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Kim Langley Poem
Pure hatred has consumed me,
both my mind and my soul.
The fire that burns within me
has taken control.
It’s not a need for vengeance
or trying to right a wrong,
but a desire to find the peace within me,
that once was so strong.
The power of love can fill you
with hope of what might be,
and every happy dream
becomes a real possibility.
The hole that’s left engulfs you,
when that gets taken away
and creates a space for evil
to come inside and stay.
The morbid thoughts often scare me
and I’m afraid of who I am.
This person I’ve become,
I just don’t understand.
It was one act of betrayal
that changed me to the core.
I wish I could go back to
the me I was before.
Copyright © Kim Langley | Year Posted 2022
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Kim Langley Poem
I fell into a spiral
and it seems there’s no way out.
Strength is leaving my body
all hope replaced by doubt.
I think what broke my heart,
crept into my soul as well.
My mind just goes in circles
and I’m trapped in this living hell.
The strangest thing I’ve noticed
after being here so long,
is that I’m starting to believe
this might be where I belong.
Anxiety and depression
are like a double gypsy curse.
The harder you fight to get out
makes the waves seem even worse.
Trying hard to keep from drowning,
but still wanting to let go.
One minute begging God to take you,
in the next minute screaming no.
I finally started building
huge walls inside my mind.
Not even wanting to peer over,
afraid of what I’d find.
Copyright © Kim Langley | Year Posted 2022
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