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Charlene Depusoir Poem
Never thought this would be so hard
To realize I still love you only to know u may never be mine
Years have passed but the feelings are still the same
Misunderstandings and miscommunication are to blame
I wait for things to unfold unnaturally
I wish to open the door and cry in your arms faithfully
Longing to kiss you so beautifully
I never knew how much I missed you until I heard your voice
I wish now I was your choice
I wait for things to unfold unnaturally
The times we spent together
I will treasure for a lifetime
No one compares to you in my life
I wish we have forever
Sometimes I feel it's now or never
I wait for things to unfold naturally
I cry at night hoping you would hear me
I wonder despite everything if you feel the same way to
I want to walk hand in hand with you
I want to dance with you
I want to wake up next to you
I want you to have all of me
I want to have all of you
This time I have to wait for things unfold naturally
If we are truly meant to be, I know in my heart you will come back to me.
Copyright © Charlene Depusoir | Year Posted 2024
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Charlene Depusoir Poem
It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then
It's another to tell me you love me now
You leave me with all these feelings
N go about your life
Living your best life
Leaving me with these thoughts
It's not fair.
I wonder what if
I wonder could have been
I'm so angry
I'm so sad
I'm tired of thinking about you
I'm tired of crying about you
I'm tired of reaching out to you
I'm simply just tired
Believing
Hoping
Wishing
Sometimes I wish you never reached out
Sometimes I wish I never knew
Then I wouldn't wake up feeling hollow
Empty
Divided
I really thought you loved me
But now I feel like I'm your enemy
U say the words
But your actions don't match
Why did you bother coming back?
Just to fade into black
I finally had all my answers
But once again I have burning questions
Years have not changed
I believed you are still running game
You are still one of the same
You said you would never hurt me again
That was just another lie
It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then
It's another to tell me you love me now
Just go
Fade into black
Leave me alone
But the truth is I don't want you to go
I want you with me
I can't live in this uncertainty
But I can't continue to risk my sanity
This isn't enough
You are not a man
You're a ghost...
A figment of my imagination
Just fade into black
Fade into black......
Copyright © Charlene Depusoir | Year Posted 2024
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Charlene Depusoir Poem
For so many years I thought I was over you
But from the moment I heard your voice
I already knew
We caught up and reminisced on all the good times
We fought and cried over all the bad
We could pretend it was over
But in our hearts, we already knew
Until you confirmed your love was with someone else.
I tried my hardest to be happy for you
I tried my best to be your friend
But as much as I tried
I knew my heart was living a lie
I could only pretend so much
I miss your touch
I miss all of you
Deep inside of me.
My heart wants all of you, I can no longer pretend
I spend so many years thinking you didn't love me
That I wasn't enough of a woman for you
But then you told me u love me to
Your heart is torn in two.
I pretend that the words didn't hurt
I pretended I was more than okay
But since then I knew I wasn't the same
I don't even care to know her name
I thought what we shared was enough to bring you home
Back to me
But I was in denial selfishly.
Your heart and home was shared for someone else
I can no longer pretend this no longer hurts me
I know you may love me but u will never commit to me
The distance says it all
The writing is on the wall.
Why pretend when we both know this is the end
We can't say the words goodbye
Our feelings we both can't deny.
It goes beyond respect you have for her
I can pretend not to know the truth
She may be the one
I wish we were able to a build a family with my daughter and your son
I cry at night reaching out for you to hold me
But I wake up all alone
Your last name will never be mine to call my own
I can' no longer pretend
I don’t know what else to think
But I think we both know you made up your mind
If the love's already gone it's not fair to lead me on
If your heart's not in it
I won't ask you to come back to me
I can no longer pretend
After all these years, our story has come to a bitter end.
Copyright © Charlene Depusoir | Year Posted 2024
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