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Michael Holtmann Poem
Spring Time
Time of Warmth
Time of Happiness
Time of New Start
We frolic around
Picknick in fields
Swim in pools
Cooling down in Autumn
Comes time of change
Time for thanks
Reasons to celebrate
yet comes Winter
A dark beast arising from hibernation
making it colder
and colder
Days go into hiding
Getting shorter
and shorter
Darker and darker
Greens warmth
Life and Joy
Replaced with white and cold
Death and Decay
We curl up for warmth
For Support through the shivers
For some get lonelier and lonelier
Until Spring again
Bringing warmth with it
In it's time f warmth
Time of happiness
Time of new-start
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
Truth ought to be taught
The triumphs of good to evil
Heroes and bad guys
But we are all now so polarized
Gone are the days of the black and white truth
But instead it’s that of the Red and Blue
For truly, it’s the triumphs of evil to good
And bad guys
and more bad guys
Covered by the sands of time
Emerging is the popular truth written by the Victors
Leaving even losing sides to the hands of bias
So, If truth ought to be taught
What truly is the truth?
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
I see you everyday
From the halls of the school
In the real world
To the deep recesses of my mind
I see you in the warm embrace of two people
I see you in the morning sky
The midnight moon
I see you meet people
Bring people together
And leave people
I’ve seen you in pain
In Joy
Smiling and laughing
Frowning and down
I remember your eyes
The sent of your hair
The warm glow of your skin
Your warm embrace
Everyday, I remember all these things
See all these things
Hear them all
Miss them all
What do I feel?
I feel the pain
The sorrow
The hurt
I miss your presence in my life
The joy you brought in the mornings
When I looked forward to your presence
I walk nervously
I put on a stern face
And push you down
I push the emotions down
And down
And down
Until it bursts back up
And it comes back in a flood
A Flood of pain
Hurt
Sorrow and mourn
Nobody will ever see it
Nobody cares about it
Their all off with you
Enjoying your presence
Your being
And purpose
The important purpose you bring in life
The purpose of bringing pure
Innocent new beings to this world
To get back up and look for you again
Seems futile
Seems like it’ll always be a failure
But I’ve got to
Because you are not permanent
You will not wait for me
You will always move on
And you are always ready to take me back
You’re always there to help me meet new people
To bring me together with another person
Just for us to leave each other again
I see you everywhere
But never can I find you
And when I do, you don’t stick around for long
So tell me why
That on today, Valentines day
Where I will see you everywhere I go
That I cannot find you
I cannot find love
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
A joy!
A joy!
A joy to the world
Born October 27th
A Joy!
A joy!
To my baby cousin
Of 2 years old
What a joy
When i see him I smile
For he is the new world life
He is the world's new innocents
When I see him my struggles go away
Struggles and pains
Which would only Taint that his brightness
Which would kill that innocents
A joy!
A joy!
Such innocents as to inspire hope
So as to inspire others to bring the same light to the world.
So please
O Please
Keep the gleam in your eye
The Gleam that can lead others in the dark
And as you do
Don’t waste your strengths
Don’t waste it on picking the same baggage up every day
For if you do
It will become yours
Weighing you down and down
Use that gleam to help others
Carefully carry others baggage with them
And help them to carry it on their own
All so that one day
When a new joy
New innocents will enter the world
You too will appreciate
That which you’ve brought to the world
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2024
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Michael Holtmann Poem
live today not tomorrow
keep going through the hard times
for, it will be over soon.
This is key to living a happy
successful life,
and I cannot wait to put it to the test
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
I sleep
And sleep
And I push the alarm away
I open my eyes and go about my day
Readying for the dance
Picking up and carrying my bags
Walking to the venue
Arriving at the door
I feel the buzz of my phone in pocket
And I open it and see your picture notification
Pushed in my face are new pictures
New pictures of you and your new boo
The taunting words I can hear you say
Can you see the difference!?
Will you too be at the dance?
And I enter anxious
I enter alone
And I sit isolated from the others
When my alarm goes off again
I open my eyes
And I’m shaken
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
At dinner you sat
With phone in hand
Leaving no room for me
in your attention span
I got up
And came back
In active conversation you sat
With your friend on her phone
And a call on top of that
He came in a flash
Greeting you both
When he sat down for a peer to peer talk
I talked it up with him,
he was one of the guys
Someone I knew for telling boyfriends lies
We left and we hugged
He took you both home
Leaving me standing as if I had just gotten stoned
We talked only twice more
Once the next day
The second was was a whole other foyer
Two weeks later
You called seeking attention
An attempt that I gave zero exemption
For this was cyclical in nature
Where you’d mess up
Say something
And I’d make it better
But here I was done
I put my foot down
Breaking the cycle
Shooting you down
I wanted to wait
till after Christmas
But you gave me no choice
And i’m sure you think me senseless
But still it does stand
I was too understanding
I gave you everything
And you gave me nothing
And in the end
Tried as you might
To paint me the bad guy
So I allotted you that right
I meant every word that I said
From down in my heart
Because I was over tip toeing
I gave you words that were tart
From the bottom of my phone
I’ll read it aloud
Where I said: “... Good bye, for good this time”
You said “... Good bye and don’t even answer”
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2024
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Michael Holtmann Poem
This isn't happening
Why would it happen
Today of all days
I want to pound the dash
Pound the table
Break something
It couldn't have happened
How can I do better
I feel like I can't and I won't
I would do anything so I don't have to
So I don't have to worry about doing better
Because to do better would be a disservice
A disservice to memory
I can't do better
I need to cry
But to cry is to fail and shout
"I CANNOT MOVE ON
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW"
it would admit
That it happened
And it hurt
But it did happen
And it does hurt
It will always hurt
But I can live
I can move on
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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Michael Holtmann Poem
I miss you
I wish I could hold you
That I could hug you
Again
I wish I could make it all better
And make it last forever
Whether it's love
Whether it's the need to comfort
Or to fix
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You make me want to share everything
But I'm scared
I'm scared to be hurt again
Not just to be stabbed by your heart again
But by anyone else's
By My own
To fall upon my own blade
Would be worse the suicide
It would be torture
I wish I could have more time
More time to learn
To learn truly what I feel
Whether it's love or the need to comfort
Because I miss you
I want to hold you
I want to hug you
And if I can
I will never let go again
And I will make it last forever
Copyright © Michael Holtmann | Year Posted 2023
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