Fade Into Black

It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then It's another to tell me you love me now You leave me with all these feelings N go about your life Living your best life Leaving me with these thoughts It's not fair. I wonder what if I wonder could have been I'm so angry I'm so sad I'm tired of thinking about you I'm tired of crying about you I'm tired of reaching out to you I'm simply just tired Believing Hoping Wishing Sometimes I wish you never reached out Sometimes I wish I never knew Then I wouldn't wake up feeling hollow Empty Divided I really thought you loved me But now I feel like I'm your enemy U say the words But your actions don't match Why did you bother coming back? Just to fade into black I finally had all my answers But once again I have burning questions Years have not changed I believed you are still running game You are still one of the same You said you would never hurt me again That was just another lie It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then It's another to tell me you love me now Just go Fade into black Leave me alone But the truth is I don't want you to go I want you with me I can't live in this uncertainty But I can't continue to risk my sanity This isn't enough You are not a man You're a ghost... A figment of my imagination Just fade into black Fade into black......