ECHOS OF PAIN

ECHOS OF PAIN I close my eyes and try my hardest to be strong and push past this pain, but nothing seems to work, I cant do it I would rather walk right out in front of a train, I need another hug, another priceless moment and another kiss goodbye, I don't understand why did you leave me? Why did you have to go and die, The more time that goes by, the more I'm hit with reality, and all I do is hold my head and cry, My life is pointless I am miserable I hate it what did I do I deserve to know why I have no outcome, no future, just uncontrollable tears; that hinder my soul daily and make my spirit weak, I find myself paralyzed at times as i sit on my bed looking at the floor all the sudden I'm in a trans and get stuck like I'm some kind of weird freak, Dad, … Grandma,.... you were my only go to's I had no matter what you always made sure i had absolutely no fears, I am all out of fake smiles and laughs to let out, I hate breathing and knowing I'm stuck here alive, I'm full of anger and pain my soul has nothing but doubt. BY: KASSY DENMAN (10-28-2024)