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Remeber me when Iam gone
gone far way in this slient day
when you can no longer hold or touch me in that special way
Eventhough i want to stay i know i must walk way
Remeber mw day after day
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remeber do not grieve
For iam the one who choose to leave
Better by far you forget n smile
Then that you should remeber and be sad
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iam over it am over you am over dreamin this silly dream that makes my tears come down
like a stream but everyday when i awaken from dat dream i just have to sceam to know you
and me can't be i know its cuz of me but please don't go away hatin me i just don't belive it
was our fate to be. u are not my king and i can't see me bieng your queen can't u see iam
still in love wit my former king that promised to be wit me and get down on one knee and
give that amazing ring .i've told u so many time to wait for me but the truth is that i must set
you free to find my true king and you forget about me because i know that maybe just
maybe one day we can complish that but i can say for sure that today isn't that day and iam
sorry i played wit you in my wicked game.
perdon flor no quize marchitarte. PARA: todos mis ex amores todavia tengo el amor para
ustedes pero no asi todos son mis hermanos o mejores amigos no crean que el juego fue
intencional porque en un momento si ame a todos ustedes (pero no al mismo tiempo) jaja
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when i frist saw you i looked away cuz i knew if i stayed that you would be the main source
of all my pain.ALL THE TEARS THAT I've CRIED FOR YOU SEEMED AS IF IT WAS RAIN AND
THAT IT WOULD NEVER END BECUASE DAY AFTER DAY I WOULD SAY ''OH MY WAT DID HE
SAY .WHERE DID I GO WRONG IS IT BECUASE AM NOT BLOND OR IS IT JUST BECAUSE
AM TO FAR GONE .BUT IT MAKES SO SENSE BEcuz A AM THE BOMB.BUT STILL I CRIED SO
HARD THAT I HAD TO CALL FOR GOD N SAID "why oh why god why "god replied plz don't
cry and i replied i just want to dye and god went on to say " just look up to the sky and
come fly high in the sky but please don't say you want to dye .and when i woke and saw you
by my side you told me ur always gona be mine and by my side i then looked up thanked jah
n said thanx jah this dream was all a lie
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Life brings about alot of challenges!! and i guess i get dissapointed in myself when those
challenges overcome me... i really am dissapointed in who i have became...im not the
person that i dreamed of being.. i have dissapointed myself and it sucks the mistakes you
make you can never take back... recently i feel as if im facing challenges learning who i am
and how i treat people...and i guess i let the hurt o f my past overcome me and i bring that
hurt upon people now...and i feel so distant from everyone and its because i just rather be all
into myself instead of being there for everyone else...i really do wish i can take back
everything i have done wrong to dissapoint people and jah and my parents...but i never will
be able to i guess i can only make it better right?? and not be all into my self pity but acutally
strive to be who i always wanted to be right n serve jah to the fullest n let no one oR thing
stop that dream ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;this is just a story line of how i feel n who iam
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i won't say goodbye because goodbye makes me sad.But i will say farwell and be happy for
what we had .so many days so many nights stayin -up together Me thinking to myself i hope
this last forever .We really never could hide our emotions,Our love was too deep ,like the
deepest ocean.i just hope and pray that i find love ,Like the love we had ...... sent from
above .Ill try not to forget .I'll try not to dweell,As i walk away and say farwell
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We been thru thick n thin thru the ups and the down .but why when i need you the most do u
push me away.MAY IT BE THAT WE BOTH JUST WANT TO GO OUR SEPARTE WAYS or that we
are the same in to many ways.but all this brings me pain because day after day i just lay
there and pray that is relationship we have don't fade because that day this so called
friendship breaks I am going to be in a PAIN that won't just days or years to heal but
maybe even decades
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My dream is coming true day by day i feel that empty space in my heart being filled by your
love .I THOUGHT I CUD NEVER COMPARE TO UR LAST LOVE an that maybe i HAVENT but
just knowing you've made space for me in your heart,mind and life.I feel blessed .I hope and
dream that this never ends but if your love does faded and it will n when it does it will bring
me great pain just please gave a few days maybe a decade and you'll see it will go back to
be the same .Me wit my empty space but with a friend that will never faded because even if
u made me feel all that pain your not always gona be the main person in my dream .I just
hate that i've given my everything for u to just throw it away like if my everything wasn
othing.YOU SHOULD BE A ASHAMED.Y ?YOU SAY .MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS HAD A AIM
TO BRING ME ALL THIS PAIN BECAUSE THATS HOW YOU MADE YOUR FAME WITH PLAYING
YOUR MALE GAME BUT DON'T WORRY TWO CAN PLAY THAT GAME .THE THIS TIME IT'S
GONA BE THE FEMALE WAY OF THE GAME
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TODAY'S A BRAND NEW DAY
YESTERDAYS ARE OVER EVEN THOUGH THE HURTING NOT
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER
I MUST CHERISH WHAT I'VE GOT
FOR SOON IT WILL BE GONE
THE HURT I'M FELLING NOW WON'T DISAPPER OVERNIGHT
BUT SOMEHOW ,SOMEWHERE EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT ALL RIGHT
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I decided to write to tell you how I feel. You never seem to hear when I speak. I’m
screaming I’m wounded and bruised and no one sees. I’m screaming and no one hears.
Why? Is it that you all have on blinders? I would like to fly and come back home yet I stay
caged. Why? Not because my wings are clipped but I have no armor, no shield. I pain, I feel
like someone has placed a dagger in my soul and they keep turning it. Why? Why? Do I feel
so much pain? Why? Do I suffer? It appears to all that everything is fine. Yet the real me is
slowly dying. The time may run out and my spirit will die if I don’t get a release. I thought all
tests had time periods yet mine seems endless. Why? I cry a river. I want to run but I can’t
feel my feet. I want to fly but I can’t feel my wings. I want to swim but I can’t seem to stay a
float. They say those who don’t appreciate there lives should lose it. I don’t want to lose
mine, yet I can’t seem to appreciate the good things. They are so weighed down and
trampled by the bad. Can I tell someone the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Can I just
be me. Noone knows me or sees the true me they get the unhappy side. The true me would
frolic here frolic there climb the trees and move Mount Everest. I don’t want anyone to do
anything. I just want someone to hear me and understand. Signed, A dying soul
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