Going Numb
I think I'm going numb
Going numb
Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances
I'm going numb,
I rather drown my pain with rum,
I rather be your emotion support but not your life support,
I rather let you be my Rose while you see me drown,
You knew danm well you were the king to my thrown,
But sadly I was blind to see your where trying to help me,
Sorry to say I'm heartless I was just too scared to be broken,
Im sorry I made you believe on forever and always,
But I know sorry doesn't fix these when it already turned into ashes,
Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances
Understand it wasn't you but my issues,
I tend to fight with my thought and its still continues,
I know you think its a dumb excuse,
But understand if I still stick around you will end up emotionally abuse,
I never meant to hurt you but please don't feel used,
I'm the one confuse,
Who needs to improve,
I know your going under solitude,
Look at our picture feeling really blue,
Looking for a remedy for your heartache,
I apologize for all of my mistake,
When in reality I thank god we crossed this pathway,
Now I'm driving drunk going 90 on the fast lane,
Im going numb to an emotion called depression,
I raped you with my words which was very effective,
I guess I was blind,
When I know your where my guidance but now I'm living in a cold world without any chances
Copyright © Sofia Aguilar | Year Posted 2020
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