Loneliness Lives In My Bones

Loneliness lives in my bones. People say get out of the house, Be social and talk to a friend but Crowds make it worse Small talk sounds like chalkboard nails and Sometimes.. I feel like An alien invader outer-spacer Hug evader Human traitor ….Warmth betrayer. Conversation is painful, So pointless and empty. 99% of the time it makes me.. Cringe and My legs hinge and Voices buzz like bees around me and the air gets thick and sticky, I… Fall to my knees, cover my ears try to cry out but I am alone.