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Brother Sister Siblings Parents

Brothers, Sister, siblings, parents,
It makes me question what they decide, 
the thought about having nothing yet full of pride,
Then having everything taken, a loss that's always been mistaken,
A life full of lies,
Promises unkempt
A selfish demise,
Have your back,
Then stab you instead,
We laid our beds,
Now we lay our heads,
Brother,
The strong, yet anguished and full of hatred,
And sister who can't feel a thing but sacred,
Disappears like the moon when the sun arises,
Things aren't the way they should be,
But broken and sedated to the world outside of four walls and a mind that can't decide the decisions that must be made, we were never taught
Really it's a shame
To take care of others but when we can't we take the full blame,
Siblings,
When you have nothing you try to give the world,
Except when the world doesn't exist, you can only blame
Others around you that hold that same name,
Parents
No one knows of where we came just so many of us yet a stranger with a familiar face. 
Brother, sister, siblings, parents
All in all we hate being the same.

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Lonliness In Oblivion

Secretly I wish I could disappear,
Beyond the gander that is oblivion,
Between the before and after,
No one missing me, there wouldnt be a disaster

Just silence, no justice,
Just nothing in a place of wonder,
Would you then be happier,

A world of laughter in place of sorrow,
Or Would you still suffer in a world of tomorrow,
To find me gone in the shallow,

Forever, forever,
Promised forever,
Promised for something better,
Gone by the wind,

Lost between the line,
You will find better,
You are a trend setter,
In a world of followers
Around beauty and flowers,

Forever, forever,
how I wish your love is eternal,
a happily ever after,

Cease the day and welcome the tomorrow,

Together, we are the sun, together we are one,

Tomorrow tomorrow just wait til tomorrow, you'll see it gets better
Says everyone ever.

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How a Daughter Should

Tired of trying,
Tired of lying,
Tired of hearing it's not your fault,
Stop stalling,
Stop calling,
Every missed text,
Every missed message,
Do not reply it's not worth her time,
It's not worth the energy,
You dont hear her cry,
Just hear the waves,
Switch the blame,
Go the way you came,
Boom your gone once again.
Child is the mother,
Mother as the child,
Failed attempt at motherhood,
Failed attempt of way a daughter should,
Be held,
Be cared,
In the end all you hear,
Forgive and repent,
Relive, please sit,
A love of a mother is 'priceless',
How could you forget,
The heartbreak and the pain,
Play again the blame game,
Stop caring theirs no point,
Hide your tears girl, you have no shame,
Take the weight,
Accept your fate,
Recycled youth where does she relate,
A girl who lost, and tried but it cost, her sanity feel something, anything but the knife you twist,
Switched on youre back again,
Switch cold,
She doesnt care,
It's not fair,
But is expected to share,
A life of agony and what could have been if you were there.

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Grey Lines Borderline

Between happiness and depression
My age and it's regression,
The signs of borderline
The grey lines between emotions
Inaudible anger, hidden sadness, with a hint of secret regression, 
Filled with shame that has me stressing,
Who am I and what is my name,
What if everything bad I was to blame,
The faceless, and nameless things to be said,
Grey Lines between the living and the dead,
Feeling all emotions or nothing instead,
Just wishing this pain will vanish, and be put to bed,
Grey lines, like clouds on the skyline
Where does one begin, and the other ends,
What's the point, 'everything' says a voice, 
"nothing" says another,
like a angel and devil on my shoulder,
All or nothing.

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No More Mrs Nice Guy

My Heart,
My mind,
You thought you could take it,
My life,
My time,
Yeah, you thought you could twist it,
-And now it's ov-er,
No more Mrs. Nice guy
Time to say goodbye,
Holding onto empty promises,
You don't even cross my mind,
Go ahead and be happy with that new guy,
Act like you're happy,
Baby pretend to hate me
But in the end,
My heart, 
My mind,
You thought you could take it,
My life,
My time,
Yeah, you thought you could twist it,
-And now it's ov-er,
No more Mrs. Nice Guy,
I once thought I could trust you,
At least til you left,
You seemed like it was me,
Falling in your mess,
Of lies,
like a black widow in disguise,
But now it's done and gone,
You were always the one,
But,
My heart,
My mind,
You thought you could take it,
My life,
My time,
Yeah you thought you could twist it, (Like a knife)
and now it's ov-er,
No more Mrs. Nice Guy,
 I didn't even want a relationship, 
I was only looking for companionship,
You came to me,
You got this all twisted,
Now I'm done blaming myself for all this,
My heart,
My mind,
You thought you could take it,
My life,
My time,
Yeah, you thought you could twist it,
But now it's all over,
No more Mrs. Nice Guy.

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Homewrecked

There once was a girl,
Her life in a whirl,
As she questioned her life,
And all she could do was ask herself why,
Why did she deserves such strife,
For love and for security,
Her purity became dirtied,
And wished she could end it with a sharp bladed knife.
Good bye, love
Good bye, sadness,
Good bye everything she was once handed,
Good bye stress, I must confess you are the last one I shall miss
What is a world without beauty,
What is life without some security,
A roof over my head and food in my belly,
Is now a luxury instead of a need,
So I get on my knotted steed and jump into the heavens,
I take my last breath,
My dear home wreckers,
Was it worth it in the end?

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Struggle til we die

They say we struggle til we die,
If that's the case I don't want to fight to stay alive,
Feels like a crime,
Stealing money from our pockets the government doesn't leave us a dime,
Homelessness is at an all time high,
Yet Trudeau fills the media with all his lies,
Bring in the democracy,
Where's the inaccuracy,
We are worst off now than the great depression,
The people are getting worse with regression,
It's easier to by alcohol and drugs then food or a roof over our heads,
A fire in our hearts is dying,
As well as our want to live
No one wants to work when it doesn't do a dent,
They think it's easy paying off rent,
Landlords squeeze you for everything you don't have and expect you to repent,
They say we struggle til we die,
That's life,
I don't think I can take another strife,
I don't want to die,
But I'm not surviving,
I'm six feet in debt,
How are we supposed to pay,
I don't want to stay,
But there's no hope for the poor,
And to care for others is a chore when you have nothing to give,
They say we struggle til we die,
So here I lie in the debt of a ditch,
 wishing to be buried and just get it over with.

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Hi My Name Is Depression

Hi my name is depression
I make days feel like years with only filled with sadness,
Oh you want motivation
Let me take that all away and show you nothing brings you redemption
Happiness what's that?
Stay in bed it hurts less,
What's that despair?
 of course that happens when nothing is worth it in the lair 
Of darkness everything is much better, it's quiet
Let's face it
Hi
My name is depression lose all happy thoughts and leave the rest broken,
Thats my obsession,
The love and hope comes probably in a different dimension,
Laughter and joy comes never in this lifetime,
Just fear and anxiety,
Knowing there's so many other things that you could be doing,
Hi my name is depression
I'll make your life feel like such a prison
Listen there's no point in living it's all an illusion
Foolish your all foolish
Nothing meant to be no fate in existing
That's my preference? 
No 
Hi my name is depression and I will kill you and or wish you were dead, 
I'll fill you with dread 
Make you broken
Make you feel like your insane,
Lose your mind when there's nothing to gain,
I hate it here and now so do you
Because hi my name is depression and now you have nothing to care about or lose.

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Letter To Myself

Hey it's you from your past, looking into the future.

How's it going I've been sittin in whirl wind of thoughts

Like how far will I go and how much will it cost,

Taken step by step but how long will it last before it is my last,

How we doin did we finally find security, did we ever find peace,
 almost living on the streets care to be relieved or is something I can never reach

I'm writing a letter to myself
And I just need to know
Where will I end up
Where will I go

Life is a mystery 
A world of wonder
Makes me really think
How much does it rain before thunders

When will the sun come out
When will the rainbow glow

I'm writing a letter to myself
Writing this to give you a little bit of help.
As a kid I wondered Where will I end up
& Why 
 I never felt like enough

A letter to wish you well
A love letter that lasts forever 
As time will tell. 
I'm writing you a letter
& I'm wishing you well

Life is crazy 
That we know
It's alright we'll find a way to grow

There's a future as I write this letter

I'm writing a letter to myself
And I just need to know
Where will I end up
Where will I go

Peace of mind
Lose track of time
As I

I'm writing a letter to myself
And I just need to know
Where will I end up
Where will I go

Thanks for holding on and never letting go
Sincerely your past.
As I write this letter to myself.
I might not know where I'll end up or where I will go but I know we'll make it through.
So I just want to say.
Thank you.

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Happily Never After

Did you ever hear those voices that tell you he's gone,
his love has vanished but just move on,
The bed you shared has become a place of loneliness, 
and everything has become your own,
Yet he's still there, just not for you as you work hard for him, but the more you try the more you lose,..hope
that he will come back, and say the three words you so deeply yearn for, but instead,
he says sorry...Instead of an embrace you get nothing, instead of holding you close he ignores you because he has better things to spend his time than fixing an unwanted broken mess.
But, you just wanted to feel close, for him to look you in the eyes and say everything is fine and I love you, I'm sorry, let me hold you while everything feels like it's falling apart but I promise it isn't, 
but instead, you sit here alone, instead your questioning everything you have ever known, about him, who is he, the man you loved for eight in a half years feels like a stranger,
So you sit here alone and say nothing as your heart shatters, and keep it to yourself after that because no one needs to know the insecure days have how your brain copes,
Maybe it's better this way,
Maybe even on the best of days isn't worth the pain after,
Maybe it's your fault,
You can't even look him in the eye and say all this because it truly doesn't matter,
Because if it did he would be with you instead of pretending you don't exist.
Happily, Never, After.