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Utpala Rai Poem
It's the 16th Floor, 302F
do not you worry, you'll love it a whole lot.
I can see your hesitation,
but u'll see, this is the perfect one.
Here we are, white door
with his favourite, brass nameplate
reading, Woodsmist in gooseberry black.
On the left is the balcony
and bedroom is on your right.
In front you see, is the kitchen i used
and above is the chantelier we brought,
the day we made love.
I know you like the place,
from your sparkling grey eyes.
I know you love my darling house,
But, you must know
why am selling it so cheap.
It was my nest,
with me and my love.
We sung in the balcony,
dined in here.
When i cooked in the kitchen,
he kissed my neck, holding my waist.
Our nights and holidays
were our bedroom's delight.
I was thee and thee, mine.
All i cared was him and my nest
but, today all i have is
this Empty Apartment.
Neither do i have love
nor i seek any.
He left me alone,
with a skylark unknown.
He said he loved me and
gifted me a memory.
I smiled and thanked
shouted and wept,
But all am left with is
me and this Empty Apartment.
Now, Ma'am you know, why am selling it so.
For now i don't have
the one to sing or cook with me
nor hug or kiss me.
Lets go back and sign the deal
Vastu says its the right time.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2010
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Utpala Rai Poem
Rose from her dreams
Flourished against centuries of inaction
Broke the spell of inactivity and
Showed the confident strength of maturity.
The cultural, the mature world
Crossed the eternal ocean of pain
But that disaster couldn’t stop her there
And she sparkled, with Asia flaunting this asset.
Engineering, Medical, Fashion and Food
She raided the market and you know.
That small little island vulnerably placed
Glowed like a diamond amidst coal.
No man could stop nor hinder her steps
With her head held high and flowered bosom
She danced in red amidst white,
Like the glowing red sun in a snow white sky.
Today its 11th March, I can see her robbed
It wasn’t a man or an animal.
This was the dreadful anger of almighty
Jealous of her beauty and insanity.
He ruined her jewels and
Lashed her body.
And now we see her coughing blood
Criminals or innocent he spared no one.
Yes she’s wailing and bleeding
Not only he but her children too
Managed to crush the blossom and bloom.
Yet I know she won’t stoop
Be it soul or body
She’ll fight and raise back again
Because I know she won’t stop.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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Flying through my dreams,
I saw you there, sitting alone
Without a thought, I landed down,
To find myself, in you.
We stared incessantly
With a smile, I held your hand.
It was time for u to leave,
The world of loneliness.
We flied high and reached the stars
The warmth there showed me your heart
I opened up for you to see
That my soul was meant for you
For days and years we sung along
Autumn or rain we were the same.
But when we were, to be one
I found myself awake.
Yet I feel you are somewhere,
Still within me…
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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Lying on the Moon
with the stars as my cover,
I dream of the land
with, doves narrating my heart.
I'm soaked, along with you,
In this ocean, sweet like wine.
Walking on the wet grass,
as you hold my hand,
I can feel the sun n'
it's pure warmth.
When I open my lids
you are still here,
above and around.
Lying on the Moon
with the stars as my cover,
I can feel your breathe and,
touch your heart.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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When you smiled,
I saw a dimple on my face
When you cried,
my eyes couldn't see
But was it real or am i numb???
I don know what i feel
I don understand what i want
My mind's all gone numb.
I love you or i don care
I am yours or no ones mine
AM I EVEN ALIVE?
God you did it meticulously
but yet you made me numb.
Yeh i did get betrayed
I looked for love and
found a traitor
So am i numb?
I still feel a desire, love
and a caring arm.
I can still see a dream
which makes me shine.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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I din ever say…
But there’s no other way…
I have to reveal
What I had hidden forever
It isn’t that I no more care for you
But there’s much more you must know
I am not the rays, of the sun
I m not the twinkle, of the stars
I m not the fragrance, of the flowers
I can never be ever with you….
I am the dew on the lotus flower,
Which shines on brightly,
But isn’t a pearl.
I am a dream which isn’t true,
It has to break with every dawn.
I have to fly back to my world
I can’t be the one you want me to be….
I’m embracing the end, of my life
I’m going away, just far away….
I hope you be the same forever
Do not change for the world around you
Love yourself for, I’ll be within your heart
So, I say….Goodbye…
For you might never see me againnn…
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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embrace to kiss to your movement
within, close my eyes and allow
you in. lying below with enchanting
pain and accomplished soul.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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Am still, am at peace
For what I had and What I have
Better than dead, lying like a corpse
Physical pain can’t be felt
Nor any hurdle can stop me more
Look in my eyes and you’ll feel
The Grey shimmer of Death.
Spring is coming for you
But my autumn has yet not past
The cult of joy, the spring has
Seems not to stir my body
From this grave.
Gray scale is leading my life
And soon the black’s gonna raid it forever.
Just a premonition,
so that you fore-go this cadaver.
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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You are the culprit
for you made me feel it.
I smile without a reason
and dance without a song.
My heart is feeling heavy
My breathe has got fast.
I wanna stop all this
but,
Its outta my control.
You are the culprit
for you made me feel it.
I can't be more confused
Please help me get out....of...this thing
as i wanna be free....
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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Wish you could see my heart, weeping....
Its waiting for you to, come...
back to me, forever....
My silent sobs and fear of your loss
is breaking me to a thousand pieces...
Wish you could see my soul, dying....
Its waiting for you to, come....
back to me, forever....
Dont you come near me, now...
for i cant lose you, again...
Yes you are still in my dreams,
but the real has changed.
Wish you had known,what i feel...
That any pain, can't be more....
But i can't stop, any longer....
Even your call, can't i reply...
For my heart doesn' beat
it has lost, the rhythm to sing..
You might see my face, glow
my lips, smile and
my eyes, glitter...
But you dunno, how much i,
Wish you could see my heart, weeping....
Its waiting for you to, come...
back to me, forever....
Copyright © Utpala Rai | Year Posted 2011
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