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Nicole Arvizu Poem
Who would have thought the girl with the bright smile and joy enflamed in her eyes
Sits' in the corner crying herself to sleep every night
Who would have thought the boy walking the halls always giving a hand
Wishs' that when he sleeps the gentle light may seep him off his feet
Would would have thought the girl that ended her own life
Was raped, beaten and bullied at both home and school
Who would have thought our childrens children
Have sought to use weapons and let eragancy become them making them a fool
Who would have thought that no matter how we try for peace
We show our children war is the answer
Who would have thought that our guidence
Has be clouded and no longer is pure
Who would have thought teenage life is harder
When your getting bullied or picked on in school
Who would have thought that a person couldn't walk out of their house
With out fear of being raped, shot, or stabed and death is finally at your door
Who would have thought in life know a day's
Death is more near to our lives then ever before
Who Would Have Thought
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When life feels confusing and you are sad remeber am here
Beside you
You may not see me
You may not feel me
Nor hear me
Yet am always there
I am the stars that shine so bright at night
The earth that lay underneath your feet
The breeze that flows through your hair on hot summer day
I'll always be with you in your dreams and in your soul
I'll watch over you from the heaven's
Dont fret my child even if am so far away I'll always come to you
Rember this my child when you cry I'll be by your side
To wype those tears of sadness
And bring tears of joy
Dont worry about the past with sadness and grif
Rember the past with Hapiness and Merriment
Look to the future and what's in store for you.
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The creamson blue eyes that stare at me
make me believe am in a fantasy
they captured and inprisoned me
know he's all i see
the eyes i see is what i love
make me a dove
the love in your eyes
i hope and pray never dies
finally am set free from your spell
but i've already fell
know am under my own spell
its funny you cought me
to my suprise you didn't flee
but stayed by me
i pray to god that this a dream
if so that's just mean
because i really wanted you to capture me
Copyright © Nicole Arvizu | Year Posted 2012
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Daddy why did you leave me here alone
You turned my heart to a cold stone
You left me to sleep and sleepber still
Daddy do remember the deal
The deal you made me
as you walked out those doors
You promised to never leave me any more
Yet you brock that promise i held so dear
Daddy why did you leave me here
You promised to always be there
You told me you'd always care
I'm so stupid to have trust you agine
Yet i still love you with my rosey red heart
Why do i still care when you have done so much
negativity to me
And cause my heart so much
Daddy why did you leave me here with this misery
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We'v been together since we were little
We promised to be there for each other
We've cried
We've laughed
We've shared the most joys
We've shared the most darkest
Of moments
You are my childhood friend
Yet why o why does my heart ack when i seen you with others
Why do i wante to protect you so much
You'r like family yet i dont feel this way for my family
My heart always acks when i seen you
I fell as thought am gonna lose you
I get nerves when your around
My heart feels asthough it will pop out
WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY
WHAT DO THESE FEELING MEAN
SOMEONE O SOMEONE PLEASE HEAR ME WHAT DO THESE FEELINGS MEAN.
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Tired, exhausted working 2, 3 sometimes 4 jobs
Is what mama had to do to keep a roof over our heads
Raised by brothers and sisters never seen mothers face
Was what i had to go throught on a daily base
To think mama had to do it on her own
Why because you were behind bars with a foggie mirrow and a bed
Given everything you needed clouths, food and more
Never had to work to survive behind those silver doors
You though we lived in paradise but in truth we were on the road to the after life
In my eyes the world was nothing but endless darkness
And my escape was my emotions being spilled on a page that was ment for you
To believe the girt i recieved from you was a knife plunged into my back
At that moment in time my wolrd came tumbling down
Shattered into a million peices that will never be found
Can't believe i let my self be fouled into thinking your a fantastic dad
But in thruth your only a clown
A joke that's what you are a child stuck in a 50 year old man
The mask you've worn for so many years has finally sunck so deep it made you blind
You can't see your choices and mistakes are what make your binds
You went so low to take mama's life
Why because she wanted out of the marriage and you out of her life
I remeber the day as though it were yesterday images replaying itself just by your name
You banging on the door to let you in
Saying if we dont today will be are end
That was the first time i seen big sister so scared
Crying and screaming with all her might for help
That was torture to bear
Looking into mama's eyes there was nothing but fear
Not for herself but her children who were there
Crying there eyes out and screaming for there mothers help
To think the man i once called father the one who gave me life
Who told me multiple times he'd always be there is my greatest fear
Everyday before i walk out the door of my house
I close my eyes lift my hands and pray to the lord
Hoping he'd bring back the gently kind man that i held so dear
But iknow in my Mind and in my Heart it's
only and Open Fantasy
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Every night i cry
Yet no tear's fall gentle down my cheek
Every night i sleep
Yet am still awake
Every night i dream
Of a person i do not even know or fail to remember
Every night i ponder
Of the past i once held
Every night i wonder
If these people are those who've i forgotten
Yet when i glance at these people
They place a warm, gentle, comforting smile
Apon my shallow face
They crack and shatter the mask
That i placed apon my face thousands of years ago
I fell love and con-forte when they're near
These people let me shine, glow, and sparkle
With all my might
With there gentle, soothing words and melody's
They melt my cold and slumbering heart
And save it from the dark
They lifted the chances that lock it to the floor
And set it free to sorrow, through the blue open sea
Yet Who are these people who've rescued me and love me so
When i wake i fined all is a dream
But every night and day i still ponder
Who Are These People In My Dream's
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As the days of March come close and put all of you in a whirlwind,
Its the 25th that you feel your lives really came to an end.
Your hearts get sadden when you sit and think,
How did the years pass when you feel you barely blinked..
There have been moments when many of you felt you where gonna fall,
Just know me and daddy have heard all your daily cry's and calls......
We know there are times when you feel so angry, sad and lost,
It leaves a empty feeling that comes with a high cost.
We know you all feel lonely, scared and confused,
those are the moments that cause the big family feuds.
Promise us when any of you feel this way,
Just know me and daddy send you our love each and everyday.
We know there has not been one moment in your lives,
That you did not think of us with your heart, souls or minds.
As we sit in heaven where the sky's are so blue,
Just know me and daddy are watching over all of you.......
God gave us all a different time line to love and live,
He calls us home one by one in a nonrandom trend.
Even though you may feel guilty because your moving forward with time,
Just know me and daddy our not far behind....
We know our lives were blessed and full filled,
The talks, walks and quite moments when we all just sat and chilled.
Life is so precious that we don't want you to dwell,
Take one day at a time and just travel Gods special trail.
Although a certain moment or day may come to pass,
when you start to wonder or even ask........
Mom Dad what should I do.
Just know me and daddy want you to enjoy life and live as God meant for you too
do......
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Under the starry sky,
Where my heart lay still and silent,
Peering above the world with love and kindness
Hearing the heart beat of mother earth
listening to her cries and howls everyday
For what she see's
The misery, the pain
That she has to bare, watching all those who lay above her
Violence, murder, and more to come
Makes my heart, my soul fearsome
Makes all those who where before us overcome with sadness and grief
What the world has become is not what lord created
Not for are life to be ideally spent-ed.
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