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Anika Farjana Poem
I dreamt of growing
As I was drowning
life was blocked with stones
I was just a vessel that turned
Sincerity would bring love
I thought that's the rule of the world
I leaned on opacity with unsolicited words
I chose the disgrace with no rewards
The nights notched me with a sharp hilt
Days kept becoming dark till I quit
The days were filled with cold and looked so gray
Sometimes cant even remember the words and the day
A piece of paper wasn't the reason
Walked for miles with no destination
A part of me shielded all of the harms
I searched for love in the wrong arms
I became the center of the joke
How I left my life on the nook
I became a puppet of the show
The circus disgraced all my value
My soldiers were badly harmed
yet I sent them to combat
7 years passed
The war yet last
They didn't realise untill the end
How I kept losing for them
I achieved a death with no respect
I left the battle tired and refuted
I'm drowning yet
I accept my cruel fate
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Anika Farjana Poem
I see a tree in front of my window
It has a strong root on its bellow
It looks greener than tomorrow
Once it looked grey like sorrow
The sky looks bright again
My window is clear and unstrained
I see clouds smiling in the vain
Maybe the rain washed all the stain
As I'm walking in my feet
As I'm seeing all my deeds
As I'm hearing all the sounds
I touch the pace that is unbound
I smile through the beauty of nature
There's a version of me waiting in future
So I nurture the time that is immemorial
Because she might not feel all of its appeal
Just like today, tomorrow and the day after
I will walk with the memories I gather
There will be a part that is irresistible
There will be a chapter where I'm incapable
So I should smile a little more
I should hear the sea shore
Admiring the present isn't tough
Because I exist in the people I love
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Anika Farjana Poem
I heard a wind breezing in my ear
It took me to a time when I was young
I saw an willow tree bending with the wind
It took me to a time when thousand tears were shade
Every pain felt like a blade
A time when thousand rules were broke
A person I wanted to hold
A moment where nothing felt incomplete
Nothing was blue
Nothing was gray
Climbing through the roof I saw a bird
It flew to the people I used to love
It looked to the people for whom I starved
It met some people who lost me
It met some people whom I lost
It met some people I never lost
When It came back to me
Asked if I regret meeting them
How can I regret such a time when my youth ricocheted
See through me and you'll hear the voices
It's best among all of the noises
A song felt so good
Some people who weren't dead
Some memories that wasn't vanished
A glass which wasn't splited
An excuse where thousand reasons were given
Everything was shining
Because a version of me kept trying
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Anika Farjana Poem
Days are passing without any realization
My heart simpers with your imaginations
Something is stuck in my brain
Heart said I want to see you again
My window is filled with mist
The poetry told me to hold your wrist
When I stepped to that Room again
Realised I miss you often
Are you a rain of distress?
Or a rain of full of ease?
Whenever the drops touch my face
I get a reminder of your essence
Something kept making me empty
Maybe I want to see you in front of me
Drench me in a July rain
Tell me about all of your pain
I'm going through some hardest stuff
Yet I like you more than enough
Time keeps chasing our story
Everyone reminds us it's momentary
10 months are left to the termination
Just don't let this end in infatuation
I want to spend my Decembers with you
Hold my hands in a night full of snow
I want to try it with no remorse
Take me in and remove the curse
Don't let us go on vain
Set forth to your resilience
Hold on the time
Don't let us stuck in a poem
Prove me right before the weather gets more tough
Say you like me more than enough
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Anika Farjana Poem
An early summer air
Tasted very sweet and sour
They were singing a song
And I was dancing along
Surmising the weather
Playing truth and dare
Making memories everyday
Youth was served in a tray
Despite of storm or thunder
We all stayed with each other
The sun was smiling with us
Our heart was filled with warmth
We weren't living for a goal
We knew to live for the soul
We used to walk in that street
Where we shared thousands of stories
We weren't running after the life cycle
All we knew was to share a popsicle
In an early summer breeze
We wished the time to freeze
I wish I could rewind that summer
Where we weren't running for a future
I wish I could leave everything behind
And go back to live in that time
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Anika Farjana Poem
I see thousands of bodies everywhere
I try to find you in those snare
Someone I'm trying to find
Something that never leaves my mind
My silence defines your presence
My voice rises with your excellence
Someone that can make my eyes spark
For whom I'll wait till the lights become dark
From writers fiction to the kids rhyme
I tend to search you in every poem
I can tolerate every exhaustion
Just to see your ignition
The warmth mixed in air of summer
The essence of rain in sudden shower
You, the poetry that feels like archery
You, the illusion blurred in my memory
You, the one hold me on the stormy nights
You, who turned my dark days bright
The hands warm my skin in December
The eyes that I'll always remember
The smell I miss in the air
The face I love to stare
The steps I can hear from distance
The shoulders where I find reliance
I hold on to you even in my sleep
I remember you in my battles of grief
Our fate linked in a time frame
I love to wonder if you do the same
They say love finds you when you're ready
So embrace me when your steps are steady
Grab my hand when the time reach
Be a summer trip beside a beach
Find me when the weather is on your side
Hold me before I miss the last train of life
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On a shiny day
In a shiny afternoon
I saw you being so prudent
Your moss green t-shirt was your gradiant
Such a pretty thing
Who knew you'd be something
Every evening became a day dream
When you showed up in front of me
For a while
Just for a while
My haunted house felt like garden
With your steps only for a certain
Though you were so special
I knew our ending
Still I surmised we would be something
So many nights I spend to think
I could never make your mind sink
All the thoughts
All the regrets all the pains
Went on vain
Untill you showed up again
Just to remind me you're not mine
Just for a while
just for a while
I surmised we were something
Key-chains remind me of you
My November boy turned into a statue
Your voice still scramble my neck
But now I can't look back
I hope you can be happy with her
Even though my prayers doesn't matter
Just for a while
For the seck of a blindingly bright morning
I remembered your sign
I felt it would have been fine
If you were mine
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Anika Farjana Poem
We met again after a long hiatus
No one can guess a storm happed us
Finally we found the tomfool
I lost the game thinking I'm playing cool
You look so different
As if nothing ever happened
New air made you so confident
I never guessed she'd be someone relevant
The past doesn't haunt me anymore
Now that I leeched off the barricade from floor
In the end, I left the keychain
The hiatus made us strangers again
It turned out the sudden meeting didn't bother you at all
I'm pissed off how it ruined me in every night I recalled
The storm scattered my entire city
While you stayed intact sustaining your sanity
I can see the drift of every ride
I won't ever wonder about your side
I like the fact that we are strangers
You didn't deserve my valiant soldiers
Ending this with no regrets
Moving into a new city with Scarlets
I claimed the youth for your presence
You stayed self-reliant untill the end
My sleepless nights were filled with your memories
I washed everything so that my breaths can finally release
You stayed calm even when I bleeded
You left the place every time I needed
You repeated the past
You broke my trust
Still I breathed the air with noxious dust
After wandering for years I found the forest atlast
I won't mention November anymore
The ending has finally brought us the the shore
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Anika Farjana Poem
The sky is blue again
Nothing left for me to gain
I was so sure I'd get over
Yet I don't feel sober
I've left all of my hopes
My body is turning into a corpse
I can't see myself in the mirror
Being around people feels like a terror
I look so blue
My brain don't get any clue
I've tried to cross the bridge
My home feels too far to reach
Will I ever reach there?
Or I'll keep fighting with my fears
When will I become brave?
Or I'll take myself to the grave
Someone is trying to look at my state
But I'm already living in a casket
They say human needs something to precise
But happiness never comes without a price
My body is young but I feel so tired
I used to be brave but now I'm scared
I tried my best to erase the gray
I'm pulling myself every single day
My skin is fading
Feels like I'm shading
I've left all of my hopes
I'm turning into a corpse
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