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Megan Mcgill Poem
Under the rug it goes
So nobody else will know
Under the rug it goes
Safe, beneath trodding toes
Under the rug is safe
For an unspoken mistake
Under the rug there’s pain
And spitted, rotten, distain
Under the rug where secrets travel
The fibers insure, nothing unravels
Copyright © Megan McGill | Year Posted 2024
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Megan Mcgill Poem
When I found out you died I scrambled and panicked.
Not because you were gone, but needing proof of your presence.
I checked the last texts and tore up my bed
I want to
throw. up.
From the last words we said.
Your friends never knew because you kept me
From you.
But then you died.
Your efforts to compartmentalize your loved ones for fear of being seen..
Crashed
When you did.
You gave us no choice, leaving us alone.
Your sweet guarded soul,
childlish
but protective.
I want to push and shake you,
For being so reckless!
We came together though, after you left.
Your mom and sis did lanterns and
we almost burned down the sky,
You would’ve laughed so hard
while all of us cried.
I talked to your roomies, and their girlfriends too
Crazy how much we really all
loved you.
One night I drove up and sat on your bed.
Amelia let me in— it’s healing,
She said.
I took one of your hoodies, and it still smells like you’re here
Smothering into it, makes our love feel so pure.
I think about you always, and I’m still
So mad
and
Desperately sad.
You lived so fast.
Speeding until the end,
Surrounded by fire.
I pray you weren’t there, or at least
were unconscious
Because
Your pain ending in pain wouldn’t be right
It’s been two months and I still cuddle
your hoodie at night.
Copyright © Megan McGill | Year Posted 2024
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Megan Mcgill Poem
Loneliness lives in my bones.
People say get out of the house,
Be social and talk to a friend but
Crowds make it worse
Small talk sounds like chalkboard nails and
Sometimes..
I feel like
An alien invader outer-spacer
Hug evader
Human traitor
….Warmth betrayer.
Conversation is painful,
So pointless and empty.
99% of the time it makes me..
Cringe and
My legs hinge and
Voices buzz like bees around me and the air gets thick and sticky, I…
Fall to my knees, cover my ears try to cry out
but
I am alone.
Copyright © Megan McGill | Year Posted 2024
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Megan Mcgill Poem
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
Tried to follow Frost’s journey as far as I could.
Nah, f*** this, walking is terrible.
I stray off the paths
searching for something,
a little more bearable
I find a farmhouse and an old pesticide plane
At this point the road not taken by has gone down the drain
Steal the plane and now we fly
Through pink clouds and regretless skies
I jerk wide awake.. from my dreams,
And my pillows soften
my grounded screams.
Copyright © Megan McGill | Year Posted 2024
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Megan Mcgill Poem
You wanted me pure
But we both drooled poison.
We were,
Interwoven.
Since the first eye contact..deep stroke
when you asked me to bust
.. I
Melted with you.
Earned my trust mid thrust,
eyes on me saying:
“I’m cussing inside of you”
I was a fool.
We locked deep with our mouths and we sucked out our souls.
Two fallen angels, half of one whole
Copyright © Megan McGill | Year Posted 2024
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