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Rebecca Howard Poem
She was my sister, so pretty so strong
She made me feel as though I belonged
She sang to me of angels and god
She came to me whenever I called
But then one day an evil overtook
My loving sister I found as she shook
I found her one day on her bedroom floor
A bottle of pills and needles unsure
With tears in her eyes she told me one thing
That I was her hero
She asked me to sing
The song that I sung was of angels and god
But this one last time it was me that she called
And with one last hard breath
She breathed no more
And she died right there on her bed room floor
I started to scream I stood just to fall
My mother came running and was shocked at what she saw
She picked up the phone and called 911
With tears in her eyes she told what she saw
Only minutes later we heard the sirens near
The doctors rushed in announced she was dead
And silently took my hero to her bed
My sister the angel still helps me along
She sings to me of angels and god
And she answers me now whenever I call
She was my sister my once valiant hero
She is my sister, who’s now with god.
Copyright © Rebecca Howard | Year Posted 2009
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Rebecca Howard Poem
alone in the darkness
alone in my hell
no one to hold me
no one to see
no one to care
what will happen to me
people they see me
sitting on the street
but to them I'm invisible
even if I scream
when I beg for money
they all look away
then one day I'll leave
and no one will notice
and no one will care
and no one will see
the small crumpled body
that once was me
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Rebecca Howard Poem
Pain is good I know I’m
Alive
In a world of hate in a world of lies
No one can see what is happening to me
Personal hatred in my personal life
Agonizing pain caused from my lies
Inside I wish that I could just die
No one can see that all I am is a lie
People don’t see me nobody cares
Anguish and hatred is all I see there
Intent on relief a razor I hold
Nicking my skin I don’t care what I’m told
Peace is all that I want, can
Anyone hear me
Involved with my life
No one can see me
Pain, sharp pain as I slice my wrist
After life’s gone that’s all that I wish
Incentive for life is all but gone
Never will feel cause my life is done
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Rebecca Howard Poem
A Beautiful Vampire
Clothed in Darkness
A Shadow Of The Night
He Watches Your Pearly White Neck
Your Blood Pulses Beneath
He Approaches Swiftly
Your Trapped In His Gaze
He Smiles Down At You
You See His Fangs As He Leans Down
His Cold Breath Is On Your Neck
Anticipation Quickens Your Pulse
Your No Longer Afraid
His Teeth Pierce Your Soft White Skin
Your In Ecstacy
He Drinks Your Blood
The Darkness Envelopes You
Rebecca Howard
September 27th 2012
Halloween
Copyright © Rebecca Howard | Year Posted 2012
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Rebecca Howard Poem
Rain whispers arond me
As tears flood my eyes
I scream to the skies
Why, i ask, why
I run till i'm tired
Then walk a ways more
Silently asking the skies
Why
What did i do to deserve these lies
Why wont they go away
The skies thunder in answer
Because they were your lies
That's why
I keep walking and walking
Till the ground drops below me
I silently ask why one last time
Then spread my wings
And fly
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Rebecca Howard Poem
into the darkness
i stand alone
walking blindly
trying to find my way
so lost....
into the darkness
cant hear a thing
running blindly from
the shadows behind
me
falling into emptiness
air passing me by
this is the end
goodbye....
goodbye.....
goodbye...........
Copyright © Rebecca Howard | Year Posted 2010
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Rebecca Howard Poem
Teardrops falling from my eyes
Falling up into the sky
Were dreams float up broken and dry
Falling up into the sky
To a place were hopes forgotten lay
Floating up night and day
Hands reach up people say
Teardrops fall from skies of gray
At night dreams float to stars above
Shining bright for all to love
Sparkling and shining till clouds they hug
Smothering the peoples love
Teardrops falling from my eyes
Falling up into the sky
With broken hopes and dreams they lie
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Rebecca Howard Poem
i'm a blank page
empty
waiting for someone
to leave their mark
empty
words fill the page
my life's words
marred by scars inflicted
by another
gashes, cuts
but still empty
but wish it wasn't
pieces are torn and lost
words faded and worn
stains of blood and tears
fill the spaces
a filthy piece of paper
and yet it's still empty
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Rebecca Howard Poem
He loves me
Enticing
All kind and nice
Rapidly growing
To exciting new heights
He's always there to wipe all my tears
Entrusted with my heart
All the life we may have apart
Realizing the fear
That loves not always here
But fear is dissolved into something stronger
Realizing that love is so awful
Opportunities are gone and so is he
Killing myself is all that’s I’d be
Eternal anguish fills tears in my eyes
No one had seen through all of his lies
He’s gone from my heart and he’s gone from my life
Everyone never saw he was nice
All night and all day
Regret courses my veins
Time is so slow
Suicides where I’ll go
Copyright © Rebecca Howard | Year Posted 2009
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Rebecca Howard Poem
I am a Robot
Who cannot feel
The shame that sweeps over me
I am a ghost
Who cannot be touched
By your wandering hands
I wish I were a God
Who could send you to hell
To be tormented for eternity
I wish i were invisible
So the stares would slide away
I wish i were superman
To save others from my same fate
To save them from monsters
LIKE YOU
Copyright © Rebecca Howard | Year Posted 2011
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