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Best Poems Written by Arilene Holguin

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My Mental Health In Critical Condition

My head spinning ... on these white walls ... My mental health in critical condition ... trying to remember who I am why I am here Trying to escape from this mental hospital .Doctors asking me my name... I can't answer them.....Hearing voices in my head, Seeing Shadows everywhere telling me to stop ... Running ... I can't, it's too late !!! ... the pain in my soul , already pierce my bones.

I got lost in the dark ..

I Take the wrong way..

I lost faith and hope.

My soul seems to be a the wrong person's body

I'm in the SECLUSION ROOM Tied from my hands and feet i don't understand why I feel a shame , and hopeless Trying with all my heart and soul..to get up But I can't im mentality drained and fiscally my body is letting go ... My memories fading far away ... This place is destroying the person that I was ..

My face is reflected in the mirror ...

My voice with so much sadness and fear to say anything ..
I look at myself again in the mirror don't know that person is a stranger to me.. I look at myself in the mirror again and I only look at the damage that I cause myself all the bad choices . Tiers running down my face getting so Emotional looking around me seeing
Myself in there with all the patients that have been traumatized and torched by the system. ,

God forgive me if I wish my death ..

God forgive me for trying against my life ..
The pain overcomes ...im not strong anymore I don't know who I am I don't know who is the person in the mirror. .. I want to be seduce under the effect of the analgesia. So the memories and pain fade into oblivion and ... Loneliness

ARILENE H..

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Today That I Don'T Have You By My Side

Today that I don't have you by my side

And that I feel the emptiness that your absence leaves, I just sink between the memories. And the melancholy of not having you around

Looking at the starry night sky,

I saw your face drawn with stars.

A thousand emotions flourished in me.

That overwhelmed me with sadness.

I wanted to cry, but I held back my crying.

Because I don't want to worry you, Mother now you are the Star that illuminates my nights of loneliness and pain... for not having you Here with me!

You visit me at night in my dreams, and you come and hug me, I wake up and where you are I can no longer see you. But you stay with me forever. There are times when I need your words, but I cannot speak to Memories all hope is undone and not I manage to understand so much distance. I think I hear your voice, and it is only a dream from which I do not want to wake up because I am happier by your side. Today I just close my eyes I take a deep breath, I imagine you and I hug you with all my being, mother if I could fly I would come to you, to tell you how much I miss being in your angel arms.

If I could sing, I would raise my voice to where you are and ask your forgiveness for making you suffer... without realizing it, I destroy your heart, maybe that's the reason that God take you.

Looking at the sky, I see your tender face drawn between the clouds And in the wind, the magic of your smile, which fills me with hope.

But today, I just tear these words out of my soul to express my feelings and tell you in the name of God that I miss you.

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The Memories of the Yesterday

The memory of yesterday and those Happy Days, that only in photographs can you see them. But do not touch or listen to them. They make my nostalgia flood my thoughts and torment my soul. There are memories that are sweet memories that hurt and others that kill. Every time I think if I hadn't been so happy? ... Everything was different? ! I need you! I need you on my side to be happy! The hours are eternal without you. I'd like to go back in time and stop it. And not make the same mistake of losing your love. Because life without you is not the same, I feel empty inside, it's like I'm dead inside. I don't know how to go on without you, when my heart and soul have stayed with you. You are and always will be the reason why my soul was lost her self  in this ugly place called oblivion and loneliness. Accompanied by sadness and pain.
ARILENE H..