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Kassy Denman Poem
So you decided to take the one person i had in this life didnt ,matter what i did,
She was my everything,she gave me alife and brought me up , since i was a kid,
As I sat by her side i was forced to watvch her slip away,
As she drifted a part of me continued to die more and more everyday,
Just barley wrapped my headd arounnd her being gone and finally caught my breath, and again without warning you decided to take my daddy, my rock, my go to, my best friend,
He was mu protector, my only saftey, leaving me lost and terrified knowing my heart will never mend,
Its not fair i wanna know why? first my Grammy, then ,my Dad,
What have i done so wrong to uou God and what did i do to make you so terribly mad?,
As i held there cold cold hands and kissed there oh so cold cheek
I completley died inside no more feeling left i was just numb and extremely nasueas and weak,
For months i sat there on the edge of my bed paralyzed didnt matter what anyone said,
Trying everything i possibly could to try to accept that they actually were really dead,
As im clinging to life and struggling to find the will to breath, you once again decide to take someone very dear to me,
As if my granmmy and my dad wasnt enough you decide to also take my grandpa and mom too,
God you have taken my family, you have taken my whole life, every bit of support and love you have taken it all,
You left me here on this earth broken with 2 confused broken and lost kids i dont understand all this,I am strong but not this strong, this pain inside is far too much I wanna just close my eyes and blow away with the warmth of a kiss,
why me huh? what have i done to u to deserve this nightmare its too much, without a thought I fall apart by the sweetest simplest innocent touch,
WHY WHY WHY I WANT ANSWERS RIGHT NOW!
JUST WANNA KNOW WHY?
Copyright © Kassy Denman | Year Posted 2024
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ECHOS OF PAIN
I close my eyes and try my hardest to be strong and push past this pain,
but nothing seems to work, I cant do it I would rather walk right out in front of a train,
I need another hug, another priceless moment and another kiss goodbye,
I don't understand why did you leave me? Why did you have to go and die,
The more time that goes by, the more I'm hit with reality, and all I do is hold my head and cry,
My life is pointless I am miserable I hate it what did I do I deserve to know why
I have no outcome, no future, just uncontrollable tears; that hinder my soul daily and make my spirit weak,
I find myself paralyzed at times as i sit on my bed looking at the floor all the sudden I'm in a trans and get stuck like I'm some kind of weird freak,
Dad, … Grandma,.... you were my only go to's I had no matter what you always made sure i had absolutely no fears,
I am all out of fake smiles and laughs to let out,
I hate breathing and knowing I'm stuck here alive, I'm full of anger and pain my soul has nothing but doubt.
BY: KASSY DENMAN (10-28-2024)
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LOST AND ALONE
Days continue to pass me by and hours just come and go,
But there is this pain inside me that refuses to let me go,
This darkness seems to continue to get worse and worse,
Why me? this is a nightmare its like some kind of evil curse,
I'm broken and torn so lost and alone, this world we live in is so full of anger and hate,
Dad, i have been waiting for you to come for me,
While everyone wonders was it really suicide or was it just fate,
Its not like i will be missed by the family I thought that I truly once upon a time had,
I've always been a nothing to them because I'm different, honestly its extremely wrong and sad,
I am now ready dad for you to come for me and call me home,
I'm so sick of living this way i am so scared, lost, and alone
BY: KASSY DENMAN (11-09-2024)
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