Grey Lines Borderline

Between happiness and depression My age and it's regression, The signs of borderline The grey lines between emotions Inaudible anger, hidden sadness, with a hint of secret regression, Filled with shame that has me stressing, Who am I and what is my name, What if everything bad I was to blame, The faceless, and nameless things to be said, Grey Lines between the living and the dead, Feeling all emotions or nothing instead, Just wishing this pain will vanish, and be put to bed, Grey lines, like clouds on the skyline Where does one begin, and the other ends, What's the point, 'everything' says a voice, "nothing" says another, like a angel and devil on my shoulder, All or nothing.