Broken

i am broken i feel as if i can never be repared i am broken into hundreds and thousands of pieces and i have no idea how to put them back together not that i can with everything falling apart around me my heart gave up trying to make things better a long time ago and my heart wont feel its as if it has stoped working it tells me it has been and is going through to much it has quit on me i fear that it will never work again what do i do i am so unhappy i hide behind my smiles my laughs my friends but inside im crumbling i dont know how much more i can take of my own hell on earth its like i cant breath like im dying slowly i grow sadder and sadder every day how do i fix me i cant its impossable iv tried so many time what the point whats the point of life if you cant enjoy it its like im already dead dont get me wrong i dont want to die but honestly whats the point of living the world is full of hate and i am slowly becoming filled with it why wont any one here my cries for help im constently screeming in my head i dont know how to deal with being broken