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I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW YOU ARE SO STRONG HOW DO YOU GET UP OFF THE GROUND AFTER
BEING PUSHED DOWN HOW DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR ME AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE TO YOU HOW CAN
YOU SMILE AFTER THINKING ABOUT THE HORRIBLE EVENTS IN YOUR PAST WHY DO SUTCH HATE FULL WORDS
NOT PHASE YOU WHY NO MATTER HOW MANY TIME I TRY TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOU WONT LET GO HOW DO YOU
CONTINUE TO LOVE WHEN SURROUNDED BY SO MUCH HATE WHY DO YOU SAY YOU ARE LUCKY TO BE ALIVE
WHEN MOST IN YOUR SITUATION WOULD WANT TO DIE I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW OU ARE SO STRONG
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME GET UP WHEN I WANTED TO STAY DOWN THANK YOU FOR BEING STRONG FOR ME
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i cant believe i let you go i wish i would have said good bye then maybe we would have never said goodbye
there where things about each other we didn't know but when you saw me you saw me glow i remember the
day we said hello you thought you where so cute and you let it show then you said you liked me a lot and said
me and you hey why not you would hold my hand and kiss my cheek you made me feel as if i couldn't speak
we talked a lot and then it stopped how did it happen how did it stop i didn't know you very well but now that i
dont have you im stuck in hell then the day came i looked at you and walked away and now nothing is the same
i still cant look you in the eyes it hurts to much you'll make me cry i wish you new how i felt but you never will
maybe if you did you could help maybe if you new how i felt i wouldn't be as broken i was lucky to have you
ony for a while if only for a while you didn't know me very well but i barley new my self maybe if i didn't look at
you and walk away things would be better today i dont know if you feel the same way but when i was with you
my pain went away i was thinking of you and your arms around me not the hurt and the pain that sourounded
me maybe if i said sothing the day i walked away you would have been here with me to stay but it didnt happen
that way when i look at you today i dont know what to say i guess it was my fault that you didnt stay i wish i
would have said goodbye then maybe we would have never said goodbye
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MY NAME IS MISSURY MY NAME IS PAIN I CANT HELP TO THINK THAT I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WHO AM I I
HAVE NO NAME TODAY I SIT AND WONDER WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG TO DISERVE THE THINGS I GET
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG I LOOK BACK ON MY LIFE AND TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHO I AM
BUT I HAVE EARASED ALL MY MEMORYS BECAUSE THE BAD ONES ARE THE ONLY ONES I HAVE MY NAME IS
HURT BECAUSE THAT IS ALL I AM HURT BY EVERY ONE AND EVERY THING MY NAME IS HATE BECAUSE THAT IS
ALL I HAVE HATE TWORDS MY SELF FOR LETTING THINGS GET SO BAD WHO AM I TO JUDGE ANY ONE BUT ME I
AM A FAKE AND I HOLD ON TO MY FAKE SMILE OH SO DESPRETLY MY NAME IS MISSURY MY NAME IS PAIN MY
NAME IS MYCAELA
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I SEE YOUR FACE AND I LOOK AWAY
I SEE YOU WALK I WISH YOU'D STAY
I SEE YOU SEE ME AND I SAY I DONT CARE WHEN IN REALITY ALL I WANT TO DO IS STARE
I SEE YOU SPEAK BUT I CANT HERE YOU VOICE
I SEE YOU LEAVE YOU HAVE NO CHOICE
I SEE YOU WITH ME IN MY MIND
I SEE YOU WITH ME BEING SO KIND
I SEE YOU WITH ME IN MY DREAMS
I SEE YOU WITH ME SO LOVELY IT SEEMS
I SEE YOU EVERY WHERE I GO
I SEE YOU PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
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i look in the mirror and i see a girl i dont recognize i see pain in her eyes you can tell she has been hurt by hate
and lies i cant stop staring at her im paralyzed the girl in the mirror couldnt be me but i relized slowly that what i
have been holding in for so long is starting to take over me i am her i am her and she is me that is the girl that
only i can see the real side of me i am not who i seem to be look at my reflection and you will see that is me
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whats the point of loving if you dont get love back
whats the point of being happy if your always sad
whats the point of sleeping when the image of you keeps me up at night
whats the point talking when no one listens
whats the point of cutting when you dont feel pain
whats the point of saying i love you when they dont love you back
whats the point of breathing when you feel like you cant
whats the point of living if you feel like your dying
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i am broken i feel as if i can never be repared i am broken into hundreds and thousands of pieces and i have no
idea how to put them back together not that i can with everything falling apart around me my heart gave up
trying to make things better a long time ago and my heart wont feel its as if it has stoped working it tells me it
has been and is going through to much it has quit on me i fear that it will never work again what do i do i am so
unhappy i hide behind my smiles my laughs my friends but inside im crumbling i dont know how much more i
can take of my own hell on earth its like i cant breath like im dying slowly i grow sadder and sadder every day
how do i fix me i cant its impossable iv tried so many time what the point whats the point of life if you cant
enjoy it its like im already dead dont get me wrong i dont want to die but honestly whats the point of living the
world is full of hate and i am slowly becoming filled with it why wont any one here my cries for help im
constently screeming in my head i dont know how to deal with being broken
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tears fall down my cheek as i weep over the cuts i make so deep happines is all i seek but i am so weak i fear
happiness will never find me because my problems are so uniqe i lay down as my eyes leak my tears are
made up of pain hurt and suffering and as i sit hear wondering why the tears wont stop they stop and now im
cutting i cant seeem to stop cutting it because i cant feel any thing maybe if i cut some more i can feel again but
then the tears come back i am so tired of the tears
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you dont really see me you see the fake me you see my smile my make up and my bright colored clothes but
the only me i see is the real me my smile fades away when your not looking my make up hides the streaks
from tears i have cried i am the fake me so you will not see the side of me that only i can see you dont look
past the fake me so you will never see the real me
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