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How I Feel

The way i feel is weird 
I feel death coming very near 
I feel this dark feeling 
I think i stop breathing 
When I cry it rains blood 
But my pain feels like mud 
I feel sad 
But at the same time I feel mad 
I don't know what to do 
I feel like a foo 
i feel black
I think i stared bleeding from my back 
I feel dead 
I just want to get blast in the head 
The way i really feel is emo 
And my emotions won't help it

Copyright © sofia Aguilar | Year Posted 2010



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Going Numb

I think I'm going numb 

Going numb

Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances

I'm going numb,
I rather drown my pain with rum,
I rather be your emotion support but not your life support,
I rather let you be my Rose while you see me drown,
You knew danm well you were the king to my thrown,
But sadly I was blind to see your where trying to help me,
Sorry to say I'm heartless I was just too scared to be broken,
Im sorry I made you believe on forever and always,
But I know sorry doesn't fix these when it already turned into ashes,

Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances

Understand it wasn't you but my issues,
I tend to fight with my thought and its still continues,
I know you think its a dumb excuse,
But understand if I still stick around you will end up emotionally abuse,
I never meant to hurt you but please don't feel used,
I'm the one confuse,
Who needs to improve,
I know your going under solitude,
Look at our picture feeling really blue,
Looking for a remedy for your heartache,
I apologize for all of my mistake,
When in reality I thank god we crossed this pathway,
Now I'm driving drunk going 90 on the fast lane,

Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances

Copyright © sofia Aguilar | Year Posted 2020

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The devil points and laughs,
While my thoughts are getting darker,
Don't know if to sleep or drown in cheap medication,
The devil is coming in my head ,
What the heck! I don't see his warrant,
His ready to raid my mind,
Can't this wait til the morning?,

Who am I kidding? I rather be chilling,
I rather be gone without a trace,
I'm lost in space,
Let the black hole trap my light,
The air is getting thicker,
I'm not willing to end the fight,
Please arrest my mind ,
Since my mind is my killer,
What's the point of hiding ,
When my smile is dying,
Someone call the doctor,
Because I'm turning into a monster,

Looking at the mirror all I saw was a lost soul,
All she was looking for was for something they stole,
It wasn't her fault it was just bad timing,
Left her with scars,
While he was denying,
Couldn't call herself a girl,
He left her thoughts in swirls,
1 petal 2 petals 3 petals 4
Her beauty was gone and her soul turn into a dark hole,
Dig me a grave and consider me dead,
Lay me in the ground and tell the demon she was never found,
Insomnia,darkness and depression,
Are my only friends,
The medication and drug don't seem to work,
What's the point of these therapy session,
Since the only thing I'm doing is talking to myself in a different room,
I'm constantly fighting with myself,
What's my life lesson?
Never trust a human with your expectation.


Copyright © sofia Aguilar | Year Posted 2020