Was It a Dream Or a Lie?

when i frist saw you i looked away cuz i knew if i stayed that you would be the main source of all my pain.ALL THE TEARS THAT I've CRIED FOR YOU SEEMED AS IF IT WAS RAIN AND THAT IT WOULD NEVER END BECUASE DAY AFTER DAY I WOULD SAY ''OH MY WAT DID HE SAY .WHERE DID I GO WRONG IS IT BECUASE AM NOT BLOND OR IS IT JUST BECAUSE AM TO FAR GONE .BUT IT MAKES SO SENSE BEcuz A AM THE BOMB.BUT STILL I CRIED SO HARD THAT I HAD TO CALL FOR GOD N SAID "why oh why god why "god replied plz don't cry and i replied i just want to dye and god went on to say " just look up to the sky and come fly high in the sky but please don't say you want to dye .and when i woke and saw you by my side you told me ur always gona be mine and by my side i then looked up thanked jah n said thanx jah this dream was all a lie