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1 back injury
2 back surgerys
3 pain pills
1 muscle relaxer
1 depression pill
1 drop foot
1 brace to wear
0 dollars in the bank account
1 job lossed
26,000 dollars settled for
1 attorney whos weird
1 lawsuit
3 more pain pills
24 hours of pain
5 doctors seen
1 surgeon who cut me open
2 metal rods
16 staples in my back
7 days in the hospital
100,000's of dollars that work comp paid out
Still I'm stuck with 1 big headache that doesn't seem to end
All from 1 5second mistake at work
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Another set of Angel wings was delivered today
As Jesus walked my mother through them Pearly Gates
And even though I cried so hard
I knew she was better off
She didn't have to suffer in pain
She could finally be set free again
God gave her her wings
As Jesus called her home
She is still loved and missed
But at least she's still here in the mist
Takeing my hand in troubled times
Guiding me from wrong to right
Another set of wings were delivered today
As Jesus called my mother home
She's an Angel in Heaven now
And I know she's always around
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As I try to write this poem,
I find:
13 stuck keys
1 jammed space bar
5 upside down numbers
8 miss spelled words
3 missing letters
1 reason I didn't finish
And thats why I didn't write this poem
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As I clean my closet,
I find:
3 homework assignments
10 rubberbands
5 dirty socks (were is the sixth)
8 unhung shirts
6 pairs of pants
9 magazines
1 pair of glasses
3 unpaid tickets(jail time there)
1 broken camera
and the reason it's all still in the closet
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I talked to God today
Something I haven't done in an age
See I had a change of heart today
I wanted to be saved
I am not sure how it works
When I've gone so long
Not believeing in him
Not seeing his ways
Yet I talked to God today
And told him I was sorry
For strolling my own way
I had sinned and I knew that
I asked for his forgiveness
So I could get into Heaven
When my time had come
I let him know I loved him
I knew he was there for me
Cause I am his child
I finally had my wake up call
As I talked to God today
All I wanted to do was change
I was heading back to church
I was changeing my ways
No more sins
Jesus is my Lord
My father
My leader
And he is who I have chose to follow
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Jesus called you home today
Said your time was up
Please walk this way
Follow him through the Pearly Gates
As you step through Heaven's Door
Please remember these few words
Mother I will miss you so
I'm sorry you had to go
You were only 49 years old
But your time on Earth was done
Now it was time for you to be an Angel
I know you'll be there to watch out for me
Like you were when you where here
I am happy though
You don't have to suffer from the cancer and stroke
Jesus took your hand and lead you home
Showed you a new life to live
Even though you are truely missed
I know theres holes in the floor of Heaven
And your my guardian Angel
Watching out for me through my troubled times
You are still my guiding light
I love you mom but know its time
Cause Jesus called you home today
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12 Jurys
1 Judge
1/2 a chance walking free tonight
10 years
1 pen
5 years probation
2,000 dollar fine
1 man waiting to hear
1 attorney tring to get him free
2 court dates up ahead
15 minutes for lunch
2 times I've got sick
1 crime committed
1 chance to go home
3 hours the verdicts in
10 years of my life
Time to serve for 1 crime committed
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I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
I'm watching myself fall apart, and I'm loseing control
Everything I once knew seems like a big lie
Every dream I once had has crumbled before my very eyes
It seems I have nothing left in life
All I can do is sit here and watch myself fall apart
All I can do is lose control
I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
It seems I have noone left to turn to
Nobody is there for me to reach out to
My life is self destructing, and I'm loseing control
I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
I have lost everything that seems important to me
It's like my whole world has shattered before my eyes
And I am locked up with no end to the maddness here
My mind wont stop raceing even though I say stop
I am cracking so fast I so didn;t see it comeing
I wish someone could help me with this
But I don't know where to turn, or what to do
I need to stop the maddness
I am cracking
Cracking way to fast
Am I on the verge of a nervous break down here
Please someone help!!!!!
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Angry at the world
Beging to feel it inside
Can't change the way I feel
Don't know what to do any longer
Easier it becomes as days go by
Forgetting to care anymore
Going crazy inside
Holding on to nothing
I can't take much more
Just leave me alone to cry
Keep away from me please
Lonely is what I am
Might not hold on much longer
Not going totry
Out of time almost
Perfect someones here to help
Quit starring like I have a disease
Right way to step forward
Starting all over today
Takeing a new look at life
Under all this pressure I'll still change
Victory is almost mine
Waiting to see the improvements
X marks the day
You even notice the change
Zonks this is it I'm finally free!!
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Christina
Friend,sister,aunt and niece
Sister of Charles, Lonnia and Donna
Lover of poetry, friends, and family
Who feels angry, depression, and fear
Who fears failure,hate,and life
Who would like to see Florida,Arizonia and Texas
Resident of Humansville, Missouri
Beeler
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