Going Numb

I think I'm going numb Going numb Im going numb to an emotion called depression, I raped you with my words which was very effective, I guess I was blind, When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances I'm going numb, I rather drown my pain with rum, I rather be your emotion support but not your life support, I rather let you be my Rose while you see me drown, You knew danm well you were the king to my thrown, But sadly I was blind to see your where trying to help me, Sorry to say I'm heartless I was just too scared to be broken, Im sorry I made you believe on forever and always, But I know sorry doesn't fix these when it already turned into ashes, Im going numb to an emotion called depression, I raped you with my words which was very effective, I guess I was blind, When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances Understand it wasn't you but my issues, I tend to fight with my thought and its still continues, I know you think its a dumb excuse, But understand if I still stick around you will end up emotionally abuse, I never meant to hurt you but please don't feel used, I'm the one confuse, Who needs to improve, I know your going under solitude, Look at our picture feeling really blue, Looking for a remedy for your heartache, I apologize for all of my mistake, When in reality I thank god we crossed this pathway, Now I'm driving drunk going 90 on the fast lane, Im going numb to an emotion called depression, I raped you with my words which was very effective, I guess I was blind, When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances