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Fantise Mack Poem
i miss how we use to be
i miss those days where we would chill and just be goofy
they say High School days don't last forever
but i didn't want too believe that meant for we
but it looks like we've gone our separate ways
liking each others pics and saying occasional Happy Birthdays
we use to be ride or die now we barely say hi
i remember those jokes those lil moments in the halls
i remember hanging out after school in certain clubs
i remember hanging out on the weekends (going bowling and etc)
time has surely fly on each of our end
i don't want to say we outgrew each other
looks like we ventured into something new
but just wanted to say how thankful i am for the memories
memories get me by when im feeling blue
memories make me laugh when i think of you
all those lessons we learned all those skills gained
graduating together was truly a memorable day
just wanted to take the time out to say how thankful i am
having friends like you in High School helped shaped who i am
so thank you for the memories which will always hold dear to me.....
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2014
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today I didnt expect this but hey what can i say
im the bad one now so woot woot hooray
im the one who had a child and turned my back on it
im the one who got its hopes up and stepped on it
im the one who never calls on its birthdays until three weeks later
coming up with excuses so it can feel better
but when it tried to leave me i just couldnt let it go
so i did what i know best and grabbed on its hopes
and i stepped on it yet again, im the bad one now so lets not forget
and wow it got crabby but i didnt care, why should i when i was never there
but hey it was a mistake, the only reason why i talk to it so i can continue this game
why should i take blame, it should blame itself, if it never exist i wouldnt be living in hell
it left me finally woot woot hooray now i can live my own life without it in my way
so in the future if i ever see it, i will just continue to walk on by as if it didnt exist.............................
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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you'll never be alone
as long as i care for you
Hear my whispers in the dark
my voice is clear and true
when darkeness comes
reach out for me
i'll light the night with stars
so you could see
that you tried so hard
but it wasnt meant to be
you got so far
you almost made it to victory
in the end
it was full of pain
it doesnt even matter
because that pain didnt stay
whenever you fall
i'll always catch you
when you've think you lost
i'll be there to remind you
you'll never be alone
as long as i care for you
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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Fantise Mack Poem
Why is it so hard to please those around you???
Everywhere you turn someone is doubting you.
Waiting for you to make a mistake,as if their lives are the
ones at stake.
Families turn their backs on you unless they are the ones
who need you.
Friends stab you in the back and wipe their hands clean
and say 'well that's that.'
One false move and your done,you can forget on counting
on anyone.
What to do,what to say, how you wish that you can be saved
from this constant struggle of trying to please.
All the time your desperate for peace.
'Stop Leave Me Alone' you shout in your head because once
said,those words wont be heard.
Your alone solving problems of theirs and yours.
Helping someone shouldn't feel like a chore
Sometimes even I wish I could say 'No More'
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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(major venting)
mirror mirror who do I see?!?
"you see your true self what do you mean?!?"
looking at my reflection I finally saw
just the kind of person I was after all
I saw the cruel smirk and the deep cold eyes
I saw my fingers crossed hiding behind
mirror mirror can this be so?!?
"you see for yourself just how dark is your soul"
looking at my reflection I finally realized
that this whole time I was hiding behind a disguise
I was hiding the evil that I truly was
fooling those around me even my own heart
mirror mirror can I accept what I see???
"you silly child look deeper than me"
I was confused by who I saw
just couldn't believe
but looking back on life
I realized that the person in front of me is me.......
I am a foolish person who chose fear over love
I am a weak minded person who let others rule over me
I feel guilty because I lost someone I was going to leave
I am stupid too believe I can get back the love I threw away
I am crazy to ever want a happy-ending
the list goes on and on but one thing remains
my reflection shows who I made myself become
it shows my cowardice my hesitation
it shows everything I do not want to be
my reflection is my constant reminder
too fight even if I know I will lose
too be brave even if the world is swarmed in darkness
a long time ago I was given a shield
my shield tried so hard to protect me
tried so hard to be there for me
but I tossed it away for an empty gun
I do not regret it because now I can appreciate
what I had even though it is now truly lost
everyone has a reflection that they see but don't see
everyone sees what they wish to see even though its false
a reflection is just that a reflection...
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2014
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Im useless they say
Im pathetic they say
Im not worth the dirt they walk on they say
Im tired of the abuse so Im forming a plan
Im tired of feeling worthless so Im thinking ahead
Im going to escape one way or another
Im finally going to leave...
Im useless they say
Im pathetic they say
Im not worth the dirt they walk on they say
Im choosing the perfect night of escape
Im choosing the night when they first created me
Im wondering if they will ever stop to think
Im wondering if they will ever miss me...
Im useless they say
Im pathetic they say
Im not worth the dirt they walk on they say
Im preparing the final final hour
Im forming the medicines now
Im not even afraid of the darkness
Im not even wearing a frown...
Im useless they say
Im pathetic they say
Im not worth the dirt they walk on they say
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2013
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im not even upset just shocked and confused
what in the hell was wrong with you
how could you say that without biting your tongue
i thought i was your friend i guess i was wrong
you broke my heart and now i see
what you truly make me out to be
it pains me to say this but yeah we're done
i dont want to have anything to do with you
im moving on...
so forget me and the memories we shared
because right now i just dont care
forget the laughter forget the hugs
i thought i could count on you i was dead wrong
you're no longer a friend not even a foe
right now you're just someone i wish i didnt know
i blame myself for this you see
it shouldnt have ended this way for you and me
i brought this out i see that now
all those times i turned you down
i thought we were on the same page
in the end it didnt turn out that way
our friendship wasnt strong enough
to last through and through
but still i cant find it in my heart to hate you...
(very old poem i hope you liked)
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2013
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Cut my wrist once, cut my wrist twice
Now my blood is flowing, so its time to
Say what’s on my mind,
I know you wont miss me, there’s
No reason why you should
But just hear my final confessions
If you would…..
I lost a good friend who meant a lot to
Me, over a stupid misunderstanding
And a possible lie thought was brought
To me. Everyone tried to sway me this
Way and that, but I still lost my friend
This is fact
I also lost my hear to which made me
Feel like a fool because I also lost my
Friend whom I lost my heart too. If
Only I could do it all again…wait what
Am I talking about!?! See I told you I’m
A fool I wouldn’t change a thing this much
Is so true
I hurt these guys feelings and I cant take it
Back. I’m sorry but I don’t like you like that
My friends advised me to give one of them a
Chance but I couldn’t do it so I hurt them all
In the end
My family has been there right by my side
Drying my tears whenever I cried. But
Sometimes they don’t realize the reason
Behind my tears, because I became an expert
Of hiding the pain and all of the hurt due to
Recent years
My biological father and his mother is a prick,
Believe me, spreading lies which causes pain
To my heart because somehow I feel its all
My fault. My birth separated my parents to
this very day . So I feel very ashamed. Everyday
When I think of my biological dad I feel like
If it wasn’t for me, he would be with my
Mother living happily
So now as I lay in the tub full of my blood
And tears, I say “Good-Bye” and “Thank You”
For listening to My Suicide Confessions…
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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what to do what to say
nothing seems to go my way
i feel lost and confused but what can i do
should i cry? should i hide? or pretend nothing is wrong?
i hate listening to the same song that you sing
because after the millionth time it doesn't mean a thing
i shouted! i screamed! but what does that mean to you?
nothing. because YOU didn't hear me
you only care about what you say
everything else just vanishes away
like me. what should i do?
I'm going to forget you like how you forgotten me?
I've tried my whole life to forget you
to act like YOU never meant anything to me!
but every time you sung that song i was hooked again and again
to once again play the addicting game of pretend
but i can no longer hide the pain
its burying me alive with each fallen tear
tired of that song that you sing so dear
but i know after saying this to you
tomorrow it will just be a another round of what to do...
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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so many excuses to fight against the right
no one admitting their faults so it ends in a fight
Copyright © Fantise Mack | Year Posted 2011
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