Lifeeeeeee!

Life brings about alot of challenges!! and i guess i get dissapointed in myself when those challenges overcome me... i really am dissapointed in who i have became...im not the person that i dreamed of being.. i have dissapointed myself and it sucks the mistakes you make you can never take back... recently i feel as if im facing challenges learning who i am and how i treat people...and i guess i let the hurt o f my past overcome me and i bring that hurt upon people now...and i feel so distant from everyone and its because i just rather be all into myself instead of being there for everyone else...i really do wish i can take back everything i have done wrong to dissapoint people and jah and my parents...but i never will be able to i guess i can only make it better right?? and not be all into my self pity but acutally strive to be who i always wanted to be right n serve jah to the fullest n let no one oR thing stop that dream ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;this is just a story line of how i feel n who iam