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Kenneth Kolowa Poem
She thought I loved her for the texture of her hair
Yes, but I also loved her for her flair
We thought that our love will always float in the air
We were sure, and for this we stood foursquare
She thought I loved her for the cocoa brown color of her skin
I could care less because that’s not the reason for our love’s tailspin
Our souls were joined at some point in passion like a Siamese twin
Long before our popular love turned into a devotion that had-been
Perhaps we expected our actions to always be so circumspect
Love is conditional, relationships need an emotional architect
So, she thought I loved her for the velvet cavity betwixt her thighs
I don’t apologize, she is a powerful woman, or else please advise
She thought I am a man-shaped drug the detox to which is painful
Till I remembered that many of her devotional phrases were so guileful
Saying that she has been in a hole for so long that it started feeling like home
Saying that she has been watering a dead flower and every flaw was a syndrome
Saying that she has justified to many scars by loving a person who’s holding a knife
Saying that she would rather be in a relationship that is full of love and life
Saying that she has her boundaries pushed, her thing inside has been awakened
You might wonder whether her hitting-the-freeway had already been preordained
From the oceans of love, our feelings have been invited ashore
The absences of which each of us can barely account for
Perhaps we expected ourselves to be as perfect
Little did we know that in this prison of letdown we’re a convict
But should every slip-up we confect be checked?
Every box of that which doesn’t connect us be ticked?
We dwell with the denizens of the deep - our ship’s wrecked
We both know that we don’t need a restraining order
To come to the grips of it that it is over
Lips that taste the tears, they say are the best for kissing
I pray that you save the kissing for your engagement ring
So, then I can be happy that I dried my tears to see the stars
When the sun was gone and that only memories will remain ours
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Kenneth Kolowa Poem
From dusk to dawn
Sunrise to sundown
This I will never forget
Your kisses that always left me in a comfort
And a bliss that no grief could ever secrete
A mile-wide-smile and sweet
That never deserted your cheeks
Your submissiveness
When my stomach would rumble
How you would enable my aptitudes
And change my ill attitudes
And fashion my self-esteem
Not to be the next awaited victim
Under any state of affairs
You reduced yourself down to zero
But to me you were still a hero
Jointly we went outdoors and out
And more often than not
We would go up the hills
And lean idly upon the walls
You were my physician
Upon all signs of hypochondria
You were a mother superior
You did the whole in a real thrill
You were to me mother-of-pearl
People said, "too much sweet cloys"
But your love to me grew bold in all ways
Now and then I never thought
Life could bring in me a heart-strife
And put a blot of blood on my ecstasy
I recall one day I stood neighboring you
With my two hands akimbo
It was the nightfall of the 16th July
My tongue had stranded on its pivots
My mouth was kept mum
So were my tryouts
To keep you from shutting those eyes
I asked myself so many whys
I stretched my eyes to see if it was a lie
Only to hurt them and find I couldn't deny
That I was left a flag without a pole
And like a shoe without a sole
Or like a worker denied a dole
In my heart there was now a hole
Life turned a wound that hurt
I got myself caught up in a mesh
Like a fishbone stuck in my throat
I never thought
Life could be so dicey
I was blind at the outset now I see
This life will never set me free
In every breath I'll pay a huge fee
For my blameworthy breakthroughs
Still death split people into twos
The worldly and the heavenly
The lonely and the heavenly
Mothers gone, children left odd socks
Little strokes fell great oaks
In my life time and hereafter
As long as eyes can see, mouths can utter
From side to another, below to above
There has never been a heartfelt love
Like yours to me
Or whose love that can be?
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Under the shadow
Of your past mistakes, you live
And the way you perceive
Life is itself a deceive
For there is more to life
Than occupying space and time
You think you live life to the fullest
But you are the most clueless
And blindest
Get a life
You pursue happiness
But you don’t see the pass through
Because you must carry it with you
Like a guitar
For happiness cannot be pursued
Like information perused
Or like a child amused
It must ensue
Not like the life
You intend to live up to
Traded by living
Someone else’s opinion of you
Like many times they have told you
You amount to nothing
And even though you are always bluffing
To be bravely bold
You seem like you need to be consoled
For you grumble, get angry
Eat too much, drive too fast
Your life is caught up
Like fish gills in a net
And frankly while others feel the rain
You just get wet
You don’t even know the difference
That is why you have resigned to exist
Instead of living
You don’t know the strategy to exit
Or the quickest escape
While friends tell you that you are in shape
You wish they could strip naked the truth
Or undrape the reality
That you are but a walking corpse
And every day that goes
It gets worse
Get a life
You say marriage
Was your greatest achievement
Because it guaranteed you sex
But even dummies marry
And one of them happens to be your ex
Now what?
You don’t understand
What has brought your marriage to a sweet end?
Or perhaps by moving on
You have begun to understand
And that doesn’t make you under achiever
Get a life
Not a rifle
To end your own life
For your mind is tainted
With to-do lists
Shame you don’t know
Which one you should do first at least?
So, you weaken your thinking
With the drinking
Thinking the stress would go away
But instead, you let stay
Of misery
And so good plans
That you make go astray
Get a life
Someone once said
Aspire to inspire before you retire
And I say
Inquire before you set it on fire
Forget the past and hang out with the yet-to-come
Just like love
Life too is not just a common noun
It is also a verb
And if Mario got one
You should too
So, walk the talk
Get a life
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He is surviving the burden
Of your heart striving to harden
For loving you has never been a bargain
Yet even in his unspeakable pain
He wishes for a daughter no other
You say he has never been a better father
Oh yes, you have got this from your mother
But does it make you a better daughter
To toss him through hell and high water
You say he should have been there
For him to recently reappear
And claim he loves you dear
That his conscience is now clear
But isn’t your deaf ear
That refused him to hear
When he was on all four
Admitting that he had to fall
To realize his flaw.
Forgiveness, you preach
Second chances, your keynote speech
You claim it is but a rupture
That led to unpreventable breach
To your authentic posture
In reality, they don’t come free
In fact they flatter your vanity
But does your sanity
Reflects the actuality
“Put yourselves in my shoes”
You ask
But have you ever put yourself in his
Alas!
You don’t take that to task
But his failings to unmask
Has never been to you so easy
While shame is to crime so nosy
You deny yourself the gift
Of forgiveness
And so he dies
Deprived of seeing
His last wish materialize
But has you heart stop bleeding
As you no longer need to repudiate his pleading
“It was not his fault”
Says you mother at last
“I lied to him that you were not his daughter”
So we wouldn’t be bothered as you grow older
Now does it make you a genuine hater.
To just give your mother a hug
And then embrace her
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This love at first sight
Leaves my jaws pretty tight
Lips tremble despite the confusion so slight
I remain just calm to serve on right
But I see a night in broad daylight
I ask myself, is this fiction twilight
Or just shock or real fright
I have seen pretty, yes
Even prettier, but could care less
But this leaves in me a hot mess
I have had doubts, oh yes
But this one, I don’t second guess
I have seen cuter eyes
But yours took me by surprise
Your beautiful body terrifies
And I wonder who qualifies
To catch the left behind butterflies
Each time you glamorize
I can’t help myself fantasize
Your voice gives me a fetish
With you I want to be selfish
You for myself until I perish
Your absence leaves the anguish
Like I have you already in a mesh
I see a baby face
With look of innocence
Beyond age and any instance
If it were my preference
I would say, you are the essence
Of true love wrapped in an angel’s semblance
You are to me an eighth world wonder
Your absence makes my heart grow fonder
Yet your presence makes my world spin round
Faster a deal than it does, so my heart pound
Faster a deal than it does, so its beating sound
Weirder a deal than it does, I stomp the ground.
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in the lovers’ dance
the place of freedom
my mind still drifts
with no wisdom
allowing tension to build
carving out to relish the tantric pleasure
tenderness of which equals no charm
emotionally vulnerable
reminiscing the fact
we aren’t here to be perfect
we are here to know
perfect is who we are
in the lovers’ dance
breathing slower and deeper
our breaths synchronize
as we awake our sensual grid
to dance with all our senses
to this exotic yet erratic music
as we float on pleasure with our eyes
glued to our twirling movements
while absorbing all the input
our senses are getting
it is not just dance
it is about ecstasy
rekindling our sexual chemistry
restoring your faith in a whole man
you say, because now you know
we aren’t here to be perfect
we are here to know
perfect is who we are
in the lovers’ dance
where you soar in your own ecstasy
and your pleasure is sacred to be consummated
there is find solace and tremble slightly
in this lovers’ dance
as your eyes meet my gaze
i learn to accept my stance
whether joyful or bland
for now, I know very well
how to uncover the mud
that’s keeping me from seeing
that I am a perfect being
for perfection is but the child of time
and perfect lovers’ dance
even in memory
is not common
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A thought about losing you is much crueler
Than never having had you
But is it better to have loved and lost,
Than never to have loved at all?
I have lost the battle between my mind and my heart
The battle of responding to question-whys
Though my mind sighs
My heart still tries
We started with a simple hello
And ended up with a complicated hell no!
Like, when it’s real, should one walk away?
Like, love that we cannot have, is that the strongest?
Last the longest or hurt the deepest?
The one that I don’t fall asleep to extremes,
Because reality is better than my dreams?
Thorny feelings and frightening screams,
In my life, now here’s the real Ghost that seems?
Yesterday we were on the same page with ease,
Today you are the chalk and I am the cheese?
How do I explain how I miss you in length?
Your charming smile that always thaws my depth
By flashing your teeth
I always see happiness laying underneath
Your character that imprisonments my heart
Made me forgot I had other worlds
And with very little words
You always turned a small cell into my whole universe
Though these words might seem like another line of verse
Trust me a lot more are stuck in my throat, and that’s worse
I treasure what we had if we had, what we have if we have
With every pace of it, wave of it, sound of it, crave of it
And promise to love you forever for the sake of it
For whether beauty or wealth, better or worse
Or these all, or all, or more
Perhaps what was between our two lips a while ago
Wasn’t destined to reach us in the long go
But perhaps also what’s underneath two mountains
Could be destiny that is trying to reach us
I trust my ego
Dear beautiful Virgo
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