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D'e Sanders Poem
People take advantage,
Of every little thing you've got,
Money, kidness, or just fukin' caring,
And they always think they get away without getting caught.
I know what their thinking,
The different ways inside your head,
You can't ever give me,
'Cuz they won't give a fuk when your dead.
They think everything's the same,
That nothing has changed,
This is the only time I'll help them out,
Only 'cuz they really need the help,
The stupid crazy crap they've done,
They think you'll always be there to the rescue,
But this time the war they haven't won.
I hate being so nice,
When people are in trouble,
I'm always willing to help,
You put a side you problems and differences,
To just get through the situation,
So no one gets hurt,
So I'm pretty much being nice to people,
Who caused me a bunch of stupid drama.
Things always have a price,
A meaning to every reason behind a theory,
I will always help out,
A person in trouble or in need,
The two reasons to all the stupid drama,
I'm about to feed.
I fukin' hate people judging me,
'Cuz look at the crap I do,
I'm not a b-itch if you take the chance to get to know me,
You'll notice my kindness will always last,
So let go of all the stupid crap,
And put everything in the past,
Where it should be.
No more assumptions,
Or judging me by looks or rumors,
'Cuz it's fukin' stupid your reasons,
I mean Fuk I have nothing against no one,
I hate no one no matter what the fuk you do,
Talk all the crap you want about me,
But in the end,
I'm not a bad person,
And you will find that out and soon see!
November 20th,2005
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I sit in a quiet room,
Collecting my thoughts in my head,
To keep me from mental break downs,
And alive not dead.
Thinking about life and my future,
That I hope will soon come,
I block out the past,
And erase what has been done.
No more suicidal thoughts,
Or taking blades to my wrists,
But sittin' here thinking,
And preventing my capable abilities.
I'm in a corner,
This time not alone,
People in this building,
But my mind is blown.
Am I happy,
Instead of lonely with a frown,
Hopefully a guy to look forward to,
In January when he is finally back in our hometown?
No more darkness,
But a feeling of light,
In my heart,
But still deciding if this guy is right.
Not knowing what he's like,
If he's like all the others,
And will just break my heart,
Or if he's actually not an asshole,
The decision is the hard part.
I talk to people,
Who know his past,
Some tell me bad things,
But lies will never last.
I will not rely on people,
For my opinions,
For my decision making,
Because they could be lies,
Or they could be the truth.
I wanna rely on feelings,
Not the judgement of others,
Even though some are really close,
That their juggalo brothers,
But yet I will still rely,
On whether or not,
He's a good guy.
I will take their opinions,
Gather my thoughts,
And sit back in this corner,
Seeing if this happiness has faded away.
I learned from my past mistakes,
But I'm still afraid of getting hurt,
Because one isn't enough,
Two it takes,
To have the same feeling,
So no one has any heart breaks.
So my final decision,
Isn't up to my thoughts,
Or what people think,
It's up to my heart to see,
If this guy,
Is the right one for me!
November 11th,2005
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D'e Sanders Poem
Why judge what you don't know?
What's the point,
You just hear something and it's all like oh,
But never bother to get to know that person,
If stupid crap goes around.
That person can be no where near,
Any of the rumors,
Or anything you hear,
That person can be nothing compared,
To all that crap going around.
Rumors are suppose to hurt someone,
Bring their self-esteem down,
In the end no one has won,
But you feel like a bigger person,
To put that person down in the dumps,
And make them feel crappy.
I've noticed,
That it doesn't matter,
About what people think or say,
I don't give a fuk anymore,
Friendly and happy I will always stay.
Everything's done,
Just to prove a point,
But there will always be one,
To start all the drama,
But it's all stupid really,
So if you don't give a fuk
And never let them know they've won,
Always be the bigger person,
Because rumors will never be done.
People try everything to hurt you,
But if you laugh at it and let them know it didn't work,
If you don't show that they do,
Know how to put you down,
They will eventually soon give up,
And stop the stupidity,
By putting everything in the past,
Just don't let them ever know they've won,
'Cuz hatred and rumors can forever last!
November 20th,2005
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I wanna cry a river of tears,
For my lonely broken heart,
I Love and Care,
But no one wants to share,
And love me in return.
I think I finally found the one,
That will hopefully this time fall for me,
i hope my search is done,
And that river won't run into a sea.
A smile on my face when he is around,
And a frown when he leaves,
A weekend makes my heart pound,
But a week makes me feel like my lonly self.
I hope this time I'm right,
'Cuz I'm fallin' so fast,
it's a beautiful feeling,
I just hope this one's a keeper and lasts.
So from A Tear to a Smile,
From the moment I met him,
It felt like my heart walked a mile,
But I'm afraid to get attached,
But I also feel great,
When his arms are latched,
Around me!
November 11th,2005
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As I watch the sun fade away,
Awaiting the moons arrival,
Watching it go to night from day.
I sit in the shadows,
Watching all around,
Children sleeping while adults still awake,
I'm waiting for dark so I can walk the ground.
I'm the Creature of the Night,
You'll only see me in darkness,
I hate the sunlight,
But it's not my weakness.
I'm not Batman,
Or any super hero,
I'm not a Creature really,
I just come out mostly at night.
I'm a human among you,
Among all the others,
I won't scare you, even though they say I do.
I'm not the only one,
There are others,
if you don't know who we are,
they are all like me,
You'll soon find out,
We're all Juggalo's can't you see!
November 20th,2005
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