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Everyone around me seems to pass me
By with out a good morning good evening
Goodbye one ignores me when her friends
Are here the other one ditches me and
Fallows them around no wonder why i'm
Left to drowned i'm sick of being treated like
S*** if this is how a family acts i'm out whats
The point of walking about a world i'm just
Ignored just to be bored i want to stay but
It feels like i am being pushed away or i am
Only good enough when they have no one else
Around to use and then when someone is here
Ditch and then disappear i was happy today but
Now i'm not what i was happy about s*** i forgot
by cortney stone
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i'm hurting right now this is like a blog except i haven't quite found out how to work some of
those yet but i'm a foster kid my mom abandoned me when was 10 she doped me off at a
gas station and left me there about 2 or 3 hours later my dad came to pick me up and i went
to live with him i no mom and my dad is the biggest jerk in the world i just recently stoped
that relationship a day before his birthday and boy is he punishing me i he basically
abandoned me to even if i wanted to start a relationship again i don't think he would i want
ready i had been through alot he was in prison most of my life and i never saw my mom
cause she was always bar hopping never taking care of he kids i have 7 sisters and 3
brothers and i'm the oldest 15
well on the 10th of September but i'm close poetry is all i have i'm diagnosed with
Depression it sucks thats why i have sad poems sorry. my dad wont let me see my sisters or
my brother it sucks and i miss them sooo much i have to force myself to eat and its hard to
sleep it sucks but thats just me i cant go 1 day without crying i'm a recovering alcoholic the
world sucks but i'm in it and i have to be strong and deal with it thats just the way it is ive
never lived in one place for over to years so ive lived in pretty much every place in
Wisconsin lol it sucks why am i telling u this because i want you to know why my poems are
the way they are i'm not insane in just cortney theres alot of stuff that has happed to me
some ill never forget thanks for reading my poems
love cortney stone
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I picked up a new addiction today
I found it suddenly on my way is
White and powdered angel winds
Fills my mind with crazy things
I take a straw and suck it up and
Feel like i can find a place to set
My worries and ease the pain im
Not tired to tell you the truth i am
Totally wired now my high is slowing
Down my worries and pain are comming
Back around what was the point of getting
High now all i can do is sit and cry these
Drugs i use to ease the pain are messing
My life up and drivind me insaine i dont need
It anymore im done my pain and suffering is
Somthing i will overcome.
by cortney stone
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I looked at you and smiled the other day
I thought you would see me but you didn't
I said i love you to say it back to me
I thought you would hear me but you didn't
I needed you to talk you my thoughts to share
I thought you want to but you didn't
When you raised your hand and hit me
I screamed for you to stop
I thought you'd hear me but you didn't
you never really ever listened to me dad
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my beauty my strength through my lips
and through my veins you broke my heart
i killed my brain and to this day you still
remain my love my life my heart that
KNIFE
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No matter how hard i try its never good enough
no matter how hard i fight i'm never strong enough
no matter how hard i sing i'm never the best
no matter how hard i study i cant past that test
no matter how hard i scream you never listen to me
no matter how hard i try to be what you want me to be
its never good enough for you
So when an i ever gonna be good enough for you dad
how many nights do i have to spend sad and alone
all because you wont pick up the phone how many
time will i let this go on before i am
GONE
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I pick up a pen and stert to write
There is no point of trying to win
This fight its her doughter she knoes
Whats best im just a foster ill never
Pass that test or meet up to that
Expectation iv never had a mother
Figure to show me right from wrong
All mine have drank and partied there
Life away and left me at gass stations
Never stayed right now i feel so alone
All i can do is pick up the phone and
Call amy because im unsure of my
Next move...
by cortney
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I wonder
what i could do
or say
to make you like me...
I wonder
what or who
I need to be
to be yours...
I wonder
when just being me
will be enough...
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lonley but alone Mistaken
By my own mistakes can not
Talk without being talk in to
Missing but missing him lost
But unfound weak but getting
Stronger sad but making it that
Way people listen but runaway
they never listen when i say stay
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Choking wheezing kicking screaming
slowly deepening into uncontiousness
drowning rope shots guns hearts
and hopes fathers daughters and
moms high schools homecomings
and proms they all stair me in the
face like i'm a big disgrace but it
could all end if i make the choice
to live without a body or voice as
a figure that walks among the died
and watch as people just turn there
head see all the people cry and
wonder why but its all my choice if
i want to make it that way i just have
to not use my VOICE
by cortney stone
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