To love

I see you everyday From the halls of the school In the real world To the deep recesses of my mind I see you in the warm embrace of two people I see you in the morning sky The midnight moon I see you meet people Bring people together And leave people I’ve seen you in pain In Joy Smiling and laughing Frowning and down I remember your eyes The sent of your hair The warm glow of your skin Your warm embrace Everyday, I remember all these things See all these things Hear them all Miss them all What do I feel? I feel the pain The sorrow The hurt I miss your presence in my life The joy you brought in the mornings When I looked forward to your presence I walk nervously I put on a stern face And push you down I push the emotions down And down And down Until it bursts back up And it comes back in a flood A Flood of pain Hurt Sorrow and mourn Nobody will ever see it Nobody cares about it Their all off with you Enjoying your presence Your being And purpose The important purpose you bring in life The purpose of bringing pure Innocent new beings to this world To get back up and look for you again Seems futile Seems like it’ll always be a failure But I’ve got to Because you are not permanent You will not wait for me You will always move on And you are always ready to take me back You’re always there to help me meet new people To bring me together with another person Just for us to leave each other again I see you everywhere But never can I find you And when I do, you don’t stick around for long So tell me why That on today, Valentines day Where I will see you everywhere I go That I cannot find you I cannot find love