been bittersweet, but what's a girl got to do to get a hug anyway? You could call me crazy back home and it wouldn't even bother me.
Hope all your love stuff works out O.K. I ain't messing with a computer much anymore.
Get this,.. my memoirs..... I (please let the white helium ballons fly, and pop the cork on the champagne that I can't stand to drink) am the 3rd......
(drum roll) appalachian author in ...... the WORLD! so gong me if ya want, it ain't the money, with the success the impossibilities happen, I get to go home.
Maybe you think your an apple now or somethin' but I doubt it.
Cindy
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I was waiting on a modem and had a trusted friend send you the last email.
All confusion has left me.
I feel so different, and such sweet serenity, solance at times, and waves of tears as thinking of the way people as you must feel about me. Finally by faith, perserverence I am healed and I am not dancing in public at any writing site.
I have written my sentiments and I am going back home to the foot hills that I am from. The elders in the next years are going to have what they call a house raisin' John! That is where all the neighbors get together and bring stuff, and when they raise the frame, its sort of celebrating, everyone is happy and they do not stop until it is done.
They want me home John. I never fit in anywhere in the world, only there and its been a very rough road. I love you. This much I do know.
People that knew me before, think that I need MORE medication, because they do not know what has happened to me. It is sad in many ways, I cannot be myself around people that doubt me and I am really getting pretty because I am happy now. If some day you could ever forgive me from your heart for the estranged things I said out of context and for being mean, decitful and jeleous, I hope you can find that in your heart?
Will you know I love you when I say nothing? Will you fade away? Will you never know who I am.?
I honestly can lone those foot hills the rest of my life. I will love you still through the silent nights, the winds cease and the shadows leave, for more and more I find a friend in Jesus.
I don't want hurt anymore, and the times we had, the seasons we beared, was not nice, not as love should be. Yet I am so full of life at the possibility of my love that I kept so securely hidden in innocence, to one day reveal my truth of my love to one in my life would be so tender and gentle to me. I'll be walking the dirt roads, where noone has ever walked beside me or held my hand.
I've seen enough of this world and it hurts me but love is not dirty back where I'll reside. Loning through life, your love will always be there, you said you would be there in spirit and I belive that so much. I just cannot fit in with people baby, and I was hurt so deeply that after many years, I couldn't reveal how I truly felt becuse I built a barrier so no one would hurt me. You helped me know love, and forever I will love you. Love shouldn't be dirty at all.
I just want to go home.
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Love Letter one (that I didn't know was a love letter until later;sent via my illustrator Christopher Hunter that is dang good at drawing, not spelling LOL
hello john. just want to tell you that your in my thoughts and prayers. i do care deeply for.the confusion hasleft me ,and im left with thoughts of you that are sweet and gental. but to difine what it is im feeling... i dont no
i love you cindy
ps."more than words can say" by eric clapton
(clearing my throat. I listened to that song the other night. Thanks Christopher)
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