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Katlyn Showers Poem
i'm chasing a blue horizon
in fleeting moments of a fresh dawn
searching for acceptance
hiding somewhere in the corn fields
the clouds are looking promising
swimming between silver grain silos
in a sea of farms my indifferent thoughts catch
only on the wooden telephone poles
gravel road beneath my feet tempting
if i run fast enough
i could disappear in the blue horizon
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whats interesting about giving up
is that it is my fault,
my choice to stop putting in the effort
to make things better.
i allow myself to have this
fictitious sense of control.
because what else am i
supposed to do?
what happens when what i have to give,
who i am
is not good enough?
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words are running around my brain
what would you say if i let them drain
what would you do
if i let it all loose
and tell you what's been on my chest
is it worth it to be free of this weight
trading my silence for your friendship
would you look me in the eyes
and tell me to get out of your sight
or would you hold me tight
and whisper everything will be alright
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it's out of my reach
it slipped through my fingers
it's on the tip of my tongue
it's buried under my thoughts
just out of sight
was it purpose, light?
I can't remember
maybe if i lay in bed
through another afternoon
it'll find its way back
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this forgotten prairie
surrounded by forgotten faces
has grown roots around my feet
trapping me under the silent sun
my blood runs green
gazing at the birds high above
watching them leave this withering land
they taught me how to fly
but I'm buried in this sand
I wish I could run
I wish I would scream
but nobody can hear me
not even in my dreams
it's no use
this land laid claim to me
life goes on without me
she left me behind
she didn't notice when
my feet caught in the wild grass
it shouldn't make me so upset
for where would I go
who would listen
nobody
because I have a forgotten prairie in me
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with half a home, broken girl
you live your life in two
your feet will always roam, tired girl
with a definition of happiness so misconstrued
always giving, selfless girl
how long till you run dry?
perpetually smiling, bluffing girl
will anyone realize it's a lie?
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love
such a finicky feeling
a feeling
a fleeting emotion
infinite definitions
with cruel subjectivity
maybe i did
maybe i didn't
why does it matter
my answer wouldn't change your feelings regardless
how can four letters hold such power
to steal you from my life
love
i don't know what it means
i don't know what it looks like
love
like a friend or something more
something you didn't want
all-consuming adoration
i just want what is best for you
maybe that's the same thing
maybe i never did
it doesn't matter anyways
when i'm confronted with your
stilted conversation and guarded eyes
love
pains twin flame
my melancholy gaze
trained on your tight lipped smile
this wasn't how it was supposed to go
my love
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i once knew a girl whose mom got sick.
she'd sleep the days away, laying in the dark.
perpetually tired, "maybe next time" was the distant sigh.
her mom would forget things easily
and could often be found
with red tear stains on her pale face.
they lived in a midnight home.
the girl didn't understand the sudden change in mood,
but she had a problem:
the night didn't stop at the frame of her mother's bedroom,
it bled into the foundation of the house.
One afternoon the shadows found her in the hallway,
and so I wasn't surprised when I heard the girl got sick too.
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a thousand ways
i imagined how i'd tell you
underneath the covers spoken softly
offhandedly on the roof with the stars as witness
swimming in the lake with my courage warmed by sand
through a letter i've spent weeks pouring over
a thousand ways i've imagined
a thousand dreams i've let myself have
dreams locked in my head
because my heart is speechless in confusion
how can i explain to you
what i do not know myself
a thousand ways
but this was never one
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she hates her eyes
cause they're not light and bright
like others cornflower blue
yet to disdain such pure beauty
you would be a fool
i don't understand how
she can feel that way
towards these eyes that
demand all my attention
if she'd listen i'd sing praises
of their dark hues
but she hates her eyes
i could never do them justice
so maybe it's better this way
how could i find such words
when i'm overwhelmed as our gazes meet
wondering how their earthen hues
can hold such warmth
i adore her gorgeous eyes
that i'm not worthy to see look back
at me with such fondness
I adore her gorgeous eyes
that i've seen drowned in tears
overflowing with sorrow
i adore her gorgeous eyes
that i've seen darkened in anger
and sparking with intensity
I adore her gorgeous eyes
that i've seen soft and hazed
from lingering dreams
i get lost in her eyes
the ones i've made my home
treasuring every second they look my way
this is why it breaks my heart
when she says she hates her eyes
cause others may have eyes
the color of the sky
but her brown eyes are the reason
im not alone
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