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Cara Steele Poem
* this poem has been inspired by Breaking Benjamin's Dear Agony....*
* and was written in memory of my grandmother Jeanne Gula *
My name is Jeanne Gula, today i found out that i have cancer.
Its in a tumor, that's very painful, its very rare, its 3 cancers into 1
they already took it out once... and it came back.
The doctor said it was to late to take it out again.
Its not the perfect end to my life, but its all i can have..
I don't really know how much more time i have.
I used to be able to walk by myself, with out help.
I can't believe this happened to me... of all people.
It's be coming torture, they called in hospices.
This cant be good...
I'm in my own home, slowly dieing...
I really don't want to leave, I will leave so many loved ones behind..
So I think i will stay a little longer...
Its January, i now can't do anything by myself, i have to rely on family to help with
everything, my organs are starting to slowly shut down, its very painful to go through.
but my daughters birthday is coming soon... I'm not going to leave now... i don't want her
to be sad, on such a happy day.
I can't hold on much longer.
I'm now out of this misery, its feb. 2nd, and I'm finally free.
Free, of all this pain, and I'm healthy again, I can walk, with out hanging on to anything
or anyone, I can finally be independent again...
now no one cry for me, because i lived a full long life, and no longer in pain..
I love you all.
Love Grammy
Copyright © Cara Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Cara Steele Poem
her sad song of her life is unwritten, who would want to read it? nothing ever goes right,
everything is nothing but dark, just as dark as her past. she needs some one to bring in
the light, just so she can forget all of her wrongs of the past. she needs to be loved,
some one to call her own, she has been in nothing but controlling relationships,thats all
shes used to, when something comes along thats good, shes going to want to hold on to it.
and when it comes she will be waiting for it, with wide open arms.
Copyright © Cara Steele | Year Posted 2010
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