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Matthew Doyle Poem
Surrounded by blank opportunities missed,
Missing and lost
The stream of thoughts drying up to a trickle
And all they can do is focus on nothing, on this point
That is that single
Mocking, flashing, little bar on screen
Sleep drags at my eyelids, my head, my heart
And goes unnoticed, uncared for, unloved
Replaced by all consuming nothing
Staring at me
Mocking, flashing, little bar on screen
It stares and I stare back, defiantly loosing
My sanity
It’s taken my heart and drunk my thoughts dry
So now I’m left
Sleep deprived and alone
And then it hits me again and again and again the flicker of
Mocking, flashing, little bar on screen
And I’ve had it I give up, it wins
So now I go, to dream of nod
And to forget
One more night spent
With that
mocking ,
flashing,
little
bar
on
screen
To be fair it’s not as bad as that bloody paperclip
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This sophisticated depravity
Is clearly out of clarity
A calm calamity
Or so it seems to be
A misconstrued conception
That includes the exception
A well meaning deception
That this is all it’s meant to be
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once
a time
no longer ago than now
not future perfect but its imperfection’s past
down the river of flowing present
relatively just past the future
not when, when why is what needs answering
yet who’d care where it was
or whence it shall have been
not I for sure for despite all I am,
all I can do is think therefore
I am physically limited
these thoughts that stop and start and end
not yet begun
and yet long considered, that mind of mine is in
ill repair, unhealthily reconstructing
what was there before,
obliging nothing.
and so I spiral in swirling tides
that ebb and flow and slowly grind rocky
thoughts to ideas
concepts, hypotheses and
more thoughts that paddle me through the storms of
‘Now’
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The sun has gone, the moon looks down
Casting pale shadows on the ground
And I sit silent, unable to sleep,
That pale face looking onto salty cheeks
All alone, with the host of fears
No one else can see these tears
That come screaming from my eyes
The silent stream that springs from lies
Lies that my ragged heart holds dear,
Spun from doubt, self hate and fear
Their silken pain slides through my head
At night when comfort stays unsaid
This night is no exception from the rest
And rest is missing in its place a test
Testing my resolve to carry on;
To bear this heartache and then move on.
But it’s hard to move when chained to doubt,
Shackled so long I’ve lost the will to shout
For help. Help that I thought wouldn’t come
But here comes the dawn, up comes the sun
I take a breath; air fills my chest
I walk to the sink and do my best
To wipe away the tears that replaced sleep
But water only ever cleans skin deep
I won’t hold on, I can’t let go
I want to break this chain of woe
And after all these wraith like weeks
To finally be rid of salty cheeks.
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Sand’s time slips through my fingers
Separating now from then
And me from him
Him, silent as the grave
The petty pace creeps on
The rain still falls
An echo of yesterday fades
Lost in the face of death
Silently enveloping all in
Empty misery
No more strut or fret anymore
Not even a fair hour on stage
But never, never ‘merely’ a player
He was so much more
A friend
The sands of time
Cruel harbingers of fate
Trickling away,
To the last syllable of recorded time
And nothingness
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