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Tamie Hill Poem
I can hear your heartbeat inside me
Even though you're gone.
I prayed for you my whole life.
You finally came,
So full of love and light.
We were always together.
I thought we always would be.
I took care of you, and you watched out for me.
Then one day, everything changed. You didn't look at me the same way,
You were always angry
You were cruel.
You wanted to hurt me with your words
Like a thousand cuts.
I sat there bleeding,
Blood no one could see.
I thought I would never recover and I was right,
I never did.
I wondered around by myself,
Watching you with your new best friend
Laughing, so happy.
I tried to numb the loneliness,
The emptiness the jealousy.
I missed you. I missed you.
My world turned dark.
I sat there empty, ready to leave this world
Because mine was gone .
I had a dream
you were a leaf in the wind
Floating away from me,
I ran and I ran and I tried to catch you
But you were just out of reach
I couldn't touch you ,
Even one last time
I just wanted to you touch your hand
Tell you I love you,
I love you.
I stopped, standing motionless
Watching you.
it was too late,
I waited too long to reach you,
To hear your heartbeat again
when you were part of me.
I could hear your voice
An echo in my memory
whispering in the wind,
bye bye Mommy bye bye.
Copyright © Tamie Hill | Year Posted 2025
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Tamie Hill Poem
Kicked in for crying,
Now there's a hole.
Put up a curtain,
To cover my soul.
Why can't I leave here ?
My love is all gone,
I never imagined
I would let this go on.
20 years been chipping
At my hearts home,
I barely noticed
Until I was gone.
Where did I go ?
Where is the Me?
Open the cracks,
For everyone to see.
TAH
Copyright © Tamie Hill | Year Posted 2025
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Tamie Hill Poem
For Cheri
I look through the trees,
Through the green branches
Traveling white fluffys
They run from the sun.
I lay in the green grass
What God has created
Laid here before us
With his heart and his hand.
Why does he do it ?
Give us such beauty ?
Or is He a They?
Not Woman or Man.
They say "just have faith,
He walks beside you
Though you can't see
Believe me he's there."
Help me? I am nothing
But I feel he is waiting
He sees but says nothing
Just holds out his hand.
He speaks through his heart
Not saying just feeling
I am here for you child,
If you are willing.
He tells me to put
One foot before me
And I will be moving
Closer to God.
"Is that why you came here?"
He smiles and he's nodding.
I thought you forgot me
I'm told always I'm bad.
He pulls me to him
Still keeping silent,
He takes the bad memories,
All the tears and the violence
I open my eyes
He looks for a long time
Is he seeing the tiny cracks
Inside my hearts home?
He says he is going
But do as I tell you,
And you'll feel me beside you
You are never alone.
TAH
Copyright © Tamie Hill | Year Posted 2025
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Tamie Hill Poem
I look through the trees,
Through the green branches
Traveling white fluffys
They run from the sun.
I lay in the green grass
What God has created
Laid here before us
With his heart and his hand.
Why does he do it ?
Give us such beauty ?
Or is He a They?
Not Woman or Man.
She says just have faith
He walks beside you
Though you can't see
Believe me he's there.
help me? I am nothing
But I feel he is waiting
He sees but says nothing
Just holds out his hand.
He speaks through his heart
Not saying just feeling
I am here for you child,
If you are willing .
He tells me to put
One foot before me
And I will be moving
Closer to God.
Is that why you came here?
He smiles and he's nodding .
I thought you forgot me
I'm told always I'm bad
He pulls me to him
Still keeping silent
He takes the bad memories,
All the tears and the violence
I open my eyes
He looks for a long time
He is healing the tiny cracks
Inside my hearts home
He says he is going
He says do what I tell you,
And you'll feel me beside you
You are never alone
TAH
Copyright © Tamie Hill | Year Posted 2025
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Tamie Hill Poem
I come home I am smiling
Look do they see me ?
Do not say anything
Knew I was gone?
Something inside me
Dead for a long time
I feel its heart beating
Beating along.
What does it mean?
This stirring inside me
Look through the tiny cracks
Of my hearts home .
Don't they know that I'm dying ?
To be once a family
They do not see me
Always alone.
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Always beside me
No matter where I am going
She sits there she's watching
If my tears are all gone
Her eyes they are asking
Today we go home?
I wish I could tell her
What we escape from
Im glad she can't understand
We run from the storm.
Her heart is so pure now
Silent and Furry
I look down and pat her
She gives me a smile.
Don't worry I tell her
We'll always have each other
We'll never go back
Forever we roam.
TAH
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Tamie Hill Poem
The Warning
The Universe is bigger than you know.
What you reep is what you shall sow.
This hardness of heart
Will tear your world apart
Helpless we will watch as you go.
TAH
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Look through the trees
Through the night branches
Everyone sleeping
Everything still.
That's when I feel you,
Waking and stretching
Looking for me too
Where would I go?
I look through the trees.
Through the night branches
Hoping to find you
See my way home.
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It seems so long since I've seen his face,
This is no longer a home, it's just a place.
If you could catch it, share it,
This one's inner light, it might light the sky
On Earth's darkest of nights.
It might save all of us,
I believe this will happen,
And lighten and brighten,
God's beautiful canvas.
It may be a beacon to guide us to something,
The us that are walking head down into nothing.
I dream of people all gathered around him,
But for now he is he ,
Fighting all of earths demons.
Tah
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So many feelings
Why do they follow?
Why can't I shake them?
Make me feel hollow.
Where do they come from ?
They come from the storm.
I hear the soundings
Of shameful surroundings
What did I do now?
I do not remember
So many feelings
Why do they follow?
Come make them leave me
Leave me alone.
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